hull a hell

My patience is wearing thin on the `Hull City` roundabout it not good being a born loser when it comes to your local team.

l know there a lot worse going on plus there is a political vacuum

along own perilous situation.

But when it comes to a bit of entertainment, want `something like 

better`, then whats currently being signed off.

Locally news not good for girl who smuggled drugs into Egypt

she gonna have to do the time....

"What don't these people get? I wonder if I've died and this is hell. What did I do so wrong in my life to end up here?

Yet another robbery in my home town

but desperate times bring desperate behaviour

 

Up in Heavens room.....

This week we all get the chance to listen more closely,speak less often,smile more well smile more.

Witness the hurts around us

Start with me Lord make me more aware of others,more quieter,less willing to speak harshly...Start with me Lord

Not a bad place to want be at start of new week while l pray earnestly for little more understanding.

Some income and some work better health less of the blues that are haunting myself presently.

Up in heavens room a father sheds a tear he missing you too...... 

From an ole gospel song by MWSmith l think check it out get back to you on this one

People disabled poverty and the world goes on ignoring

I WONT NAME HIM......BUT....who is known to sometimes go to work in a wig and women's clothing, was named on the Financial Times  Heroes Champions of Women in Business list, 
an annual ranking of 100 "company leaders who support women in business."

Ell what it all about Alfie or is that what it all about Alice...world going one way me with my unanswered prayer...the hopeless feeling, sadness of time flying away,just not sure made for this world anymore.

I'm pretty sure Kevin going in another direction.

Poverty appears to be off the agenda at Church today,has often is not relevant to those around 

It was fitting a passage into a notion:-

'You need to move your seat' based on Mary at the tomb ...

she was in right place at right time 

But we all need to move our seats.

OK that was Church today.

There is no writing from the pulpit about the issue facing the many attending. . . 

Need to address some important issues ...but whose leading us when the sermons are so poor?

Church not connecting...it does not have a thought about Kingdom principles it all about self in faith not about age first then of course others and their concerns following

Rough night last evening pretty fed up life at present

Feel been tested as much as l can

Struggling with job applications

Wonderful sights on the coast just up from my trailer by the sea

That is my cold trailer by the sea

A whale frolicking in the North coast near Flamborough head.

Health diet and substance.

National guidelines are based on evidence that consuming too much saturated fat is known to increase cholesterol levels, which is a known risk factor for heart and circulatory diseases

Around 14 days week do not have meat when l do have chicken, plus pork

Lower priced items.

Adjusted my meals to both sort my

 health along with economic factors

I had no-income for over six months despite prayers they have yet again remained unanswered.The bills need to be paid and Lord needs to step up a gear.

Unjust society living among affects others in worse conditions then my own

employment situation been pretty drastic...know many others working end month with no further on then period before.

However the political Elite those in authority appear for sure to be blind further deaf to people's positions.

God  and the issue of unanswered prayers is serious debate we need to face.

its the same ole song

It like a record that stuck the same ole song plays
so why
why are we not able to deal with this issue of poverty

when a record gets stuck it plays
then it returns to the same place
playing again the very same tune 

it does not alter
it plays the same ole tune




when a record gets stuck it plays
then it returns to the same place
playing again the very same tune 

Amen my people

Today we enter the crucial final ten days of Premier's financial year. To fully cover vital transmission costs, we must close a funding gap of £650,000 by 30 September.

In the name of Jesus l ask that this false request by premier will be shown up to be shameful.
Resulting in loss of transmission and cut backs to the work force
Lord l ask that this be done within one week
Amen

Kevin W.

THAT ME

                    

THAT ME THAT ME IN THE CORNER ..LOSING MY RELIGION
                           KNACKERED AT PRESENT NOT FEELING THAT FINE OR GOOD

LEEDS AIRPORT ONE EXAMPLE OF THE TAKE IT GENERATION

In the main, around three differences (style, plot, and presentation of Jesus’ words and deeds). Further three similarities (overlapping narrative arc, overlapping events)
in how the gospels relate to each other.
Matthew ,Mark ,Luke are known as the SYNOPTIC gospels.
John version of events stands out as very different!

