WHAT DO I KNOW....QUITE A BIT IN THE AREA OF INFERRED MESAGES AND LYRICALLY CONTENT.

 “If I lay here. If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?”

That`s all the Glastonbury cowards want to forget the world. But create a mess while sleeping.... Cowardly acts.

The BBC has always used its views to promote its own political bias.

BBC is required but should really demonstrate unbiased coverage ,(not pre medicate bias), Which l understood was witnessed by those watching Glastonbury coverage on this only government financed TV/ Radio media in UK. We need essential political impartiality to be observed across own government funded output at all times. Glastonbury didn't start out as being a political show, it been a place of entertainment exploitation of new talent .Showcase for all artists. BBC along with ruling committee at `Glastonbury festival,` have ensured above all things it about Political statement's now. Confident that stopping broadcast of live edited highlights is not way forward. But can be more balanced. really confused because again BBC isn't complying with its own rules plus guidelines. Big result is that the TV license fee payer paying for large huge posse of BBC staff who every year laughing at taxpayers funding this political jolly.

HELL WHAT DO I KNOW....QUITE A BIT IN THE AREA OF INFERRED MESAGES AND LYRICALLY CONTENT.

A normal heart rate is anything between 60 and 100 beats per minute (bpm). Anything that falls below 60 bpm is considered a low heart rate.

So my 56- 76 average, Is what doctors call ‘bradycardia’.

Sometimes the NHS, is best left on its own. Threatened a nurse who wishes to not attend a Male breastfeeding class.

The rising carrys on.

Energy prices, that's Electric, gas for myself, others have extra calor Gaz plus Air Pump prices. These are extraordinary  higher.
'These l feel 'are still elevated due to global supply disruptions. Various Wars Europe again middle east.  
Rents continue to rise across both, private sector  voluntary sectors, which is real abusive cash cow, also councils are keeping up increased surge even in urban and most rural regions. None of whom have invested repairing not upholding maintenance of property's.

Grocery costs remain inflated, affecting family , more drastically vulnerable single person budgets.

Utility and transport bills have also surged in recent months. Most person's not able to retain economic wellbeing therefore sucked further into poverty.

"Well done to our firefighters who worked through the night, continuously dampening down the cargo hold to bring the fire under control" 

Huge city of hull dock fire.

Occupants from the vessel were checked over by ambulance staff." An ambulance and team leader remain on scene as precautionary measure yesterday.

Humberside Fire and Rescue Service confirmed the fire had been put out. In a statement, a spokesperson said: "The fire involving scrap metal on board a large docked vessel is now out and our firefighters brought it under control by 5 am this morning. Firefighters remain on scene to monitor the situation and make sure there is no risk of reignition.

Meanwhile at Glastonbury.

Flying flag for Hitler.

Mainstage acts calling anti-Semitism agenda.

Weeping woke warriors taking break from Non verbal Asperger's condition.

To chear on hatred, dance till dark, smoke some drugs avoid work.

Too hot 30+.

The fairs moving on. No just no one's  got any money to spend this Tuesday in East Yorkshire coastal area. Bugs bloody creeping into everywhere, hair body, feels awful.

But have others spotted how little money is being spent.
Certainly not enough for £5 hook a duck.
£10 waltzers nor £6 for pink candy floss.

 

 

All the rides are over and done
It's late and no prizes are left to be won
The rides are closed, it's the end of the day
The horses are moving away

Yes, the fair's moving on
And I'll soon be gone
Remember the love that we've known
Yes, the fair's moving on
But I won't leave you long
It's the last time you'll be on your own

The music has ended, the carousel's still
The horses in boxes with the big ferris wheel
The canvass and glitter are safely on board
The trailers will soon hit the road

Yes, the fair's moving on
And I'll soon be gone
Remember the love that we had
Yes, the fair's moving on
But I won't leave you long

 

Departed still speak.

Those clear full of life Eyes, now wide fixed, mouth once had laughter and intelligence no longer will speak. Nurse says now dropped open. Call it dead and not really recognizable. All those tasks, memorial service, obituaries written. People gathered spoke about deep love for the departed.

