I live this joke called 2020

Can't touch

Cannot go out

Stay close

Keep apart

Dead whales

Daily excersise 

No Church

No pub 

Banned from travel

Stay away from coast

Don't meet up

Got no job

Got fewer friends

Apart at Christmass

Lot more deaths

Lot more sucides

Increased domestic violence 

Hull city relegated

Season ended

No live shows

Theatre's closed

Very few healed

Friends apart

People died

Pandamic arrived

Pandamic stayed

Pandamic stayed came back again

Brexit selected

Lords remained

Vote to leave settled 

I missed you more

I don't know why

I loved this joke called 2020

Are you awoke yet

300 years ago, slavery was acceptable. 40 years ago, gay marriage was unthinkable. 40 years from now, transgender re-alignment for kids might be a crime. Morality changes and one generation damns the other. Say how history works..

Sunday school and Christian ideals old hat

Racing at home could be a crime

Lockdown enters forth decade

Hey joking.........am l?

Whale pod deaths East Riding 07-18 morning update

UPDATE 7-18 council and (CISK )Marine specialist, going to perform otopsie ...they said in chat earlier simply looks like took wrong turn near Scotland food supply,(of squid )and low waters ,meant they could not survive.

Sad life simply hangs on a decision like that.

Nature call s all sorts of signals.

Allows us to ponder on life....l have been impressed by outpouring of sadness.

Sad but true this is rare Sight of such splendid hidden creature.

Many been touched by this image...despite how tuff it all appears.

Next Christmas no one looking back with joy at this Christmas...it won't be one singing about like last Christmas

Spent lot of time cooking and lineing up DC Character to do okie dokie....but nephew not happy...had cha cha slide for next dance..
 

Winter dead Whales on East riding coast.... outpouring sadness

So majestic

Silently leaving life

Left us sad deeply touched in awe but grief

 

The event of Yeshua’s birth took place on a warm night in central Israel, likely in the autumn. Miram, a young Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a son and the hope our people had carried for thousands of years was born. This Shabbat, we want to share that hope with you.

.. . .Whales pod died on our beach

Ice on ungritted roads

Honey Buzzerd flying low

No sun ....05 in car temperate

Delivering Christmass hampers on the actual day

Collected from our Church friends

People who received ......they shared wonderful present with two other homes

Day ended on dark county roads 

It had begun when day awoke

I stopped to walk on Seaside promenade before callin it a day...

Cleaner had opened the toilet so those out for a walk could use

So much kindness

Blessings

Many of my family working today

On the docks

In social care

Making PPE

True meaning of Christmass.........

Luv it.....

Too you at Christmas luv.noise.friendship.faith.music.peace

Dead whales on the beach

Blizzard snow cold winds

Shelves empty...money scares ...food enough..communication rare

Friendship still evident...luv absent...pandamic still on patrol 

2020

Well it's the shortest day of the longest most awful year we had experienced together

Community it's about belonging

On this the shortest day it been dark a while the mood of winter has captured my feelings.

Appear not tobe offering much grace

Nor do we l feel learning to be better as humans

We lost very things that make us human ..communication...touch..chats ...dialogue

What are we preparing for in the longest year end to this awfully long year

Long now...residing in this long winter

Even up on the snow drifts of Yorkshire at top peak it not as bitter as local community

Perhaps just in a 'too white undiverse community'...

But long now brings little evidence of hope.

Hope l give to you........faith mine drifts through this...felt prepared 

When possible engaged 

Met others

Witnessed kindness

Shared with others

Felt comfortable with being me...

Family and friends been close...nired me with own acts of concern and kindness.

Remain open.....God is close 

Someday we'll be back to being with God physically in the New Heavens and the New Earth -- where every space is a temple. But until then, we get to set up shop anywhere,practise being kingdom people ,that called worship. And I kinda like that about us.

Can you prepare for this period

 Time coming to end for

The year of challenge

Perhaps this was period

We should been prepared

For...place Faith found wanting

Or we knew that our faith develop in this period..have values we hold firmly to been relevent. How resilient 

Has our character proven? 

What am l holding dear and precious?

I salute youths......wonder how myself at young age would

survive!

Hope had enough during this period.... unsure.

The day given to us.....a gift....

 The day given to us nearly over

What value did we take with us

How can we share that with others

In what ways can l develop further

Shared some movie ideas

Looked at books

Got out old Film to watch

Understood others fears

Chatted with good folk

Inspired by individuals who have  given to others

Not a bad Day

Home loving man .......song currently playing in the Jukebox store in my head...don't feel weird telling you that.

