Sep 30, 2020

Simply a wish for you all stay safe in these times which,well uncharted in some ways

God bless.
I mean that God will allow good things to visit you.
That challanges you face will be small.
You find resolve to defeat them.
It simple statement but one l make with resolve often.
Hope we will be blessed
Breathe deep.
Recall from around six months ago ...l echo again...this too will pass
Again.
This too will pass

Sep 29, 2020

the lies Attenbrough allows on Biased Broadcasting Cult

 

The Lies Attenbrough told here an example

This morning on BBC `biased broadcasting cult`.

young 11 year old child ask question.

I want to be a Zoologist, but What am l going to study when there will be no Animals?

Because of climate change!

reply did not contain anything to alley the child's fears.

it did not speak about new discoveries.

because it feeds a climate change lie.

inaccurate description allowed to remain on prime time viewing

of course there will be animals to study...NOT stated

there will be challenges and different new forms NOT stated

all will be well

NO lets keep the worry going

keep the worry growing

feed the lies 

 

Sep 28, 2020

how long...in the nothingness of NOW....how long...how long...

 "40", also known as "40 (How Long)", is a song by Irish rock band U2. It is the tenth and final track on their 1983 album, War. The song is noted for its live performances; guitarist the Edge and bassist Adam Clayton trade instruments during performances of it, and as it was commonly played to end their concerts, the band would leave the stage one-by-one as the audience continued to sing the refrain ...

"How long to sing this song?"

..... Psalm 40.


How long to sing this song
How long to sing this song
How long, how long, how long
How long, to sing this song
He set my feet upon a rock
And made my footsteps firm
Many will see
Many will see and fear
We wrote this song in about ten minutes, we recorded it in about ten minutes, we mixed it in about ten minutes and we played it, then, for another ten minutes and that's nothing to do with why it's called '40'.

DONT FRET ...TODAY HAS ENOUGH FRETTING KEEP YA BUSY


 It’s important to remember that anxiety, in and of itself, is not a bad thing. 

Anxiety is designed to keep us safe and responding appropriately to threats to our life.

But anxious can lead us to being more Anxious  . . .

Anxiety , If not controlled can make person flip, they can become  a part of the bigger problems,but if accepted,understood worked through then Anxious behaviour can  to being a part a solution.

 If people suffer from disorders , fearful ,quick decisions, uncomfortable in challanges...etc...lot more. we can face inabiltie to control where we are going, follows sometiems that little things enlarged.

Become monstors of everyday.

I was walking by the river, I was asking myself questions
Some have breakfast in bed some aren't properly fed
The way they talk about it makes me want to spit
And they're raising all their eyebrows at the raising of the pound
Whilst they raise another city to the ground
And we're opening the doors and walking 'round on all fours
Looking for a sense in lost and found

 We are never alone in our most desperate anxiety and anguish.

As a person of faith discovered hard ways that God is by my side and l can face lot of stuff.

God also put alongside me two other things ...other people.

The peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Truth of the scripture ,bible...

These been a great source.

True so many` young people` . .behave in way l would be incapable of at age they are....this will be a wonderful generation,give them support, fairness they require

Commented very recently.....
It's true l was not best behaved young person!
School was harsh environment ,and corporal punishment was often a 
manner for attempts to improve my behaviours.
It did not work we were unruly.
However at Church ,gymn,work we found good role models,
 men and women who invested in us.
So my generation grew up hungry for mental stability. 
Progress in sport, career choices, at work.Plus faith l committed too!
Must invest in this generation.
They have been cheated further not  their fault...invest...encourage..
Share own experainces.
Reflect upon values they share.
Build if possible their confidence.
Actively listen.
They will be our generation in Forty years time.
I urge us all to seek build community a place they feel can belong in, 
safe developing enviroment.
Mistakes must be allowed so we grow and learn.

In the nothingness of now......
reflect ,encourage, ponder and Pray.

Sep 26, 2020

just mixing away thru a Saturday

 


been into this rural stuff since 1974...l love listening to the Archers
Kevin Waller `spiritofthestreets`
The Archers
@BBCTheArchers
Essential drama from the heart of the country on . RTs, links and insights from The Archers team. Beware occasional omnibus spoilers. #TheArchers


Hull City are embarking on a new era in League One, with the side looking to find their feet
 once more.
please lets get some winning done ,conceding five in midweek, George Long will probably have to make do with a bench spot this week with Matt Ingram considered number one at the moment. Never rated Long he was clear issue in us being relegated.