Gathered but the main person is absent. Also I was supposed to go first we had plans for that. The presence of 'Life departed' is all in the air, everywhere.

Always talk about the 'person departed' being in a better place. No longer in pain. Search through scripture and sacred song all echo that same message. 

You will hear this often commonly even from non religious, non spiritual, non physiology All echo same message.

But you remain here. They remain alongside. Sending messages sometimes images to remind you. But you are here.

Suppose non of us get the promise of tomorrow. But time when all tears will be wiped away echoes often you hear this.

Legacy.

What is your legacy 

Enjoyment against endurance. Often it occurs to myself. How life is measured around the glory and lack of success, with course Love, in all of its full width. 

Unkindness perhaps passion of hate.Excitment measured in lots of ways. New relationships formed plus those friendships lost, ended. Love unfulfilled degrees of sadness and regrets.

All legacy asks this of each of us.

how l will be remembered? Or not. The Life pint,we used to talk in community development about how ours is filled.

That phone call never arrived. Words not spoken. Time flies past also long moundarty. LIFE gets reduced in the end reduced. Retired so your reduced...disabled, gender in some environment .Departed from the stage now in the wings. Wondering how will one be remembered.

Suppose who by. Legacy everything in the Life journey reduced to this.

Write your epitaph asking what counted, what's still counts. How much do l think am worth.

Duty calls.

 So the the cinematic experience at coastal spa.

Pretty woman ..Old movie business dealings, hostile attitudes. Recognizing your self worth along with the worth further the value one puts on others.

Cinema values can save your soul.

Or well maybe, they can move you into space to think differently. As you laugh,get embarrassed. Simple withdraw while one enjoys the pictures. 

Perhaps there's a discussion to be had around business practice.

Perhaps there's a discussion to be there about friendships simply the people we spend time with as Lives collide.

Perhaps maybe there's thoughts about the value we place on others.

Or it simple . Just a movie about hiring a prostitute.

further moral blindness, lack of true spirituality , commitment to oppression.

Iran blinds women, hangs gays and plots Israel’s destruction, yet some British people cheer it on.
 How did moral blindness and anti-Western zealotry create this alliance of the absurd?
its cruel, harsh, unnecessary and foolishness, but how did we make these choices in Capital of UK London. Is it just followers of the fake prophet or something bigger further more reflective of lost direction we carry on journey towards. HOW the hell.

Expecting it all to be some kind of trigger happy moment.

Do you remember the TV programme.

great big comedy triumph. But some say they seriously feel these values.

Meanwhile similar concerns ;-`International security and border control expert ',Henry Bolton reacts to reports that 17 UK councils are housing up to ten times more migrants than homeless citizens.

`I see an invasion of illegal men. Walking into our country with no paperwork to support who they are'!

Starmers Labour, another in government doesn’t do anything to stop it.

HOW did it get to this as normal.

Peace cannot be forced..

Peace cannot be forced.

Peace must be chosen.

Almost a prescript to endangering civilians and destroying economic wellbeing of the most vulnerable. Diplomacy must be used, negotiations need to be returned too.
Humanity must be protected, contact and communication should be reopened. Military actions only, it only, threatens life's.
Those not living best of life's suffer again. Coldest days of our present lives are being lived.
Windows must not be closed on diplomacy. We will not be safer if confrontation persists.

We are seeing these Acts again.....WHY.

 The Gur Synagogue was brutally vandalised over night. Torah scrolls desecrated and the sanctuary has been smashed to pieces.

Couler me , slightly confused

Health is a challenge for some, could be the heatwave. Oxygen Saturation levels are low breathing bit of an issue. 

Ce la vie.

Hope young Kevin's got bit longer.Well just to myself feels like time after time we return to bygones days and abusive ways.

Why is just to keep people bottled up in poverty?

Still if you look one can find beauty coupled  with strange behavior around the corner.

Very close to where you are presently.

Crazier ways of the social media suggest some groups will find harmony,
perfect harmony, in a new world created
 while these bedfellows are chasing a common enemy.