Very much to do with factual ,these events happened.
Other three are about we witnessed, this happening, plus its more of a sharing time among friends.
Then John jumps at us saying well it happened in this way at these times.
That good, LIKE MOVE FROM NEWSPAPER RECORDINGS TO A MORE STUDIOUS WRITING.

Back to real world and the important issues.
Hull city lost again to Wigan. 

It hurts, no it hurts really does when always on the losing team.
That just from a supporters view.
Well this fans view.

Drove to Leeds last evening l was nervous about the journey and concerned, Took brother and sister in law to the Airport. the last 9 miles took half the time it took the first 62 due to cameras for speed and the way we progressed all around the City.
Then £3 pounds for dropping people off.
HOW EASY TO ABUSE PEOPLES MONEY-
 `THE TAKE IT GENERATION`- ONE EXAMPLE.

Wheel of poverty turns slow

Poverty leads to more crime

Sanctions lead to deeper poverty and more crime

Criminal activity leads to ultimate poverty

Poverty leads to poor education

Crime is a way out of poverty

When the benefits fail further sanctions are imposed

 more criminal activity takes place

More poverty is Experiances

More lack of self worth leads to false esteem via criminal activity

Etc........poverty....crime....sanctions....poverty crime ....sanctions...more more and even more

35 years working among the poor show myself that this wheel keeps on turning

Not that l am from a well to do place either

Heaven oh heaven help us all.

Austerity increase`s poverty 

Oiling the wheel of poverty

Don`t ever think that l forgot you

So ended up in that trailer by the sea

Ended up not hearing from you

But when they play that song

'Hope l see you in heaven' . .

Don't ever worry  you still are very important, nor that l forgot You.

I can hear the chords the words come alive,the singer sings that song

Told recently the learning is still being understood that the heart holds different memories to the mind

When you first begin your journey,well not sure of who you are.

This time of life still sitting near the beach in my trailer by the sea.....waiting for that phone call that says.

Drive real fast...come real soon.

Life it never easy.Someone reminded me just this day.....God is good

Last nite the Owl sounded as walked back from the cliffs

Although weather becoming Autumnal it still warm  . . .the days carry good bit of warmth.

Just the cash flow along with no work that's cold and hard as Hell.

One day at a time

KEVIN WALLER's experience appears to be concentrated in Training along with One On One, 

been told had exposure to Knowledge,understanding around the main YCW, shown Learning about Management style, could do with more Knowledge and Learn deeper level about Management.

Hard to believe have 36 years of experience, working the main in Youth and community work,

Truth is due to nature little management experience.

Got something to say ,no one wants to hear the message.

Most Recent Professional Position 

KEVIN WALLER

Most Recent Employer

Jesus Christ

Director  youth services

07919 231592 
kevin_wllr@yahoo.co.uk

Location

NOT FOUND 

Experience

36 total years

Most Recent Education

Hull College

Management Score

55/100 

The thing l am

What makes me ....well me

Mixture of faith journey 

Wrestling with hopes

Getting Anxious about life way it unfolding

Not put into `neet contextualise` boxes

Religion as -1

Emotional literacy as another -2

Social out workings -3

Leisurely pursuits -4

Physical Incapacitates another-5

It whole the whole working it out 

into something called Human Kevin

                            The life we live.......

What makes you....You?  

reply to Premier Christian Magazine...peter Kerridge

We have all heard news of High Street crashes. Toys R Us went bust, Marks and Spencer have closed shops, and House of Fraser has gone into receivership. There are lots more…

And I really don’t want to see Premier on that list!

However, the reality is, the summer months have seen some of the lowest support Premier has ever received. The result is that the national transmission fund has been depleted and Premier’s national broadcast is at severe risk

well guess what l am glad you are struggling.It life and it meant to be so.

Candidly you had good grasp of the cherries growing fat for such a long time.

Placed in the safety of London elite.Seldom has the music played said anything to me about my life.

Often the issue discussed have nothing to do with the issues around myself or the environment my community have been placed.

Out of reach have been the Holidays advertised,out of my pocket have been the books promoted and for sale.

Life of mainly American contributors not ran parallel with my own, nor with any l know.

Out of touch in most levels.

So disperse we will not miss you.

We will not mourn you.

Christian community will carry on emerging.. the books you promoted

The music you played 

People you represented will disappear.

Snap ,crackle,hallelujah of your breakfast cereal will sound no more.

