Sep 5, 2026

We are still here....

Can't always interpret the day but gym period followed by walk about best this day offers. Already in rural northern Yorkshire.We are experiencing chilly evenings. Darker mornings plus shorter days.

It always brings to mind the song that echoed in my music vaults for decades. 

Across the evening sky, all the birds are leaving

But how can they know it's time for them to go?

Before the winter fire, I will still be dreaming

I have no thought of time

For who knows where the time goes?

Who knows where the time goes?

Sad, deserted shore, your fickle friends are leaving

Ah, but then you know it's time for them to go

But I will still be here, I have no thought of leaving

I do not count the time

For who knows where the time goes?

Who knows where the time goes?

And I am not alone while my love is near me

I know it will be so until it's time to go

So come the storms of winter and then the birds in spring again

I have no fear of time

Echos to return again the tides flow, the season arrived nature changes and we grow old battling to keep relationships strong. Fighting poverty, concerned for others and grateful for Life lived. Today's been little Oasis of watching day pass it's very natural course. The big footie match. Cup of tea and a suburban walk observing harbour.

Gym become a Biotrax essential has my own health  deteriorated. The great news is can measure the successful work and pain l endure. Not got any great gym buddies but found vulnerable friends many who try to improve own bodies but also improved minds with conversations, further gatherings and espically sharing how life is happening for them.

That's life not inspiring not dramatic just everyday experiance that we should all be grateful for Life it passes one day at a time. Enjoy.

Sep 4, 2026

Justice not just us but Daphne Galizia . .Also

 The monthly vigil held on the 16th of every month since Daphne Caruana Galizia was killed in 2017 will be turned into a solidarity protest this month following the acquittal of Yorgen Fenech. “The time for vigil is now over” the poster for Repubblika’s event on Wednesday September 16 announces, as it insisted the verdict "cannot be the end of Malta's reckoning". 

Malta is a place l love invested a lot into the place it's people built some great memories. Also made incredible relationships, got fantastic friends, as a travel place it's a large island but very small country.
So this pains myself to bring into the mix tis truth,it's corrupt. Murderous greed orientated. Selfish in government elected the way politics behave are about own promotion. Greed is a major issue in economic structures, and hospitality services. 

Handy in 'understanding organisations', discusses in depth how the "culture of the environment" impacts positively and negatively affecting individuals then as always follows community. Then whole of society influenced. Malta is small country on a large island that's is a micro study of corruption.

Despite a claim to be overtly Christian and faith based those values been in contrast to the influences and affects of corruption. Power and privilege common theme in my writing this week have sided with corruption in Malta and living struggle is visible witnessed. Daphne Galizia cause was to shine a light into such practices speak out and testify as a journalist against the corruption she witnessed. 

Sep 3, 2026

Learn about inferred Messages from movies... done that all my Life.

 You can learn a lot about inferred Messages from movies... done That all my Life.

 “Never hate your enemies, it affects your judgement.” Dropped midway through the divisive Part III, the line represents the peak of Don Corleone’s . Godfather 3 is often rated as the least popular of the trilogy but it always been personal, Kevin well he is ok with the film.

Hated begets hate and action is foolish. Oh how world needs to learn this.  

Inferred messages in films well taken me a while to grasp the convulted experiance that was Spiderman ... A new day begins...

Well it was a Marvel triumph so not going to knock it rather enjoyable pretty long dramatic, bit of twisted love story added into the mix. Action filled with super heroes and phycological expressions a plenty.

Sep 1, 2026

remembering the days when we looked deeper into each other.

 #MorningPrayer

Lord Jesus, expand the horizons of our perspective, that we may see not merely with our own vision, but with the eyes of your grace and love. Help us to look beyond the narrow confines of our human comprehension, and grasp the magnitude of your love for all people.

Here above is todays daily prayer that recalls further draws us to remember the days when we looked deeper into each other.
Well shall we talk a little bit about power in the Church and how we may then behave in a privileged way that impacts others .There fore it has to have a barring upon how we treat other people. Now almost everything l write, communicate, or present by media including images. Well its about, me going about faith, theology, music and soulful matters. Everything on this Northern fellas blog is useless and just a ramble from a person of little influence. Also l know this so grateful of you taking them time to view.