Bomb could be coming or maybe it's heatwave.

The news telling us to prepare to witness a large 'bunker destroying penetrating' bomb.

Wipppeee get popcorn ready select a seat perhaps call few friends. Watch on whoever's got biggest screen TV. Wouldn't want to miss this blood bath. Whoever gets killed doesn't look like it's our tride of course we've got God on our side.

Or is that bit too sixties for us all?

How's the warm weather? saying getting very hot, wind could stir up. Be about week before gets cooler. But in meantime government setting out 'advice and warnings'.

Can't remember is that about the bomb or the sunshine. Hey you decide.

We're heading into a war not a netflix movie.

It's people and relationships that matter. Connections are vital when we don't have these we lose balance.

Of course that includes God relationship.

God family, friends, Church Gods words.

In these ever changing times this again Israel Iran conflict. This plane crash in India moments

This Girl Grooming gang tragedy and attacks on impoverished. These are ever changing times but all the above former issues and solutions remain vital.

We're heading into a war not a netflix movie. Real People die. Real children old persons and families are killed. Not a series on TV screen. It's real evil. I'm telling you this as News channels try to get us excited about forthcoming popcorn seat event. 

No prayed solution. Little peaceful words all angered individuals mouthing aloud.

People of faith need to offer to speak to suggest a alternative.

WHAT`S SO WRONG, WITH SHALOM FOR ALL.

 God loves a lullaby

In a mother's tears in the dead of night
Better than a Hallelujah sometimes

God loves the drunkard's cry
The soldier's plea not to let him die
Better than a Hallelujah sometimes

We pour out our miseries
God just hears a melody
Beautiful, the mess we are
The honest cries of breaking hearts
Are better than a Hallelujah

Right now, as we look here, as l sit in comfort typing these odd words Across TV screens, radio news, discussions, Middle East is filled  with tension. AGAIN

Ugly wicked evil man made conflict grows,  Israel and Iran. The Lion of Judah verses the Babylonians of old. Again yes again we are reminded by balanced focused conversations...need Gospel hope required as people struggle worry and are deeply concerned.

Is this the end …yes l`ve heard, another time of war. Over 150 missiles and 100 drones have been launched, shaking the region. As violence increases, Christians worldwide turn to the comforting words of Jesus, who said, “I am the resurrection and the life…”. The Lord's words bring peace in war and promise eternal hope. As we watch these events, Biblical hope in a time of war rings out across the world.To reminds believers that God’s voice still leads during political chaos, 

Still the peace he offers must be considered in our personal and cooperative LIFES we should be living, 

peace in individuals, 

peace in wider community,

peace across Society.

“They destroyed any trust I had”

Before 1979, the legal age for marriage in Iran was strictly 18 years old. After the 1979 revolution, it became 13 for girls and in some cases 9 with "fatherly consent". My anger with this regime goes far deeper than the headscarf.

"Pakistani community leaders in Rotherham were complicit in hushing up the shocking ‘ethnic’ dimensions of the sexual exploitation rather than speaking out." (1)

In Oxford the imams actively encouraged men to rape white girls because of "their dress code, from miniskirts to sleeveless tops, is deemed to reflect their impure & immoral outlook.

‘You’re politicizing this!’

@MaggieOliverUK clashed with ex-Labour minister Bill Rammell, who defends Starmer’s record as DPP: ‘He transformed the prosecution service to take this issue seriously.’ Maggie insists victims are still being failed — by Labour & The Conservatives.

“They destroyed any trust I had” The majority of victims and survivors who engaged with the Inquiry were sexually abused by someone they knew and trusted. Victims and survivors repeatedly said that child sexual abuse shattered their ability to trust anyone (37 percent of Truth Project participants). Tanith said that she felt “wary” and that her “trust now is not very easily earned”.Others described trust issues in relation to particular groups of people, generally related to the person who sexually abused them. It was most common to hear that victims and survivors struggled to trust men. RS-A1 said that she felt “generally hostile and wary towards males”

Angharad described how child sexual abuse led her to believe that “that’s what men were going to do … abuse me for sex”.