We will survive.

That l am sure about.

not so linear

We discovered that
human desire is not 
a linear process, 

In the gospel story we gradually learn that God is the victim, and that the victim’s blood only appeased humans, not God. Having a real event told in this particular way intends to foster conversion. Though we think of the gospels as telling a story about God,

hmmm thinking deep today
mind you matters little to those around me at present
there is rural
then there is where l am now rural

around us in nature there is so much beauty
the noise
images
interactions..
nature of the place l am in.
Relationship being formed and lost . .
Relationships handled with tenderness . .
Then there are Relationships only dreamed about as time and tide moved me away

Symptoms that bring us into the where we are now . .
these are desperate times for myself
prayers are searching but not getting answers.
the Gospel affects all areas of our life..social commentary..customs we follow..discussions we have..TV we watch..Music we listen too..what we should do with our leisure..

The Forest is a kind of church.

"The forest is a kind of church. 

Trees pierce the sky, like cathedral spires. Light filters down, as through stained glass. The forest canopy is lofty, far above our heads.
 There is something ... that generates religious experience."

Where the protest . . . .

Nearly all the austerity-era funding cuts to services supporting poor families have fallen in the most economically-deprived areas of England, potentially trapping them in a “downward spiral” of poverty, according to new research.

Council areas in the northeast in Yorkshire Durham and further afield, also handful of local authorities in London, shouldered 97% of the reductions in town hall 

stop read that again taken 97% of the cutbacks

The poorest

The poorest have taken the biggest kick in the teeth 

What l do not understand is this....where the protest

spending on social care, children,homelessness since 2011, has affected these groups much much more

Benefit cuts and sanctions are used to hurt, attack,belittle ,and impoverish,the less fortunate,poorest, most vulnerable,in society.

SHame on the DWP and its collective agents that includes the ESA Job centre staff.

SHAME ON ANY WHO ATTACK THE POOR

treasury of human interaction . .pt 1

Interesting that we feel cannot accept someone saying `sorry`
so where does this ethic come from?
where is it centred..where it rooted..

by what authority do we use the currency of forgiveness ?

"I think when 20 plus people speak out about a certain person and they're probably not that vocal on Twitter anyway then...there's no smoke without fire."

Adele Silva, who played Kelly Windsor on Emmerdale 

That the issue in celebrity big brother 2018, which to be honest far from entertains nor is it stretching myself.love to witness how people communicate exploring the levels they talk...listen..stay silent..move ..when around each other.

Looking at the triggers and the emotions that follow.

Ask myself would l be so dramatic or heated in vocal exchange

when view stressed that l am uncomfortable with,

How would l respond.

`Human beings` along with `Human behaviour` is a treasure. 

WOW l had people ringing myself yesterday and communicating with me on few levels that good.

if you are of the praying nature,l gonna be greedy for yours as the unemployment angle is not good for myself

TALKING ABOUT HULL OR INDEED HELL

OUT of the relegation zone on goal difference alone, without a win at home in the Championship and just one victory from six games,

who that be ..that be my home town team Hull City...CAN IT GET WORSE

I would like think there is hope for us to move the club on this year.

We have a little bit of interest at the moment from several parties. We are in discussions. 

The supporters, want us out and we are trying to manage that process the best we can.

Hull City’s Ehab Allam: ‘We are detached emotionally from the fans’

TALKING ABOUT HULL OR INDEED HELL 


“The most detailed teaching Jesus has about hell is the story of the rich man and Lazerus. In that story Jesus uses hell in a very different way to the way Evangelical and Conservative Catholics would talk about hell today. The rich man doesn’t go to hell because he doesn’t believe in penal substitutionary atonement, he doesn’t go to hell because he fails to accept Jesus as his personal Lord and Saviour and he doesn’t go to hell for failing to say the sinner’s prayer. He goes to hell because he steps over a poor man sitting at his gate"

Now that gets me thinking it gets me examining really makes me accept that teaching it merciful profound and enlightening to myself also humbles me want to think this through and discuss further what a story what an example what a thoughtful process how attractive does Jesus become when this his the plan

Instead of the your `going to hell` as the conveyor belt failure you became

The rejection of the master plan means that HE win`s

You lose

who wants to follow a violent wicked monster of a God 

who promotes that theology

The image of God that l hear another talking about weekly,
( in Church study group ) does seem like an eternal torturer. 