Sep 25, 2020

"Super cell" made up of lightning, hail and strong winds is blasting through my East Yorkshire .

 windy     

wet
 

weird     funny 


     
 cold  
     chilly 
   
 sharp  
   eclectic
                                    odd     

 spooky happening

Sep 24, 2020

It's Sunday still in this thing

Looked over past six months.
Little changed the world halted,
No one got off
Kiss less
More challenge ahead
Closed. . awful lot of stuff
Prayed a little more at first,of course generally making these points.
I prayed same,daily frequently  . . .
Honest been more confused,you see l have seen poor behaviour 
Truth is too witnessed kind,compassionate behaviours.
Male masculinity but odd things is . . .well it ....well females not just about fashion or drinking.leadership.
Comments further hurtful stuff......kind of masculinity that crosses genders.  . . . Odd.
Authority behaves this way,business behaves like this assertiveness portrayed.
Church officers ...that got me puzzled,that harshness, sure got more working stuff out.
SO BREATHE....
Don't let the others grind you done.
Maybe better ways will shake up when it begins again, to fall in place
But maybe not.

Discord often leads to Harmony.......

Discord often leads to Harmony

Without social bandits who claim no need to disagree

Or worse your not in team if don't accept this view

Discussion

Arguments

Disagreements 

Talk talk talk

Essential to life

Diversity in social encounters must improve so social friction can Minimise. 

Sep 22, 2020

ON DEVELOPING AND LEARNING

“I am grateful to Hull for what they did for me and after doing well for them, they didn’t begrudge me when I felt it was time to leave. I always put it all into the club and I’m grateful to them for helping me get to where I am now.”


Former Hull player Jarrod Bowen ...good to see some thanks from former star at the club.


Need to be aware of becoming encouraged by social commentary on platforms like Facebook plus twitter
along with `tic tok`.
They employ Rhymes that guide you to others
guide others to you
But only those familiar possibly in agreement to our limited view
So try stretch wider
Embrace some whose view do not agree with
Learn
Develop
Be grateful
Discord often leads to Harmony
 

Sep 21, 2020

once upon a time was in a differant season

Time was while ago we danced got into trouble for being connected. Experienced oppressive attitudes, became a champion, when `excluded` from events. Court appearances Flights Ferries Car journeys Discovered value and worth in each meal we shared young children grew up and became parents without looking back we went on...and on...on...on Then one day stopped or paused and wondering yes wonder ...wonder l do.. Those where the days..learn`t further developed I thought `those moments would never end` songs played like Pepi `Numro imbari` Autumn came,but not the season.But stage l reflect from at present. With Gratitude look back to those moments..gone like sand on beach.. even dare l admit like....footprints blown away. But hope something of this whole faith thing...this Christianity showed. Because there is a light that never goes out....But its darker...

yer jukin nerd wurkin on

Sep 19, 2020

“So he got up and went to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him."

Family and vulnerabilities
how do you honestly know how to respond in a crisis
What might be your best, may become a clumsy jolt to the other.
what happens when clumsy efforts unaccepted
How can you measure the distance between doing to much, not doing adequate
weather you are Father....Parent...Son...Brother . . Sister..Adopted..
They get on your worst side. its someone not holding same values.
Alone, Vulnerable become Saddened by event, you are affected.
You proclaim them and their actions, for want to support. Family, friends, contacts...


What best efforts do...wrong words can be spoken...No plan for responding
Can end up away from friends

 ..family...disconnected.
Life is constant challenge.




 

Sep 17, 2020

The real news Black privilege unable stomach truth British bought out many who still traded slavery. Threatened those would continue the trade Sacrificed bring freedom While white privilege up chimneys,down the mines,Lost life's at sea so to enable BLM Supporters freedoms

OH What a night .....sept 3 wins in 23...what a nite for the Tigers

 Bielsa handed full debuts to club-record signing Rodrigo, plus young defenders Oliver Casey and Charlie Cresswell, while the likes of Ian Poveda, Mateusz Bogusz and Leif Davis had 


made only a handful of appearances between them.

“Without a doubt they put in enough effort,” Bielsa said. “But we didn’t defend well and we didn’t attack well.

felt good listening to local radio...tension..fum...emotional excitement..fear as we went behind ..winning

“There was an error in the co-ordination between all the three sectors in the team.”

