Nov 29, 2019

I vote with my remote control... I Do not to watch BBC

Church must always be forwarding its message to recipient that repeatedly 
changing their address.




but I

was outside,
and it was there
that I searched for you.
In my unloveliness
I plunged
into the lovely things
which you created.
You
were with me,
but I
was not with you.


while faith struggle carry on ,and that allowed l watched some TV.....BIG mistake . . .so is he a man or a woman that changed from a man and is straight or gay and is she a woman who's gay but transitioned as a man to be straight? . . . .Having thought about that for a while l switched off....MORE then l did yesterday but not as much as l will tomorrow....

In my unloveliness
I plunged
into the lovely things

which you created.
God has plans for me . . .
for good to happen to me

Nov 28, 2019

Great result for Hull city last evening beating Preston 4-0 at home on a day when clearly the weather paid a big part.
Rain is coming down and flooding fields also blocking pavements and roadways.It been intense last five weeks. Seasonal . . but cold huge issue.
Last week l had £6-61 in my account. worse economically since 1998.
Life got tougher and own monetary position is not healthy nor good for own well being.
Sometimes it just honestly way it is at present.

Nov 27, 2019

sound of wet sand,boots crossing peddles on beach

In a blow to the party's hopes north of the border, Labour was forced to remove Safia Ali as its candidate in the Scottish constituency after it was informed of antisemitic posts on an old Facebook page.This looks like it not going away....Rabbi Mirvis had indicated,it is not our place to tell others how to vote,”  . .“It would be deeply regrettable for 2019 to be remembered only for conversations about antisemitism and we hope that all issues of racism and discrimination will be considered.”

Me, well l been walking along beaches,watching the wind and the tide ...turn.
while my life appears on pause.
Honestly my health remains this issue affecting most of my economic well being,spiritual health,social mobility. Unable to travel far or do much in days which start far to early finish way to soon.

Technology has changed the way this generation engages with life and how their values and worldviews are shaped. In the church we’ve been slow to react.
Like Helmut Thielicke once said the Church must always be forwarding its message to recipient that repeatingly changing their address.

Nov 26, 2019


It's one of those things for the pain it brings
You say to yourself 'Hey couldn't I live without it?''
Well, I think so, on the other hand, I doubt it.
Suddenly she's crashing through my mind
Like waves upon the shore  . . .
I nod my head, whoa yes love, I'd welcome you again.
If you knocked upon my door . . .

Nov 25, 2019

TICK BOX FULL.

Faith not working ?
where can you find help? They say humble yourself, think l  have realised It can be difficult, one must resist the urge to present myself as a healthy spiritual litmus test for others.
The ole `I`M OK ,Your OK too.
All the walking l am doing along with the deep thinking it getting to sell by date.
God says `not be tested more then you can face`...
that getting to sell by date...also
sometimes it not working.
Why is it not working 
we get plenty telling us its to make you strong.
TICK BOX FULL.
These days will past...
TICK BOX FULL.
God watching with all of heaven looking down....(that one stinks)...
TICK BOX FULL.

“You are a child of God, and always will be, even when you don’t believe it.”

Show mercy. Live humbly. Look after vulnerable. It not so hard is it?


Seasons come and go, but poverty get worse despite all political parties over last ten years, it got worse. Labour tried and in coalition with Lib Dems, conservatives made it worse along with DUP.
Proving they are all equally as bad.
Show mercy.
Live humbly.
Look after vulnerable.
It not so hard is it?

Nov 22, 2019

We have to bend towards injustice should not be the case...But ...

NEWS FROM MY FAVOURITE GROUP U2

Ahimsa' – the Sanskrit word for non-violence - celebrates the spiritual diversity of India and connects the ethos of U2 with the mastery of A.R. Rahman. 

Martin Luther King ;- 'The moral arc of the universe is long but it bends towards justice….' I don't believe that anymore… It doesn't bend towards justice, it has to be bent towards justice. 
We have to be actively involved in our democracy to preserve it and show people how we feel and what we care about.

