Jul 31, 2022

First-time eating out.

Someone asked..Whats was your first eating out experience?

 It's was really Church events, simply eating meals, but felt like grown up. Adults at tables with kind older folks.Nice gathering where we developed social understandings.

Yeah we had other stuff. These meals special, because in environment with wide age range, further people had life experiences.

Discovering we plus them was

not a 'thing' .Life being shared.


Jul 30, 2022

Play nice, meet people in the middle, be kind,polite,quiet...my Arse

 Struggling to understand a universe where a legal spat between two footballers' wives can be the lead story on

or anywhere else.


What is the objective of the woke community...
lack of Grace
Created a cancel culture..
invade shops like Harrods recently
pouring milk into the gutter..
hate any not in line with concepts, Example ending Dairy products
witnessed towards Jordan Peterson

.. no forgiveness..
hostility
threats
anger

Yet some in Christian ,Faith community align themselves with these objects.

The ones who perhaps can`t grasp teachings, further need not to reflect lost way of being,but sense of belonging to something better,something different, Missed out on Kingdom way of behaving don`t understand, Jesus was also a trouble.

Jesus remains as he was, gatherings, community, about meeting people where they are at,about listening, something we are very ineffective at, they often say ,not judging others.

Always actively listening, there this thing called Red Letter Bibles. words of Jesus.

But more often there more words about Questions and words spoken to Jesus.

Constantly engaging, active chatting, discussion, debate, arguments.

Now for Saturdays major news.

Big groups are now interested in buying Hull City products. I think we are going to launch a big number in Turkey. Everywhere I go people want to buy what I'm wearing from Hull City.

 We all need to understand what the team can do. We have two players now who could be in the Premier League. We have to combine the new players and after 10 or 12 games we can see how quickly we adapt, then it's easier to say how we can do. Without hard work we won't succeed.

all together now.. 

its the most wonderful time of the year. football season ..

 football season..

Its why God created Saturdays.


Jul 29, 2022

What are the objectives of the church?

 One of the more notable recent trends within the church has been a shift towards the social ethic leanings, from embracing the predominant narrative imbibed in things like Critical Race Theory,Trans sexual gay lemons,bi, Pan, any, all the way to embracing the structural changes .

Society is dictating to the Body of believers, a parcel to solving these tensions.

But tensions are remaining, despite the fact some leaders have demonstrated they are totally WOKE.

Whatever that means, feel they want to allude an identity to those excluded but abandoned Kingdom teachings.

Grace is very absent in WOKE community.

Faith has been cancelled so efforts to connect mean some Leaders are leaving Biblical and Kingdom ethics behind, perhaps to forge relationships within the CANCEL culture hoping then can muster a change of direction.

This idea is deceitful and incorrect. Not truthful,

defiantly not good working practice.

Nor is it going to work.

Pop-psychology, cultural dogmas, personal experience, or even purportedly mystical experiences are presented as more important than Faith teachings. 


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The people accepting `kingdom teachings`, sermon of the mount etc . . are called not to go along with Society, but to shape this society.
Interestingly in the last book of the bible there is this text which l will return to later.

The children gather wood, the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead dough, to make cakes for the queen of heaven; and they pour out drink offerings to other gods, that they may provoke Me to anger.


Jul 28, 2022

Creating a gathering, a sense of belonging.

 "Chairman and I, we've said before, we're not going to take any money, we're going to put it back into the community and the supporters, we're also not silly and we need to see people being as proactive as we are which means our supporters must be coming in and supporting us, as much as they can do financially.

"We're not asking them to donate money to the club, we're just asking them to contribute to the cause as best as they can do - and help secure us by buying memberships."

key objectives from a chairman of a football club.

Economic well being

Health understanding

Sharing a vision.

WE NEED TO MAKE A PLAN FOR SELF DEVELOPMENT.

whats my plan, how do l want to achieve these ideas.

who can l get alongside to enable them to have a plan and self vision.

that sounds selfish but its not..its self development.

Good to explore life experiences.

whats has been really good experiences you look back on,then developed learning something vital,important.

So what the difficult life experiences you learned something, and grew from such Events.

What follows is really bit obvious, worth taking 20 minutes that 10 minutes on each question.

here we begin to see the wisdom in paragraph from Chairperson.

we begin to see virtues and learning.

develop a plan for living life in a not so tough way

Increase interest in own living, become better at living in gatherings along with sense of community.