                       

BUT ON THE CONVEYOR BELT SYSTEM HE IS FINE.

   OH CRAP this gets me wanting to leave Church.

Therefore not be part of the God revolution

HUMBERSIDE POLICE AND THEIR FAILING REPORT IT FORM

HUMBERSIDE POLICE AND THEIR FAILING REPORT IT FORM

My car was hit by person who drove off at speed gestating
after one hour twice failing to fill the form in to report it l conclude
that the worse Police force in the country is living up to its reputation

the form when completed and that is not easy
points you back to something that just does not exist
hey ho
it stops crime being reported

Time for another writing session after some reading

Bad theology damages people

It hurts people

Often it shows you do not read enough

You do not read around your bible

Nor do you read into the lives of the writers of your Bible

Your bad theology damages LIFES

It hurts others judging them always your ego is damaged

Because you simply do not read

Nor listen

But often when reposing your theology demonstrate that you talk too much.

Often same damaging bad theology

Which shows you need to read more

we should question the teaching . .

Can you deal with the fact that God created you.
Just as you are,to flourish.. grow.. develop.. and be you.
Make a place in your life 

for someone of the opposite sex.

Really life can be that simple.

So what did Jesus look like..the worlds most expensive painting suggest he looks like the image below.
But it` words and the life he lived` that important.
Along with the relevance of our life this moment
Glad struggling with my journey, but ready to no `longer be in a struggle`.
Seek the lord
Petion the lord..that allowed
Sure.. sure.. sure.
We can ask for better then this!
Without being accused of heresy..that my big issue, we accept religious teaching 
when we should question the teaching as your spirit leads.

DON`T GET GOT

A primary school in London toned down its LGBT celebration event after scores of parents expressed their concerns. Heavers Farm Primary, in Croydon, was planning an LGBT event featuring a parade at the school watched by families. But many parents objected, with one saying her son – who is under ten years old – is too young to be taught about homosexuality and transsexualism. Headteacher Susan Papas responded by saying that because the teaching was not officially part of Sex and Relationship Education, “we do not need to seek consent from the parents”

so why is this an issue?
Due to the `culture of the environment` being more important
then the individual in that society.
Also greatly to do with a very vocal and subversive minority, 
who are forcing the issue of own sexuality politics onto a mild non protesting group.


IN THE FILM (A PRETTY CRAP FILM ) Vanilla Sky, Cameron Diaz’s character says to Tom Cruise:

 “I know we thought it was just sex but now my body has made a promise to you and I can’t deal with that”, 

That the issue we make promise about better life if you join our gang the gender LGBTP sexual gang.
then life is going to be brilliant,oh and the rich fleshy pickings they get got,by the aged gay Queen by the water fountain.
what did no one tell you about these people.
while of course all the time we are dismissing any hope of the creator being correct.
I mean if he got your gender wrong,you discovered or where enlightened by our education system,
well if he got this wrong! then what else did he get wrong?

This caption was once put in a shop 
window to encourage youngsters to buy clothes
really...after a campaign it was removed

Christmas . 
Flat earth . .
One direction music..maybe it OK after all...


Can you deal with the fact that god created you. Just as you are,to flourish.. grow   . develop.. and be you .
Make a place in your life for someone of the opposite sex.
Really life can be that simple.

Meanwhile in real world

We live in a work-obsessed culture that tells us our labor defines our worth and our productivity determines our value. The truth is that you’re worthy of love and respect not because of what you do but simply because you are. #LaborDay

So say the preacher from across the pond....

In the Real World there a cold wind blowing ....try not working..being sanctioned ..then such tree hugging values soon shift..

So says this...... spiritofthestreets ......

life it not all peaches and cream

Humbled and wee bit older

To all any near and far

Thanks great deal for the meal
 thoughtful gestures gone into my birthday

Really try to keep Birthdays quiet, especially present due to issues 

Turned out best birthday treat in many years 

Take this chance to thank all for reaching into own pockets 

The unexpected generous way you enabled myself to enjoy the occasion 

many many thanks family friends 

55 such a milestone

Can l get away with that???

Hull city it getting worse pretty sad really