We have to bend towards injustice should not be the case but if we Don`t love GOD,don`t follow his teachings.If will not accept JESUS, then can not see us bending willingly.

So anyway after few weeks without it all down to footie
...and Championship football my home town team
Hull city.
Against area l do know well Tees-side, and Middlesbrough
team we struggle winning matches against.
It not been good week with more issues then normal,
My own health,
Well being, economic,
Search for employment,
power struggle, always appear to be in battle with Local Authorities.

Faithlessness, feelings, evident in own journey,
Personal desire to enable others to be better off in whole ways.
LIFE it is complicated, when you are here, (The long now). Appears a silent,cold isolated period.

Nov 21, 2019

Sometimes wokeness goes wrong. The Welsh nationalist party went in for a bit of PC preening last week by featuring a woman in a niqab in its election broadcast. The woman, her face entirely obscured by a forbidding black cloth, as is the Islamist fashion, is seen next to the slogan, ‘Wales, it’s us’. Catchy

But not sure many wearing this fashion in Cardiff nor Swansea these days
It's politics of the U.K. and it's not fun nor relevent.

Nov 20, 2019

where are the prophesy among this current cohorts of believers

Were the prophets angry old man who
sowed discord in the world
then went about threatening people
seeing vision few wanted to witness

shouting messages in the dark

dreaming in way that was more
about stale cheese then times 
they prostheses in?

when did the people they challenged 
reflect with them

where are the prophesy among this current 
cohorts of believers
will this prophet ever be employed again 
LIFE presents beautiful views
even when LIFE not so beautiful

Creative artistic expression are all around
us in life cycle of society
Teaching,
bringing reflection,
offering,
meaning,
reminding us of others sacrifice!

For the living who also sacrificed this society is offering little,
punishing many.

Nov 19, 2019

But for too many` prayers are crumpled waste papers` . .on the floor.

WALKED
Often do in my thoughts,
not knowing how today would emerge
troubled by unanswered prayers and to silent redeemer
The troubles in my mind can no longer,be sidetracked when the days brings all its everyday stuff.

But for too many` prayers are crumpled waste papers` . .on the floor.


Visited the display that a friend commented was bit of a disappointment.

Enjoyed, worth a visit, maybe with more time got longer stay. Life often called me to reflect on ART and creator.

Looking at stuff from Album cover,to lyric sheet,CD insert Postcards TV books all to inspire.
Bring something into my feeling.
Thinking.
Doing.
Or sometimes just a way of passing time valuable staring at image,thinking about narrative, even transported back into time.

THE exhibition displays Michelangelo’s world-famous work up close for the first time, giving visitors unprecedented access to the artist’s magnificent paintings which adorn the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel in the Vatican.Hull Minster has made the exhibition free to enter to enable as many people as possible to experience Michelangelo’s genius up close,
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I, had no clue you were masking a troubled
soul, God only knows
What went wrong, and why you'd leave the stage

A friend who committed suicide was 17, one summer , While ago. -- "In my mind, I keep you frozen like a 17-year-old" -- it's eerie to me and it's haunting. At the same time, it's a poignant message for the youth out there, for  teenagers out there, struggling and contemplating that decision, which they shouldn't make. That's why this song's got a lot of angst in it because it wants to let that [message] out of the bag -- that's not the answer. You don't have to do that. There's so much more in your life to live for. There are so many more people in your life that are going to be affected by a decision like that. That's why I love that song."

Nov 18, 2019

the only way this will work if they stay on hunger strike until all demands are met

Extinction Rebellion members are beginning a week-long hunger strike to put pressure on the government to act on climate change.


the only way this will work if they stay on hunger strike until all demands are met

Replying to

its not long enough bahh l can go forty weeks without even a crisp...Come on you yellas beat that.. come on ...come on..
life 
It can be hard and tough with all sorts of ethical delimas 
but views from cliff top  . . .they enable reflection.

