Been about longest winter without ....well since we said goodbye.

 Been about 2 years and 3 months since we said   goodbye. The Buzzard flew higher-up then higher up, circling, telling me a story giving me a sign. Most of all reminding me of Teeside on the edge of dirty northern town not far from Seal sands. You told me about flight patterns eyesight of fierce predators. Searched the land below to find vulnerable wildlife suitable for next meal.

This old fool misses his only son wrapped up against the cold while chilly northcoast sea cuts through. Coulers of the day send odd shadows across beach and dale. Day is lasting longer even hint of warmth. But you know this one has been the longest winter without you.

Only so they could stop parties they don't like..not REALLY PARTY NO DANCING

 These Green Party candidates didn’t win any council seats you’ll be pleased to know. Heard people were going to vote tactically today by selecting candidates from one party only so they could stop parties they don't like.. I voted for Lib Dem's so that we can keep ------ (add your own preference). Which is my the aim! Well how sad is that ?

Retired pastor Clive Johnston has been convicted for preaching on John 3:16 within one of Northern Ireland’s controversial abortion censorship zones.

The former President of the Association of Baptist Churches in Ireland, who is being supported by The Christian Institute, has been convicted of two charges under the Abortion Services (Safe Access Zones) Act for holding an open-air service on the fringes of a buffer zone opposite Coleraine’s Causeway Hospital last year.

Now here's the rub and many of faith community, followers of Jesus don't wish to communicate. (My tribe).

He is causing distress.

he is behaving oppressively.

he is being harsh not necessary. 

There is protection for these people at vulnerable disturbing experience, the journey may not be yours or mine. But its there Journey. If you wish to influence them offer a place nearby where they could come and sit have a cuppa talk to people of the same gender. Its simple and able to deliver this alternative. But no that would never happen because it would mean putting your self out serving others and may not get publicity and profile.

The journey may not be yours or mine. But its another persons Journey. Its painful hurting journey full of, l would imagine discomfort, and sorrow. But Male wants to be in the spotlight first and for most.

My health kicked in and its bit challenging.

My health been challenge but not as half as challenging getting some anti biotics from the surgery so the triage question included issues around sexuality age, trans question, female and my pregency. Told them to SOD OFF.  You know going to be ill don't need this stupid question and answer hurdles.

                                  Hull one letter from Hell, Reform are voted into the political climate and tonight's its the playoff round one. Hull City's record against their play-off rivals Millwall may be positive going into this weekend's semi-final. But these exciting games are difficult to navigate as a fan, there are pretty nail biting. Plus the prospect of playing in Premier league for ' lowly Humble club' and city has been rewarding. One bonus plus, allowed some good discussions.

Mostly we just don't quite grasp how precious this thing called faith is.

 Do you like myself, sometimes long for understanding. For a sense of wholeness. For a way to gently weave bringing together what we believe, the myth that we know as Faith in Jesus. Then we should share what we often experience, it does something special holding Faith.

Really odd because l'm nothing special , probably pretty boring, if one chooses to examine LIFE I live. The Faith thing is a bit of a mythical thing but it has quietly lived within myself perhaps you are the same. Journeys are special, beautiful and you will understand if hold a Faith understanding.

However you got here, We've got to share it acknowledge this and treasure this thing called faith. Christian belief. Religious experience , whatever you call this, it's been with you and never left. It really is WOW, but why are we keeping quiet sometimes embarrassed?  Mostly we just don't quite grasp how precious this thing called faith is.

In church today some one shared with myself that they visit Church to light a candle and say a prayer for a son and a daughter who died. Listened quietly they left but they had found something precious in the event they still feel deeply.

Just a pre election local political day.

 It's important we follow guidelines for political moments and don't make any leaning statement these days.

Weather came around chilly May Day `after day`.

What blend of public policies could entertain strangers, and still draw angels unawares?
What balance might give life to all?

So lets get a bit deeper in a world that appears to myself as previously stated lost so much focus. The world of `tik tok...twitter..instant this and instant that`. We spend more time self absorbed. The journey to collect my prescription was simple. A journey taking me passed fields of gold. Passed bungalows and isolated buildings across canals via bridge. Round old towns into the edge of Old city of Hell.

Weather came down freezing in May day after day. I wondered about the young folk even in green grass of beautiful park with children's laughter innocence of swings roundabouts and slides. The harsh expressions of lost 16+ who wheeled, (Rode powered bike on one wheel alarming others), through this area causing havoc and concern. the Not bothered `playtime louts`, out to spoil an event. The `feet on bus seats girls` taking space and energy as they `vaped` no regard for rules , health and regulations.

You see folks it is the simple everyday stuff that spoils and interferes with LIFE processing.
You see folks it is the simple everyday stuff that delights and thrills the LIFE processing. 

Think of others have the interest of those weaker and vulnerable as your guide, value space, enjoy the joy others are experiencing. Look after your health plus your time in this space on that journey. 

So really do we get the leaders we deserve

Confused question this one isn't..

It's why do we get such poor leadership.?  Is the emotional bondage tied to certain political parties a reason to vote in a heritage sense. 'Well you know we always voted for them' to 'it's because of our class we vote this way'. They have always done best for out lot round here. And so the rot carries into as nother political vote like the one across local regions soon in the UK.

It's not just about causing trouble or meaning others voting differently are weird. It's the awful ignorance of the leaders. Looking after themselves lack of cohesive approaches to the local communities and the issues they are facing. Vincent van Gogh painted stars based on his memory he recalled them from his cell in hospital. He couldn't see them so he had remember what they looked like.

We need to look back at leaders to get a compass around how they should lead now. Because present cohorts just cannot present accurately. All present government that lack purpose, no nature being in post only to create discord,  interest in own self harmony. From gifted suits they wear, to eye glasses they have been given, expensive for breakfast which out weight most people living income for the week. They are far removed from reality. Even in house of commons they wear boiler suits and spend time eyes down on social media.

Lack spiritual guidance, economic understanding. Tik took values guide them shallow views embarrass those who could but should not cast a vote. We don't get what we deserve but how we need a system that records such disaffection. 

On a day of football emotions. What can you learn from old Western on a Saturday evening..

Show me a more deserving football club.If You can with lots of Injuries, some weird season long finical embargo’s,l. Quite a few weird strange decisions by dodgy refs, players from varied leagues and experiences results which like throwing in the kitchen sink. Yet we still as team that let the fans down not good results recently. We have got through and get the job done in the play offs.

Hailed as our football champion. Ugly brawling old fashioned,center forward. However there is  compassionate side to our star player Oli Mcburnie. What a year it has been supporting this absolutely amazing football club. Onwards Hull city my boyhood club my home town team. UTT We say up the Tigers.

Odd role for Chuck Conners but quite the vehicle for Gregory Peck  in the Big Country. Now time to sit back watch life through the lens of western... Big Country... Such emotions as jealousy, cowardness, huge issues, all sorts of conflict. Real country divide by rivalry. Enemies and wrong way to resolve issues. What can you learn from old Western on a Saturday evening.

Resilience. Ethics how to confront dilemmas. How to use a gun.