Feb 7, 2011

Presently feel,

Presently feel:-
bit isolated
stretched
indifferent
angry
fed up
 
These emotions may need a bit more unpacking, really strange weekend for all those observing my journey
isolation This north east coast colliery town, forgotten by the Forces/principality’s that govern?
stretched
sometimes feel only Kevin with the energy,thinking to move things further,
or indeed the political ethic to allow stuff/project to die.
angry

yes angry at young people who feel they can live below true potential.. smoking drinking...being abusive to those entrusted to help.
fed up
Yes have been here doing this for long time cannot see Gods hand, Especially when hear about 5 or even 16 converts to faith.
Me cannot get past stopping them using Jesus as a swear word,
that may just be me at present.
indifferent
Indifferent a strange word, is Kevin lazy or not bothered
when feel share wisdom,it gets thrown back,such abusive behaviour.
. . .making a 'female lady', cry with words that are meant to hurt
also veiled threats towards other staff 
. . "Gonna get my mum to slap her" . .
Wondered for long time is "this really good enough"?

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. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"