Hope in hopeless place we are presently.

find hope in nature but it also cruel.l find hope in relationships but hard work,rewarded by contact friends make,l sometimes not good at talking if not spoke for a while,due to my work travelled a lot so it disjointed in relationships. see hope in music lyrics,emotions,sonic talks. miss talking at Church meetings l won't do zoom or social platforms! because like to read peoples non verbals.So not sure how internet chat opens that values level five person need the journey in the discussions thats the awkward me.....its way l am... missing you