“They destroyed any trust I had”

There is very little l wish to add here , this blog exist to help us think about Faith Love, Relationships, Spirituality and LIFE generally.

Today just about enabling reflection about how many Girls our sisters,our mums, our friends who are female are commonly treated.

I've got mine.Faith. .

Faith is like meet something.
Know this may appear, well going to sound vague, but this is starting block for any trying to imagine Faith or re-enter Faith.
Enter a room it feels different, better want or wish to stay or develop room like this.
Hear a piece of music it touches you affecting how you feel, maybe about whole Miriam of things,or one thing. But been touched.
Common one is hold no religious or God intent, but that place in Nature, view of morning sun. Reached you.
Best further the better still, something in someone's character makes you wish to be like 'that'.
Want to explore, get to know whatever it is,'that' the other knows. You want more of that. It leads to different. It leads to better. It leads to believe in a spiritual being, entity God. Faith is worth having, we all have degrees of faith.

June 13, 2025, 6:17 am, waking up to a more dangerous God less world.

 

Israel launches strike on Iran’s nuclear facilities – country braced for retaliation.
Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu called the attack an urgent operation to disrupt Tehran’s imminent plans to build a nuclear weapon. Israel reports more than 200 fighter jets involved in overnight mission. Iranian state media reporting that Revolutionary Guard chief Hossein Salami has been killed.

Is this the world God created the one he gave his life for, what does he make of the world that he created?.

JUST ASKING why cant we possibly live together always becomes oh that so simple. Yes but still can think, plan, originate or develop a better way of humanity existing then being in world where we live striving for peace.

Less Loving.

Something l didn't know, perhaps its just the reading my eyes Centre on , reading what l wish to explore, but really not seeing the whole story. So today its 500th wedding anniversary of Martin Luther and Katharina von Bora, breaking the Church’s celibacy rule for priests and nuns, becoming inspiration for many who seek to form loving committed, even holy relationships in spite of the Pharisaism of clerics.

Intimate was the word projected by GAY priesthood reminding all of us around the issue. Preaching God’s word is still possible whether celibate or in a loving relationship with another person. But the `woke`, agenda wishes to boycott issues with agenda around `self serving self centered self promoting side show`.

know the world is dumb But you don’t have to be

 If there is a light you can’t always See ifIf there is a world we can’t always be

If there is a dark that we shouldn’t doubt

And there is a light, don’t let it go out

Cause this is a song
A song for someone
Someone like me

I know the world is dumb
But you don’t have to be
I’ve got a question for the child in you before it leaves
Are you tough enough to be kind?
Do you know your heart has it’s own mind?
Darkness gathers around the light
Hold on, hold on.

Feels like the summer is with us. It’s now. We’re in it. Perhaps arriving Spring watch is on the telly. The signs are all here, But signs can be very misleading only last week we all got soaked and sheltered in worse rain had witnessed. There’s an experience we all have felt of warmth, sunny weather is here. Nights are long morning birdcall begins at 3ish in the morning.

Music takes myself on a journey connects with inner being integral part of my LIFE .Lights up my thinking, drags me into creativity, allows me to procrastinate, daydream, yes to think of You, and Them that time.

Inspires us excites me, even makes most awkward among us want to dance.

Well heard me waffle on enough in previous blogs, But have mentioned the depth of spirituality in every kind of music, but one that l would exclude. Often called worship music. 

The heretic that is me.

Churches are meeting together simply to avoid truth

 So nearly got swept up. This Church meeting for praise evening. This church walking with other to pray for area. All in same age range...retired and older.

Then it dawned on myself. Fewer meetings. Fewer members. Few attendees. Less outreach. Less variety. Still irrelevant no relevance. Disguising the obvious ...we're failing so we mask the very clear fact. Not empowered others. So clear we had no participatory approaches. When we've had power , further leadership roles kept it too those like ourselves.

Dieing ,we are sick unhealthy and weak just frightened to admit. Perhaps already it's far to late.