Fans have got the buzz back, they are wanting to come back and support their team again. Those who lost all interest under the previous regime, have rekindled their love affair with Hull City once more.


THOSE OF US IN FAITH COMMUNITY'S CAN DISCOVER. BETTER WAY OF BEING FROM LISTENING, ENGAGING WITH OTHERS.


Jul 26, 2022

LIFE is tough, efforts others make not known

Life is tough

So again choose the road less traveled

Life is tough

Others chosen to make it easier,

although the efforts they make often not known.

Road we travel more comfortable.

Therefore,

Life is not so tough



Jul 25, 2022

OK DUDE

 Now we got a nice, quiet little beach community here, and I aim to keep it nice and quiet. So let me make something plain. I don’t like you sucking around, bothering our citizens.


FEW YEARS AGO WALKING ALONG THE BEACH WE CAME ACROSS THIS WRECK AT LOW SPRING TIDE.

Everything different each season, 

walk along beach or the promenade.

 Praying, talking to myself, walking to the squash court .

Getting ready for drive out always, head to the coast.

Maybe that's just the Dreamer, One nestled in all of us.

But beach community's Rural communities can be a place to retreat from life and hide away. Talking to some clear that the reason some head to the coast, the sea fret,

Cliffs,rocks, isolation and coldness.

These things suit and help you escape.

But life is still waiting to be lived.



Jul 24, 2022

A Sunday pondering

Health, wellness, home.

Economic Wellbeing

Travel, Journey, Stages

Regrets..some..not a lot.

Coping with not `involved in a  gathering`,
coping with stress.. l  tend not to like or use the word.



My Tablet's feel weird, Medicine prescribed do not enjoy.
But getting more resilient.
Faith holding on, in these troubled times.
When you get to place like this moment.
Others been there, They have coped.

You are doing this as good as l.

Jul 23, 2022

Whose going rise up and protect us now . .


 Talking Pictures TV

Robin and his Merrier Men continue to protect England from the evil Prince John at 11:30am

ROBIN HOOD (1955)

Was there a time when certain footsteps,values,way of being was established in England and belong

or was it just TV Land and our imaginations.

As l get older try to be nostalgic even in my viewing choices.

As soon as I see this photo, think about Hull, its old Hull recall

Not the image  in my head, around current sate of old hometown City

its that Nostalgia making me feel there was a better time.No folks it was just a different time.

or yeah and l was younger more suttle, more full of energy.Hopeful a wee bit more

HOWS THAT OLD POEM GO

..And did those feet in ancient time

Walk upon England's mountains green?
And was the holy Lamb of God
On England's pleasant pastures seen?

And did the Countenance Divine
Shine forth upon our clouded hills?
And was Jerusalem builded here
Among these dark Satanic mills?

Jul 22, 2022

The best version of me, is not visible at present




 Been difficult journey for myself, further my health playing up.

Appears that the days not been good nor have they felt comfortable.

Struggled with accepting the me 

l am witnessing. Not one wish you to view.

There is within my soul 

Clear recognition got to be a better me, then my health issues are allowing myself to be.

Best possible version of me, is not visible at present. It take`s a lot to transfer this so you can read, but it hoping that Level 5 honesty will be appreciated.


We are all on a journey

its difficult sometimes to understand the other person.

so l at times allow my prejudices to ride over me.

`Real me` is struggling as we all must be, coping with poverty

poor health

Actual home not so good

impoverish environment.

but we will get there.

Just Gods a bit busy on the mainline...

Jul 20, 2022

just somewhere we stood and looked at Puffin artwork along the coastline

We just stood

Sure we never met each others eyes

Think this old lady was stood alongside myself!

In few words, few sentences

Just few minutes,told us.

Children live away, visit twice a year.

Doesn't eat a lots on Sundays.

Lives in big old house up the prom!

'Talked about there being so much for children so much effort.

How good that was to witness.'

In those few moments,touched each other.

 Shared more than what was spoken.


This old Lady smiled, appearing so grateful for communication.

But we who listened heard different story in each words gap.

`My children do not bother,Sundays and promise of sharing together has changed.

I like to connect.`

Thank you for allowing me to not go,

another day without what l crave.

We who listened were rewarded.