In winning their third straight game and second in the Carabao Cup, McCann takes his City side to face his former club West Ham at the Olympic Stadium on Wednesday night.

sometimes in life gotta be a winner 

even as fan of Hull city



Sep 15, 2020

When l take long drive pilgrimage in my music . . .


1) I Contain Multitudes (4.36)
2) False Prophet (6.00)
3) My Own Version of You (6.41)
4) I've Made Up My Mind to Give Myself to You (6.32)
5) Black Rider (4.12)
6) Goodbye Jimmy Reed (4.13)
7) Mother of Muses (4.29)
8) Crossing the Rubicon (7.22)
9) Key West (Philosopher Pirate) (9.34)
ADDITIONAL TRACK
1) Murder Most Foul (16.54)

Sep 12, 2020

Can you be a spiritual acrobat? . . . . .

...you can dream
So dream out loud
You know that your time is coming 'round
So don't let the bastards grind you down
. . .nothing makes sense
Nothing seems to fit
I know you'd hit out
If you only knew who to hit . .
 . . I'd join the movement
If there was one I could believe in
Yeah I'd break bread and wine
If there was a church I could receive in . . .

IS THERE A WAY OF FINDING HOPE . . we all appear to be in a struggle we sojourner (journey) .do not have our final destination clear but lot of bags not packed.
Finding faith community when are committed to different ethics, can be a struggle,difficult choices reading songs OR not.
often we do not always allow dreamers to take a stance.
Ignore shared visions.
Anger and emotions have to be controlled.
So may have to move around, find different spiritual Oasis to one grew up in...develop in ways that some around you don't allow.
Othadoxolgy changes ....you change,,,you grow.
You’re either winning or learning in life

Sep 11, 2020

Hull City all doom and gloom

Not enough has changed for HULL CITY supporters to be skipping into new season, Aware` fears another relegation hangover `will be carried into a new life in League One. 
Shaking off a run of 2 win in 22 games will not be easily done.
Ehab Allam not making sense again nor are minor insignificant signings, helping remove the gloom
Gloom that carries on around the Town and county.
all doom and gloom.

Sep 10, 2020

We never know but in Kingdom cosmos it matters.

We are supposed to know our place in society

not supposed to step up without permission

where you are born still has huge significance upon your destination

social mobility was trending down even before a pandemic


The rich get richer ,during these troubled times.

Anyway a moonshots coming....so maybe ...just maybe someone explore issue of poverty...impact upon ..where you are born...

Othapraxy of faith community l am part of been displayed by food-bank gifts...like this Fridays...family in chaos and crisis...among Authoritative papers served..Ambulatory care prevented...Police...social services...sits a food bag from our Christian community.
Cup of tea...custard creams...milk, sugar,pasta ..chocolate....
when chaos been stifled...A parent reaches into the gift,has a cuppa...Children eat something provided.
BREATHE DEEP...
God is present
not just in a gift....but much more...perhaps..just little maybe...that added advice given with bag of food...maybe that will now or later become valuable...
We never know but in Kingdom cosmos it matters.

Sep 9, 2020

vital part of turning wheel

Some street Art from Beverly ..rural market town in East Yorkshire

Result inspired.. grateful..admire...cheerful
Plenty culture around to do same...

Wildlife..nature...again to inspire
Connect deeper stuff
Feel life and you being part of
Bigger stuff..

Life...nature..being..connecting..community
Being a part of a world all around us.
You and I vital parts.

Sep 8, 2020

future not here yet.


Well l just heard
Some news today
Appears my life alter again.
Heart specialist has lot to say.
But with my eyes open,
walk along maybe it will be more pain ?Better health 
Who can say?
But with my eyes open. . . Still be here in future tomorrow.

Sep 7, 2020

Hull City....its not all good....opposite

 There are a couple of interested parties in buying Hull City, even though they play and are recognised as worse team in all four divisions.

From my support in Boothferry park days seen no worse team then the present one. 

 “The price will be determined by the league we are in and it will be market price.”

said currant chairman Camel trader now football coach? Ehab Allam

Still have interest. In a different league,lower League  still have  money to come from the sale of Jarrod Bowen to West Ham. Compared some clubs,City rummer  to be in good shape.

win in cup match

ready for cup run

isolated from support stream

throwing out commentators

ignoring critics

all good

they say that too much....its all good...its NOT

Sep 6, 2020

What happened to Sundays . . . .