Perhaps we need to return to the garden, must impress others, with life from words we follow plus examples of sacrifices Jesus and early Church presented. 

Where are the relevant issues people are facing?  That the Church as gathering of the believing community can offer. What is the substance of what this faith nurture and purpose offers?

In two minds at best of times.

 Surely we can hold two ideas in our minds at once? Myself …well think do see myself as a again using description picked up, conservative moderate, Person who those holding conspiracy theories could not fool.

So guessing in main it’s how most people recognise themselves. Mostly feel that those theories around invasions, wars, disagreements, environment, religion even are fagisie not the truth. You see by holding indeed cherishing other views, celebrating others and views apparently this makes me a conspiracy theorists.

Accepting that its correct to question , immigration, economic migrants, why the Burka is worn in local shopping center. Even discussing this with like minded people makes me a terrorists in the making, plus it supporting conspiracy theories.

Roger Godfrin, the only survivor of a massacre during which Nazi troops locked 643 citizens (including 500 women and children) inside a church and set fire to it June 10, 1944 in Oradour sur Glane, France.

Come on let's have few Amen's

@MorningPrayer

Fill our hearts, Lord,
with a passion
to apprehend and embrace
the purposes and priorities
of your kingdom;
to live into, and to live out,
the mutuality of your love.
May our selfish
ambition and greed
give way to our seeking
after your peace,
our shared wellbeing.

LIFE can be hard, difficult and tough.

Sometimes get blindsided by unexpected events. LIFE has to go on for all of us good folks.. Sporting event gets wrong result...Boxer gets beaten,did he not train hard enough? ...get soaked on hot summers day in June..  money runs out before next pay check.  Could you steward better...? relationship Marriage ends....Divorce arrived. Pain. Hurt. Brokenness. Finical struggles.Car breaks down.

We LIVE on...get through .. survive.  Better days arrives... Things do get better...LIFE.

Weekend partly, got lost in dealing with this illness.

So swimming a sauna a drive out.
Weekend got lost in dealing with this illness.
Why do l remind you, because it may one day be you. May be struggling with helping another cope.
Around you people with an illness just sometimes Do NOT want to be sleeping most of the day. May want to be out and about. We may judge a person because they claim....."This illness kept me away from LIFE today ..I'm sorry"....!
That was my call out yesterday.                                                                         

Yet today swam had a sauna, plus in café having a cuppa.

Not forgotten . . .

So was it worthwhile did it get the results everyone wanted. I knew some who involved in this battle he had survived the concentration camp provided by Germans and the Russian armies as they trail blazed across the European land of Poland.

Also knew someone who was fighting for the Germans. Further got Austrain friend.
is that a poker hand. Keeping a straight face. Bruno and Stéphane. There were others worked among as l was apprenticed into a trade.

we remember,
we recall,
we reflect

 My parents told us about Aircraft shot down into Hull city center.
grandma worked the fields while Mum

(as a baby) was placed in the air raid shelter in backyard.

The lie had grown and served a purpose Hull was this northern coastal town which was badly bombed during the war years. Remembering all those who gave the greatest sacrifices for our freedoms, and the forgotten role Hull played in it.

On a seaside town shine ones light on Anne Brontes grave

 She lies there,alone, but flowers have been laid.
Yes fresh flowers were laid. She died quite while ago on summers day, they record around hundred years ago. Got her age wrong. Yorkshire people do that often. Lot of Asperger's undiagnosed locally.
I think.

She lies there and her stories are bigger then life.

They come to see her, standing in warm fleece overweight in 73 degree's. Pay homage outside Church walls where she waits...for eternity. Bathed in summer suns of Scarborough Town. While later opt into nearby Church for coffee and cake.

The laughing and folly her sister so despised, still echo's along cliff tops.  Anne Bronte's dead her last days spent on bench before she gave up the ghost. 

I sit here lost in thoughts of my childhood not sure why. 

But know my time is almost paid up.

No need to bring me flowers, nor pens, no need to stand in outdoor fleece overweight and in deep reflection.

But wouldn't mind you sitting on clifftop near Church reflecting as she did then. 

Further l do now.