It's just somewhere we stood, conversed, looked at Puffin artwork along the East Yorkshire coastline

However to us, was also much more?



Jul 18, 2022

Sharing with each other.

People been engaging

People been smiling

People stopped

Started conversation

Talked just level 1

Not lot of disclosure,not great depth. Lonely enjoyed chat.older people not been fearful.

Those sometimes excluded are involved, invitation to talk.

Talk to strangers. Just few minutes in day of not such great meaning.

That wee chat, makes it matter more.

Humanity evolves at Puffin art work.

Space to stand,stare,smile.

Speak with each other.

Brief level 2? Sharing

On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. The infinite sky is motionless overhead and the restless water is boisterous. On the seashore of endless worlds the children meet with shouts and dances.
They build their houses with sand, and they play with empty shells. With withered leaves they weave their boats and smilingly float them on the vast deep. Children have their play on the seashore of worlds.

Jul 17, 2022

The day that's happening!


 

Summer warnings relationships ending .
war still raging,football friendlies playing 
Heron chasing, rock pool paddling, health fading , plus nose running.
People arguing, music playing, hay making?
         Me thinking of you still happening.
Family not calling, Sun rises.
           Pulse slower, Cardiac issue irregular beating.
Food prices increasing...Zionist Bad Theology spoken.
          Heretic warring no one listening. 
But at least we saving on heating.
That's me writing on the days that's happening.


Jul 16, 2022

we self centredly returned to summer schedules,


The war goes on in Ukraine..but we self centredly returned to summer schedules, long periods NO news.
Little on TV, leaving others to get through the muddle, warm weather ahead and holidays.
Again those on edges are left behind.
Saturday mornings used to be Cinema, banging seat heals of feet, running down the Aisle.
Then there was Saturday morning at disco everyone came in from Hull area.
Summer Saturdays after paper round going camping overnite, to the nearest coastal place few tins,packets of buns plus portable Radio.

Near-by:To us the seagulls been screeching since 02-14 this morning, they are abusive predators.
Greedy ,large and in bred from four gulls in the seabird family.

the sound they make..It seems to burn its way through the air
Like a small, pointed flame of sound

Warning to others as they bully the area.
Any scraps of food belong only to them, the biggest of them.

Saturday is today we gonna chill out a bit.Watch bird life.

Its something share with others in our family,
but not enthusiastic just like cups of tea,further siting doing nothing.


Soon Saturday will become what Saturdays were created for, Football.

MIXING TOGETHER, ARGUING ABOUT NOTHING.
BITING FINGERNAILS.
OVER RATING OWN TEAM.
BEING BORED.
BEING ENTERTAINED.

Meanwhile over in Hull city land, there are things happening,
"From this moment, we're trying to establish the team and the chemistry. From there, we will plug in areas if we have an injury or something else happens if there's a missing piece in the puzzle.

The spirit of Saturday, Evan during the awful War in Ukraine Football must be allowed to be upheld. . . .Shocker. 
Now here a bit of football Physiologic from Hull city  . . .
The models we've seen (at other clubs in Europe) where famous players have arrived, older famous players coming in for money. Success lies, in our opinion, behind passion and desire (first and foremost) and then with talent you can win, for sure.

Jul 15, 2022

Really how's your journey going.?


There was a challenge that was to, drive long long journeys.

But in those moments kind of expected,

Well one day `these moments` would arrive.

Fallow period. 

Only getting another through their own chaos, now is my sole purpose.

Slightly nights got darker.

But it not dark yet, but song telling me,

`it's getting there (Dark).`

I stand alone,older still working on being a different person, a better person.

Daily journey. Mystical.

Now.... Really how's your journey going.?

Jul 14, 2022

What couler should Bible be Any couler as long as it's Read.

 Local Zionist meet in East riding, to go through Old testement covenant dialogue.

Pray for cruel secular state

Became it's written in Bible.

What couler should Bible be

Any couler as long as it's Read. 

But also need to know which bits to dismiss,discuss,diolouge about.

It can be powerful weapon if used wrongly.

That them in the corner Zionist known for getting all religious.



Jul 13, 2022

Someone told me you need to hear this today.


If you're lonely..Call me

If you need anything call me. . 

I`ll be there, on that you can rely and never worry.

This is simply true. I'll be there in a hurry.

No wind.

No rain.

