It was mid afternoon on a Sunday when they called. A Sunday that got Me thinking not Good.
So walked to the cliffs, the ones first walked aged 16, nearly 50 years ago. Walked first time on solo journey that lasted 3 full days. Mainly cliffs with the sea on my right.
Journeys gone, now l have to face dilemmas around another health issue.
They want to deal with pain been experiencing, got to reach better place but options not in my favour.
Of course lost few friends very recently.l just heard the news today.
I wish to share it with special one, that not going to happen. We sit in a caravan by the sea. On the cliff face looking out at a familiar view.
Meal was real good, quiet but then got washing up to do, have to go to local club, but very introvert at present.
Like coming away to reflect.
Enjoy thinking deeply.
Not confident sharing .
These feelings are important, as we process. Believe that more common in the generation born since 2005.
Lack of fusion between the age groups. C19, recession, obsterty.
Society become more detached and isolated.
What will my inheritance be? What kind of legacy am l giving to others.
I just heard the news today, a Sunday.
Another open heart operation projected. Urgent meeting tomorrow.
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