THE HEART AND YOU.

If you have a heart condition, like myself then doing some activity can be safer and better for your health than doing nothing. Suppose the `gypsie in myself`, means can`t stay in one place for long. Most days get out and about.

Reduced schedule till next year, 2025. Not doing any paid employment. Been unable to return to try, Skipping, shadow boxing or Bag work, nor have l returned to what might call` vigorous exercise`, That`s like activities where you’re breathing hard and fast. But do something long walks on flat service. small hills. Long periods with plenty rest at benches.

Emotionally remember the heart holds different images and feelings then the mind. Which means...you can be affected by a broken heart. Be yourself also. 

Same spiritual vein, pray, listen to others, be kind, explore the issues, reflect, read the sermon on the mount. Explore the meaning of the TV one observes. Small acts of kindness, conversations, reflecting. 

THE JOURNEY IS LONG , BUT CAN PASS INCREDIBLY QUICKLY. TAKE CARE OF YOUR BEING AS YOU LOOK AFTER OTHERS.

Overhead Geese flew in formation and migrated away. You and suppose myself....We are here.

"I just can’t do this anymore

“I don’t have the strength to keep on going

“I am at the end of my rope".

I hear these voices everywhere. From friends whose husbands are, yet again, in miluim (reserve duty). From mothers of soldiers who haven’t slept for weeks, months.

Also you hear this from own mind, Heart may tell rest of your body this story. Images you witness. Chaos traumatic experiences. LIFE in general. You alone know what identification can use, what measurement you can choose for Chaos plus trauma. But LIFE is tough.

The road least travelled, remains a place ,' Where LIFE is still tough. Harder for others whose place of safety, whose tribes, gender, coulers , economic impact, are not like mine or yours. Then look around, guess Kevin he is here, not been good Year still the person that authorized these words, simple old man from North. He is here. Lost employment in my life. Economic wellbeing fluctuate throughout, Love disappeared did not return. Friends moved away, others came into my LIFE.

 

The weather brought new season's, when it was cold it became warmer. Tide further time changed again. I am here …where overhead Geese flew in formation and migrated away. You and suppose myself....We are here.

Exception.

That DVD you picked up in the shop today couldn't decide to buy or not. Thought yesterday that tomorrow you'd stop prostrating. 

Well this day someone went in to obtain same copy old film you desired. Today, which was tomorrow, yesterday. Anyway in last few hours, this day,  someone decided that they would purchase this DVD. Sadly while you went home yesterday to come in today and purchase it.

No they didn't I got it......

Another Sunday sermon from "Spiritdelarue".

 “Trigger warnings for Christian themes in literature are demeaning to the Christian faith and stifle the academic progress of our students. To censor expressions of the Christian faith is to erase our literary heritage. True education engages and fosters understanding, not avoidance"!

NO COUNTRY can be a Christian country..you can be influenced by it's traditions,values,policy. But a COUNTRY can't practice following Jesus. Only individuals can make that choice.

Make this argument often, the response to follow Jesus is based on individuals acceptance. Not a community response it's me or you deciding that walk is now your journey.

We gather in community as followers of Jesus, many call this Church. Try to influence society. But society nor country can claim to be Christian without each individuals making own decision.

It cannot be a collective it's your door that gets knocked upon. You open the door or refuse.

Asking you how are you Co Growing today?

 THERE A RECENT EXPRESSION WHICH IS BEING USED . .  . .Co growing.

Myself been thinking really its about good networking practices, especially in rural coastal Faith communities. Certain it's like the 25+ age range discovered something few have ever experienced. Accept its not that at all.

Networking, plus including, working together, is essential (however again co growing) perhaps the activity got lost as groups became bigger, programmes got invested in, successful practice was measured by those attending,  forgot to take account of the process of holistic development.

Development of groups and leaders takes time, vocation about `sense of being called along with individual seeking accreditation .

Variety with loud big events is vital, but not at the expense of being together as groups engaged in wider community more often.

Anyway its been done before, however perhaps after C19, lack of social cohesion we found still needs to be achieved at present.

Asking you how are you Co Growing today? 

No its not got that ring about it has it, Whose supporting you in your efforts to understand happenings ?

You see ask these questions, but for the most part get very few direct answers.

Sometimes Co Growing exist in world where YOU have to find YOUR own support.

Taking time to listen to each other, engaging with silence, sharing food, trying new ideas, being with those not normally invited to the table.  Its all Co Growing.

Healthy individuals grow in the above settings, where communities gather often talking, sharing, listening. Society is affected. that's not a little thing but grand process that is costly, needs fresh ideas, expressions, not always valued by whole . But its essential, beautiful missionary.

LIFE is not a cartoon you laugh at and switch off from.

 The Talmud, Jewish Torra, which form part of our old testament. tells a story of a rabbi who wanted to repent, he puts his head between his knees and bursts into tears. He cries until he dies. With his tears, he finally achieved teshuva. 

So you are here, then perhaps many includes myself wondering `how to go on`. It is tempting to cut off the feelings, or cut off the process of great grief, to simply not engage. Some chosen this path. Indeed felt like taking that road for a while. 

This guy cried recently thinking about own personal family loss of Matthew. Aggravated by events of October the 7th. Along with retiring and Authority adding difficulties. 

Does this feel emotionally same for you? All appears to too much.

LIFE is not a cartoon you laugh at and switch off from.

Its much more challenging then that.

At present, life must feel like a huge struggle. Which is the place where we are staying. One day it will get better need improvement for better to be in place. 

Other ways it just LIFE,  happening at the CROSSROADS.

On TV Tonight anyways again political view.

This time chatting little about exploitation of workforce, zero hour contracts plus oppressive practice.

Got very cold here, clear not talking about weather, nor glancing into harsh even cruel way society has become. Placed something in local community that's about being self centered.
Witness this on public transport young feet on seats while old folk stand in aisles. Listening to own media ,while intrude others vocal space. Tattooed women in comic book drabe large 'F#uck of world' headphones.

Unconcerned and unable to face a world looking away from righteous behaviour. Unconcerned about neighbour. Only able to function on Tix Tox, Myspace, Facebook etc. ..  .

World looking away from gathering to talk about large, deep concerns. Frightened to face the fear, unable to grasp  even seek "where might there be hope?".