In nature hear this voice it a reason for this belief l carry

only things l have ever known

I was lost and all alone but heard you callin me home.....callin me home...l hear you callin me home...the peace in my soul....faith it's grown... still l hear you callin me home..
 

She sits knitting a jumper

Waitin for the home loving man

To return to port

Tomorrow become today

I once knew someone who waited

They we even me mocked

In a port city we never knew

That love was everlasting

Love everlasting went out of fashion you see....during my time in this place..

Simple steps....get us through long Winter of now

Spent lot of time thinking here about advice l present... for two reasons

I - do not have IT at home address 

2-want to be accessible with comments

THANK YOU FOR ALL FEED BACK.

I LSTEN TO SOME MUSIC YESTERDAY EARLY IN MORNING AS OFTEN THESE DAYS SWITCHED OF TV NEWS

Simple listened to Debrohs theme from...ONCE UPON A TIME IN AMERICA ...

Several times allowed this to flood over me...read a little.

Odd had best nights sleeps in a while found real focus

Like l say that's ODD bit.

Simple music

Please know that it's not a sin to experience depression and anxiety. They are illnesses that can be treated. They are also liars that tell you you're not worthy of feeling better. But you are worthy. You are loved. You matter

Psalm 139 goes very deep into how unigue

How special

How beautiful we are

Even when being formed

Enjoy being U

Return to this theme a great deal..something the society obsessed with Identy Culture ignores

Trans community shout loud righting the beauty of a creator forming us

Do not know what it feels like to be born confused and l have symphony 

But do not agree with vast distorted numbers promoted by others.

What could be better then to recognise hand of creator in your life.

The journey that is U may it remain open and creative,full funny with friends a plenty

Let TV Entertain.

Allow music to Heal.

Comfort the memories

Settle down read a little.

Treat yourself to quiet period.

Reward yourself withChocolate. 

Hold loved ones in your mindl....even those gone beforehand..forgive first in your heart.

Carry no shame.

Steward own resources.

Draw a picture...on paper...let moment doing that enable you to drift away.

Walk keep healthy and fit.

Wrap up against The cold but still traverse out.

Remain in communication...get to the coast ,spend some time with others chatting.

Keep off social media as a routine, have days when not present there.

Value U.

Long winters journey takes me to the coast

2020 in pictures and word's

End of journey takes place at the coast

Perhaps it's true for people

Kinds feels like that

In this long winter of now

 A Year what a year challenge

Health.... communities...

Music...faith... Jesus....lost through Death family...young friends..you and l still not communicate as we know should... forgiveness...Life.

Was Gil Scott heron a racist because he used term Whitey....

No

Again no

He knew poverty...hard hard times...being from ghetto battled life troubles.

Drugs oppression...society..even own folks.

He had real issue with BLM mainly due to their racist views and the harsh treatment offered to those who did not agree with Marxist beliefs.

We miss arguments and essence if we dismiss others.

Check out poetry of Gil Scott heron...the revolution will not be televised...Winter in America.

Neither are those who booed the kneeling by football players racist.

They are allowed to boo

Choose not like or go along with the BLM gestures

They know poverty

They know innercitie

They do not agre with some issues.

5% V 95%

Loud actions are not reason enough to get many complying 

Even in winter sun shines...views are brilliant...Faith journey in cold,dark still evident

Winter a mood

Winter is cold

Winter is dark

Winter is more Lonlie 

Winter season...winter mood...winter place

We all my journey into ....even remain in for a while...

But Sunday coming in a hopeful way.

God bless you in winter of the long now

The winter mood in a winter seasons

 Was l only person on the seafront yesterday

Well it's bitter weather ways at present

No shops nor cafe open

No opportunity for dialogue

Seagulls left

I wondered in winter mood

Wrapped up...

But solitary fine... occasionally

Part of spiritual package we should all embrace

Part of the cognatic scaffolding put up to develop character.....

Every road try to take....

He  God can take your hand and prayed with me, then sometimes in an instant, a crowded train or your car becomes sacred space.

The seafront walk, stroll in the woods. Moment chatting with friend who shares this faith.

It is really a unigue thing that is for everyone.

The wrestling part of the journey, hands clenched in Anger, quiet deep reflections.

Listening ...watching nature.

Not knowing...waiting.

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The notion that any place we occupy can become a sacred space feels rebellious.

Few odd views from narrative of coastal town they forgot to close down!

 

God bless you all....chilly empty feeling but get thru the journey carry onwards...again l say God bless you

 

              Every sea trying to cross...there noway without you