 

Someone told me you need to hear this today. 

Ain't no mountain high enough to keep me from you.

If your feeling unsure but want to..call

if your feeling bit depressed. Like tough day, there are days like these..

sometimes get three in a row.

But call never the less.

Promise one of the few things l rely on is this..`It gets better!`

So call. 

Jul 12, 2022

Sometimes love just will not , nor will it ever be enough.













Sometimes love just will not , nor will it ever be enough.
Trying to understand another, draining me,
not skilled to deliver what they really wanted.
Hard for me to realize this.
LIFE, it`s tough
When you were here Before, Couldn't look you in the eye.You're just like an angel. You float like a feather

In a beautiful world you're so fuckin' special . .
Rushing around, car drives through rural community, shops appear empty,prices appear deliberate HIGH.

Doe`s anyone else feel, that less  been done for the needy. We are in one of those summers here, lets holiday till cooler times return.
You are truly alone now , we are truly not bothered.

      What the hell am I doing here?I don't belong here
The social group, or lack of it, determines how the many individual within it should behave,
where we get our values, enables us to blame those not in our group.
So therefore Church connected to that society should often like it`s members be going somewhere different. Excluding none.

Jul 11, 2022

health is affecting me greatly at present, normal service (hope)will result when better.

like l say tomorrow
 should be a better day..
 till then here are few images to suggest what l am thinking about.


football and Birding
always been the case..some music..theology and feeling sleepy


72 thousend and 400

 

                             spiritofthestreets thin line between heaven and hull

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Jul 9, 2022

LONG MOMENT OCCASSIONLY OBSERVED

It seams to myself forever watching long moments, You just sitting still, forever it seams nesting deep places
high branches, along route often travel. 
Large wings outstretched as you go leaping forth into bright sunshine, brownish golden couler into the sky. 
How do you like it in this Rural situation/

Why must you disappear for long periods, causing those who observe you to wonder, Have you become a victim of cruel local killers?
Mainly human of course.
Back to the spirits of darkness? 

How you Buzzards communicate to us, The watchers or `them down here`
joy of moments captured by brief activities you sharing with us in glorious life, lived here in a rural outpost.

Jul 8, 2022

With `Podcasts` and other internet stuff, asking has modern worship become useless.

I am asking are regular occasions for worship, helpful.  
ls the style and songs not relevant.
Add to this fact many from the Pulpit are not trained in theology nor pastoral.
Personally witnessed to many `This is my view ` type sermons.


Once in East Riding listening to this woman rattling, on looked up , (Image on screen). she was ridiculing what  describing as formula, be cautious around, `Self help`books.
l had at least half of them on my shelves some where, `professional` type counseling, group dynamic references.

With `Podcasts` and other internet stuff, asking has modern worship become useless.
That`s good word to work with here, there appears no use for old style worship as society changed.
But to hear what God requires from us, it defiantly still  requires time and space.
We should still gather, meet as group, try different ideas, concepts. like ` Messy Church, God on the decks, Cafe style community, theology walk and talks.
Share.Eat together and do service together.
Argue, Debate, Shout shops, Dance and listen to music, develop Art, be creative. Twitter ,Facebook, blog all the new style social media.
But gather in different forms as a collective is` style of Worship`.

How ever we come to remake the church, with people focused on Kingdom value, from the top-down.
Ensure we Seek space, be Alone, gather as body,make sure actually listen for the voice of God? 
 

Jul 7, 2022

`culture of the environment` is dictated by correct leadership.

Yes but the `culture of the environment` is dictated by correct leadership. quoting kind of ,Charles Handy from `Understanding Organisations`.
The only book, some how remains applicable from university days.
 ..long time ago, those days we went to university having gained some life further work.
Plus 'being a being' experience.
Plus 'being a being' experience.
Plus 'being a being' experience.
Didn't get grant either it was hard. Not sure better for the experience as we were so much out in `Practice` .
Did little socialisation. In fact none at all.


Boris Johnson was instrumental in securing vaccine rollout, to Ukraine been a leader on the puppetry stage - particularly during the Civil war on Brexit.

But what do l really know..l am political with a small p.
but following l found funny.

Michael Gove, No 10 source  “you can’t have a snake who is not with you on any of the big arguments"
 Kevin walled asks..`well did you not know he was snake before you brought him in..`



 

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"