May 25, 2026

Not feeling the noise...

Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man... June 8th. My life has taken another turn again. The days can go on with regularity over and over, one day indistinguishable from the next.

This is a quote from a film Taxi driver disturbing watch but iconic classic well acted by method king 'De Niro'.

Been spreading word around to others about love of movies and inferred values you connect with then ...well simply discuss issues share feelings, emotional thinking, any similarities between your LIFE plus those around your LIFE.


Been to a gathering that just because of who l am. Did not like it was not my thing, not my thing, nothing else, but showed others my presence. Gave it a try.

Didn't like the noise
Didn't like costly add on's.
Didn't like the heat.
Didn't like the just arrived migrants cultural unaware but still being ugly in their dress and input.



May 23, 2026

We are...


 Exciting times for everyone associated with my home town club and so many others are thrilled.

May 22, 2026

In this neighbourhood.

Round here not best educated. 
Some folk they fall to addictive behaviour.
Heros of the wine bottle.
Church. Faith. Reflection. Discussion.
Well they simply don't feature too much in every day plans of most folk.
They got something better they believe.
But l see bitterness repeated arguments inability to offer Grace not forgiveness.

Round here not such a nice place.
I've had my time here seasoned this place round here with my presence.
Now like the Fair it's my time to move on and move away.
Round here hope what I've invested will bear some fruit.
But it won't round here!
Because round here the folks hearts are hardened.

Could it be poverty.?
Could it be emotional litetacty plus very poor educational attainment ?
Could it be lack of economic well being ?
Could it be that the bottle of Rum nestled in your bag is more valuable round here ?
Could it be that the rugby takes all your efforts and money round here so a couple of pint glass ingredients sunk most days is all you wish to invest.?

Could it be that noone was here to point the way.?  My time round here is ending.

May 21, 2026

Sometimes love leaves.

 Іѕ there а bаr uр there where уоu'vе gоt а fаvоrіtе сhаіr?
Where уоu ѕіt with friends and talk аbоut thе weather?
Іѕ there а рlасе уоu gо to watch thе sunset?
Аnd, оh, is there а song уоu јuѕt can't wait tо ѕhаrе?
Yeah, І know, you'll tell mе when І gеt there.

You have to in most situations in Life look at the complete picture, get the whole perspective. In football or Boxing who can play, who's trained enough to be ready, what are the tactics the fighter should use. In a match at soccer how we put the team together which  players we can use get the best game. One should approach the game like we do LIFE  trying to examine our perspective and react sometimes in different ways? LIFE Brings issues, stress situations. So we think about them, later try to find the best solutions.

Perspectives.
































Saturday will offer my home town football team an opportunity to play at Wembley and gain promotion to the premier league.

May 19, 2026

I think we all need to pause and reflect.

        Success is not final, failure is not fatal:
       it is the courage to continue that counts

Human beings act with free choice, so if its the choice to shoplift, no amount of poverty can excuse that. Its choice. Poverty is an issue but too often worked with families who choose satellite TV over board games. Fast food over nourishing meal as a family.

Its a choice to watch the TV soaps and play out that drama with mates at school gates. Its harder choice to engage with everyday challenge of family relationships. I meet teenagers who cannot read nor can they write. Someone choosing a DVD over a book in the home cabinet. If the latest fashion warrants your income to be spent in that manner its chic to dress above your means, Support to fashion will dictate your processing and values. Its a bad choice to listen to your music loudly in a MacDonald's. Impacting others. We cant always lack incentive to change, we have to desire self improvement.

We must encourage each other to question what choices we are making and why, look for inspiration and lead by example. if you can`t afforded the item, we are still going to do well. If we don't have we will not steal from another. If we can share our resources plus our stewardship is vital with what we hold and how we use that resource.
Give thanks, express gratitude.

May 18, 2026

Let me be try please be bit honest with you. Three views found in North East

Let me be try please be bit honest with you.
On the East riding buses, personally don't just, don't talk on the phone.
In a quiet street, its just me don't shout.
At a restaurant, look at prices then wait in line, enjoy the occasion.
Like me many we are polite to strangers.
further pay for all l receive before its receive.
Don't have `Gold card`, Don't buy stuff do not require.
We apologize if we offend, if have a faith we explain.
if you insult or make fun of our Faith we recognise that's its allowed.
These aren't rules. There's no law for any of them.
Its just good ethical conduct even though of course we have delimas.
They are just 2000 years of small daily Judos Christian values,
we cherish promises
we keep, without being asked.
Do all these things above even when no one is watching.
If you can love that, you will love us. We as it follows will love you back.



This is from a BBC Report about money being paid to shops on many UK high streets despite the knowledge of border control, this is common practice in divided bitter community called the United Kingdom. A second tout who the BBC met met gave them phone number of the smuggler Ahmad, Now you may heard that name before often used by religious followers of a fake Prophet. Ahmed had been operating out of northern France for more than five years.
Takes some digesting just up to this stage read that gain.

On the phone, Ahmad - who spoke Farsi and said he was from Afghanistan - told the undercover researcher they could pay via one of three UK businesses, including at a shop called Afg Mobile Repair in Woolwich.

The crossing would cost £2,700 for two people.

Not feeling the noise...

Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"