Carry me home.

 As l.istened to the tear filled conversation the vulnerable person became further distraught. Arguments bitterness crude language. Safety arose Clear derelict of responsibility. Guy in wheelchair ostricedde by failing system who knows when adequate support will be in place.

Happy another turned up to take some of the wright also gave me sense of support. Two strangers blended together in thoughts concerns for another.

LIFE can change so much perhaps we are glad that we do not grasp what's coming next. But we simply trust walk ahead in faith ready to actively listen when it's required. Pray silently while we sit in cold on a cliff top carpark refusing to pass on by as another wonders why LIFE sometimes so difficult daily.

So we passed many times, the quintest building where followers gathered to say prayers. Experience the amendments enjoyed the silence.prayered then departed.

Fools rejecting Faith values into the deep.

Something about Maltese government trying to gain so much economical investment. An effort to become the European capital of culture by victorrosa has collapsed. But my bigger issue is why would simply chase the money despite looking so silly. The judges dismissed the application form as a foolish essay not serious allocation.

Again the leader of this very small of not historically significant country has proven himself to be both greedy and very stupid. Recently he did the same was looking for money for the mini Tsunami that hit Malta at winter start to the new year. It was not a Tusnamie but hectic storm not unfamiliar in mid winter on the Mediterranean.

The issues are making the islanders rich in character, honesty faith and socially aware appear to be greedy economically illiterate and fools on the world stage.

This is so evident to many outsiders but those who have looked away from faith that Has built nourished and nurtured the good folk cannot see the obvious.

Sometimes l just pause listen to music, drink cup of tea try to draw a leafless tree.

This little blog hit the nerve of your feelings: like many of certain age,period, attitude may be aware watching too many screens, getting far too many emails, not looking up spending time watching the clouds in  sky. The promise of struggling getting by on just about enough, doesn’t just sound like a good LIFE; it sounds like need to simply press pause.

That's odd you came here observing screen time but l do this. Lucky get just about enough economical l'm talking about.Struggle but having time, commitment, discussion, with others struggling more then we may be gives me sense of perspective.LIFE is tough yes ..'The road less travelled...J Scott Peck.

Sometimes we should just pause listen to music, drink cup of tea try to draw a leafless tree.

Put everything on pause, Allow silence surround or favourite sounds remain quietly  playing. Sup your cup of water or whatever, even nurse glass of Jameson. Let God be present.

Sometimes, just pause listen to music, tried some Classical Aries's and mindless 'Eno',drinking glass of J D with coke. Can l draw a leafless tree ?

Is nothing sacred anymore....just asking.

Sometimes singer in an old song captures a feeling you are experiencing. Something that is sang in the lyrics are what your heart wishes to say.

The situation the narrative the dialogue is different. But the emotions is community , it's a group thing, it's the individual stuff.

" Is nothing sacred anymore".

Captures odd unspoken emotion may have been feeling for while. Like last 6 months perhaps longer as oldman who needs more clothing to keep him warm. Well as l observed LIFE sitting in cafe supping cup of tea.

If we can say goodbye

Is nothing sacred anymore? (If we can say goodbye)

Our love was as certain as the dawn

As solid and safe as any love could be (our love was the star)

Our love was the star you wished upon

And you thought that I'd save you

Is nothing sacred anymore

Is forever just another word? (Just another word)

Is a promise something people used to keep

When love was worth fighting for?

So what's worth fighting for when so much been torn down damaged and placed on the rubbish tip of LIFE ?

IT IS NOT WELCOME IN MY LIFE.

What happened in Brighton on the south east coast of the disunited kingdom , further in Sheffield Yorkshire, often felt to be Gods own is a disgrace. Its unhuman totally not called further plus its against every ethical standard (we are called to as neighbours and friends). Compiling lists of homes, businesses, persons, fir the reason enforce some boycott of Israeli its products is not principled protest,

Boycott, Divestment, Sanctions (BDS),

It is intimidation, hateful discriminatory along with being unlawful. This identity NAZI behavior echoes some of the darkest moments in European history.

Decent people like you and me should call this out, clearly and without hesitation. these approaches have infested national institutions, including the NHS, Police, Civil Service, the National Trust, Museums, the Arts, Cultural bodies, the Home Office, Education, Unions, Churches. Evidence can be seen on every university campus, on every Hull hate march that have witnessed, it is imprinted on every 'activism campaign' The socialist newspapers. News reports on the BBC. Evidence can be seen on every university campus, it is imprinted on every 'activism campaign' The socialist newspapers. It's wrong.

IT IS NOT WELCOME IN MY LIFE.

You are the maker of illusions
You break up every dream we’ve ever made
And as I rise up from the ashes
Would you believe it
You raise your ugly head up
Have you no shame
Too long, too long you have lain there
Too far too long too strong
Oh I will break your hold
You are you are you are the Maker
You are called greed and you’re a cheat
You are you are you are The Deceiver
You are not welcome in my life
You are, you are the weakness
You’re within us
You are, you are, you are
You are the sickness that’s in my soul.

I believe there’s a line to be drawn. I don’t want to take too much from our audience, or too much out of life. This was a hard song to write, coming from feelings that weren’t quite definable. So, it came out quite obscure, with some strange twists in it – THE DECIVER ;- The Alarm...Mike Peters .

The unknown, where you are now feels further away.

Placed your wheelchair as a gift to others, looking back a tear came because that goodbye still makes me cry.

That last conversation still echoes. The unknown , place where you are now feels so very much  further away. Wondered have you found a favourite place do you hear music. That smile upon your face held when the Buzzerd visited us personally, wonder stayed so long in our presence. Those nature postcards you still send me, the memories held by your young nephew of days fossil collection.

Missed Mathew David remembered every day.

What we all need from time to time.

The words life skills. It became almost a business for some in the 80s plus 90s. Assertiveness was great money maker for some. Counselling was another life skills we all required.But cost of being then counselled to clear any perpetual baggage  proved to costly. So the basic counselling skills along with the advanced counselling skills. Well they got transferred to active listening route.

Listening a good listening, it's what we all need from time to time.