When we threw Jesus out of sandbox and grew up,



culture
Life's
Society
Future
Orthodoxy 
Breath
Health

We loose so much...virtues ...values...peace

It's a busy racy day, Sunday
where humbleness, the pace of life is unaltered.

Little time to pause, reflect ,get a rest
Of course there awful lot more to the faith journey
then sabbath . . but another reminder of what we lost!

Sep 5, 2020

disappointing ...shocking...vile...wicked...another moment from Hull city Egyptian owners

“BBC Radio Humberside is unable to broadcast commentary of Hull City for the 2020-21 season. The club has turned down an agreement with the BBC. “Whilst this is disappointing we remain committed to reporting on the games both home and away.” Is the plan is that supporters have no option but pay for `Tigers TV coverage` if they want to follow the game. Others now decided they will not watch nor listen until BBC coverage is reinstated. If no one subscribes move loses as money spinner.

Blatantly stems from an professional further very frank assessment of the position from Swanny and Burnsy last season.The critics questioned style of play,team selection,tatics,many defeats. At times the mangement were aggresive even stating after relegation resulting in 1 win in 20."we have a plan". No one informed what that plan may be.

Sep 4, 2020

I too have had many times ,when Night felt too long....l can tell you

When those times happened and we all can be sure they may arrive again. we look back towards lessons given... lessons learned ..lessons experienced . .lessons talked about ..
wisdom listened too..
Advice offered ...moments had in your own life.. guidance presented in media, like newspapers ,books, TV,....Possibly scripture... Church lessons sermonised around....
 Own reflective moments but when that missing
 in large dozes......
Dark ...darker thoughts arrive....

Sep 3, 2020

ANOTHER PERSON TAKES LIFE.....family torment becomes WHY

Tragedy as young dad's body found in East Yorkshire woods
"It’s devastating, we saw the cordon this morning and apparently he was only 17," 
"It’s just tragic."
EXPECT many thinking in hearts....why did you leave so soon.?
why could you not talk to us...?
why did you not share issues ?
Oh why, that's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I, had no clue you were masking a troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong, and why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song

why......why .....why


Hull City’s new season begins on Saturday when they travel to League One rivals Sunderland in the opening round of the Carabao Cup.

Sep 2, 2020

Coivid excuse for poor practices

👧
Waiting on haircut. . . . .
Tough day appears All the social services enjoying being unhelpful.
Despite being a professional used to children protection ethics.
Spent two days trying Deal with correct people around disturbing issue
Again thanks to unhelpful front staff found best solution retired to local cafe phoned in anonymous......

Speaking Twitter to Sammy woodhouse,
Generically service provider, not helping
Are Children at more risk.?

Employ individuals  not trained!
`Covid `simply highlights lack of willing
To enable improvement in practices.

Service users get frustrated...issue do not get addressed. it feels like this now is the way of things.

Sep 1, 2020

Highest suicides rates excist in Humberside area...been among males a rise of 19%

Great to see some coastal erosion issues
 being addressed along east coast near Spurn
Highest suicides rates excist in Humberside area...been among males, a rise of 19% ,since last figures.
Emotional literacy plays big part. Economy ,lack of education.Poverty unstable plus good paying jobs....I ask where the voice of faith community....Christian brothers ...
what am l gonna do to bring people together to address this erosion of life .?

Relegated hopes of Hull City

Hull City soon be playing third tier for the first time since 2004-05 ,following a disastrous implosion saw last seasons  side endure relegation last season.
Starting League One, with an opening game away to Gillingham on two weeks, will be a far cry from City’s recent years in the Premier League, some expecting a promotion will be expected.
l am not in that bracket, feel may sadly be in the wilderness( or worse).Appears no desire from top to lead the team into glory period.Being run as a business with prevention of worse to be best that true believers can expect.
Supporters hope for better,but truth is we are not in a good period.I know its only football ,its just entertainment but image of City ,the economic culture,feelings of people always improved when horizon is sunny.
fusion of entertainment, economic well being, physical culture, all effect spiritual well being.
`Success bread success` . . that true enough.Feel dourbry team,style of bullying manager,poor investment will not bring success on the field.
Off the field same appears true of local politics.

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"