Wisdom knowledge and understanding can no longer be heard.

`Post Office boss Paula Vennells is formally stripped of her CBE by the King for ‘bringing honours system into disrepute`.

Had so much bureaucracy this last 7 days. Banks, post office, registers, coroners, housing, movers, all long haul.
Resilience and tolerance required a plenty

Then a tear falls, memory collides, kindness of others, TV programme or image in Nature, that cant explain. That wisdom knowledge, and understanding around sounds images in nature, can no longer be heard. Guess somehow you may know Son, trying not to say Goodnight everyday.
It's bit hard because start the day with an "Hello, Matty dad misses you".
Feel bit lost as well.
So much form filling, but most people been real fine, off the scene for a while. Daft ,silly also dam hard each corner meet, find place we had so much fun around. 
Also hard not pushing your wheelchair. Just taking me some time l suppose.