Feb 7, 2011

presently l feel

presently l feel
bit isolated
stretched
indifferent
angry
fed up

these emotions may need a bit more unpacking
really strange weekend for all those observing my journey
isolation
This north east coast colliery town
forgotten by the Forces/principality’s that govern?
stretched sometimes l feel only Kevin with the energy,thinking to move things further
or indeed the political ethic to allow stuff/project to die
angry

yes angry at young people who feel they can live below true potential.. smoking drinking...being abusive to those entrusted to help.

fed up

yes l have been here doing this for long time and l cannot see Gods hand especially when hear about 5 or even 16 converts to faith
we cannot get past stopping them using Jesus as a swear word
that may just be me at present
indifferent
indifferent a strange word
am l lazy or not bothered
when l feel share wisdom,it gets thrown back,such abusive behaviour
. . .making a female lady cry with words that are meant to hurt
also veiled threats towards other staff
. . gonna get my mum to slap her
l ponder for long time is this really good enough?

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That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
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