If you are so inclined you can watch on free view some Christian programme called A Study In The Word ...Now this is a daily teaching program hosted by Jimmy Swaggart. Throughout the program, associate pastors others join Swaggart in discussing the bible. In 1991, he was found in a car with another suspected prostitute, sparking further chaos for his ministry. he was suspended and defrocked...Marge Simpson had same thing ...or maybe not...
You see privilege it do cost. But it cost the poor more.
Here is the rub...here is my main concern. Here is where l get into trouble...He is still shown grace, tender mercies given more chances. All the time those around him allowed this behaviour with no real consequences.
But here where extra grace extra mercy and extra privilege pay dividends'. His family well the males because there is no evidence of female sin Pentecostal movement he appears to owns ..(oppps sorry belongs to)... Donnie has a broadcast on ..well where do you think?SBN ministries...Gabriel Swaggart preaching etc.. etc...
you see Male, you see power, you see privilege, you don't see
servanthood, relationships or concern for justice. Its like for some in the Authority of the Church these issues don't count.
If l see that if you see that why on earth don't these see this.
SBN Minsistries tune in tomorrow for more lack of concern.



Aug 31, 2026

£5 for slice of toast!

The inflation in food prizes is shocking my experience in a cafe in Leeds. Friend got cheapest thing on the menu. £5 slice of toast. Add £4 cup of tea £12 for when additional want a latte coffee. The present we are placed in, surely a struggle for lots of reason. 

Many desire to be free just want about able be existing outside of this undesirable moment.

It's very tough struggle in the last 5 years not sure why the hope is!  seriously not in anyone of the Political parties. People are hurting and got so little it's a vacuum. Now that summertime is nearly over, we are seeing a rise in all energetics fees rising. But it's way above any finances people are gaining. Many sadly are not getting rises. It's very daily struggle.

We are living with the problem created by the political elite who have no concern for actual people they should be supporting.

Aug 30, 2026

Give us this day out daily kiss from

Every step, every destination, I love you.

Despite the murderous traditions, I love you.

You are pious, your kisses are your prayer.

You are different, your kisses are your protest.

You are not afraid of love, of hope, of tomorrow.

I kiss you amid the Taliban, you are not afraid!

RAMIN MAZHAR.

Knew a lady used to go stand outside Church when l was in my most formative years. Waiting for her boyfriend who had been killed in the War.
She knew ....told us ..'but l promised once a week to get dressed walk to our meeting place. Wait.' 
 Then l go home.

Found this poem in the end credits of BBC 4 'Kabul' series convoluted but essential disturbing concerning but essential. Tucked away on the schedules of Saturday evening TV viewing but still essential. Painful suppose even hopeless but remaining convoluted disturbing and essential. Here the post plays with our minds telling us how our hearts in a short essay should remain full of hope 

We don't miss enough each day we should kiss someone someone we love should send us kisses and we should gladly receive them. In protesting remaining loving in the very worse on the very worse day kiss and love bring hope and inspire others.

Hate as l said earlier this week begets hate. Kisses promote Love and a desire for kissing.

May God give each person more kisses, give us this day out daily kiss from another!

Aug 29, 2026

It's arriving soonish autumnal cold, reflective.

I'm poor,

I was born in the North.

Lived a life trying to battle poverty.

Hate injustice. 

Seen the rich get richer.

Times we are living some say , they say it a plenty, are end times..Did discover at young age that equality was never going to come because I'm poor l Was born in the north.

We struggle, get labelled, but we still inspire despite coming from blighted place. Even on other planets there will be a north. There will be South North divide with Inequality experience by those battling poverty seeking justice. The kids local feels it's ok to raid, hassle, attack baristas at Costa in our city.

I'm poor, l'm from the north, but we had a sense of what is right and wrong . We never stole, we learnt that justice doesn't involve stealing from others.

I'm poor, I'm from the north, but found faith, found different way found a better way.

We are still here....

Can't always interpret the day but gym period followed by walk about best this day offers. Already in rural northern Yorkshire.We are ex...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"