No ashes at clifftop venues. No balloons floating with letters of your name.

To you others experiencing grief, perhaps parent like myself, thinking you will find low points. Echo's of wrong word, l suppose even recall pointless argument.
But must not let guilt trip you up, sending you into spiral of regret. if you're in the wilderness, you might find that though the territory is becoming a difficult experience, you are not alone. In this moment you may find like myself at present, now becoming being busy contenting yourself with necessary legal stuff .
See some complexity with others of my sons age group. In Way address concerns.
Bittersweet that won't be seeing `Cayton Bay` together. No ashes at clifftop venues. No balloons floating with letters of his name.
Matty Wasn't the kind of person to use social media, didn't care for 'netflicks' nor `stranger things`.
Content with Spoonbill sighting. Puffin feeding being fed sprats. Gecko eating mosquitos, such a laugh.

That wonderful world is place, wherein we still chat.