Struggle with my condition and the lack of
activities
Trouble has
been that some days are very different, l can be active and awake but next day
l can drift off unable to stay awake nor active.
Then l get
concerned as feel not contributing to society
nor am l
active in belonging to a community
how you
feel is important
how you
feel others view you is very vital
today its
been injections.
- yesterday it was sleeping but don't really sleep drift off constantly awake getting up then drifting asleep
- receive Oxygen
- then there is sharp troublesome pain which whacks me
- recently have to rest unable to be active.
- more Blood tests schedule for next week
- unemployed
- poverty despite stewardship of my resources`.. becoming stretched.
Feel awkward as want to contribute to the poor
that l live among.
Reality is that l am in poverty further
health is important
issue for myself is how l feel
it not others . . . nor there prejudice
How l perceive issue around my health.
l have good people nearby
Can walk each day.
walk late on in the day along the coast
listen and engage with issues via radio
belong to Church and friends..... converse about stuff
but l feel left out of the scene
left out of some conversations
moments that used to be part of my social activity
frequently do not attend
I feel concerned about
my plight
I feel silly not
feeling better
But I know how l feel
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