Nov 15, 2019

living in a relative low-income household

Wonder l do where are you Lord ?
Oh Lord the clouds been gathering for quite a while. . .need a kiss from you.
The rest .well you inform own self, can just about manage, but mostly worry about the cost of living. We must get power Moguls ,priorities, action, to address the needs of those living below acceptable levels of poverty.
Churches, Christian individuals, community charities are all playing their part, with food-banks, further debt counselling. 


Data from the Department for Work and Pensions (DWP) showed that 4.1 million children in the UK were classed as living in a relative low-income household after housing costs in the past year, unchanged from the previous 12 months.

Nov 14, 2019

When will BBC discuss UK poverty on Question time?




What hope can fellow citizens have of escape from lives of misery? When poverty is so ignored.
Watched BBC Question time yesterday and again the issue of UK poverty was not raised.
now l know BBC and its not relevant when BBCRADIO2@JEREMYVINE 
earns more in three days then average person gets in a year .
But with all the professional paid poverty talkers like JRF  and TRUSSEL trust you would think someone would actively care enough to at least get subject on Agenda.... 


 The UK is the 5th largest economy in the world but four million Britons live more than 50% below the poverty line, which means 1.5 million people living in destitution. 

Personally hurts when visit them with moderately filled bag of groceries from food-bank
along with meagre provisions l can muster, witness poverty ,
wonder ,wonder l do, where are you Lord.
Wonder l do where are you Lord 
hear this cry....please do not turn away...
life

what l ask God daily,

Lets ask what l ask God daily, that he will grant you,
enough stupidity to believe
we can make this world a better place.

Nov 13, 2019

how do understand faith

so how do understand faith how do we explore faith from crossing the road to flying on-board a plane believing wind ,spirit ,the Lord is it all faith to a degree...?

Does faith in something directly affect how we view,discuss, poverty,injustice,wickedness

SPEND OUR TIME

Can we explore faith if we do not hold any
Can we have faith without belief.

Nov 12, 2019

Jesus community somewhere believe in . . wrestle in . . worship in..



few tracking going on in last week

Russia
277
United Kingdom
49
Portugal
10
Romanian
9
Ukraine
9
United States
7
Egypt
5
France
5
Unknown Region
3
Belgium
2

5 Nov 2019 16:00 – 12 Nov 2019 15:00

GETTING CORRECT PERSPECTIVE

Mum diagnosed with cancer tragically ended her own life after becoming crippled with anxiety over her condition

Mum leads violent brothers to ex's door then stamps on his head in shocking street attack

Man says he's been left 'freezing to death' in  heating row

People targeted in fraud  attack

Soldier feels unwelcome in home town

BBC TOMORROW WEDNESDAY 22-45 Sammy Woodhouse talking in a hard hitting documentary about child born from rape victim. 
More after watched this may l recommend viewing.

Nov 11, 2019

DEAR FRAUDSTER,

DEAR FRAUDSTER,
Even if had the money you wanted not open to Blackmail/white mail, the thought that had used or even tried to use porn well ...that really funny...maybe you don`t know who you are messing with as?
 l do not frighten, sorry resort to such measure...oh by the way Forces in the UK love following people like you THANK YOU  for all the help your tracking has enabled ,hope we meet one day.

    . . . .NOW FROM A COWARD TO TALK OF HEROES..


Many churches have marked Remembrance Day during our Sunday services.Ask why is it so important to keep it at the forefront of our minds at this time of year?

Is it impolite not to engage with the event....or to remain seated during this event...?

Someone said in church on Sunday after we had all stood at the ERYC Cenotaph that  . .`young people losing RESPECT `.
This event is ....well...It is a big deal!
Got bigger in recent years,
Feel many including young are both aware of sacrifice. express concern that we not learning lessons,

The bible has lot to say about War and soldiers...“Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.”
 The words surrounding our annual event, attended by our community are deliberately not faith-related,
Well unsure. . because they talked about` life eternal.` and` peace of God`, so that those of all faiths and none can feel included, but that doesn’t mean we can’t bring God into the situation.
Do people go home, I presume, wrestle with the meaning of words heard!
Do they not carry those thoughts into home when they reflect further?

SOMETIMES I HAVE MORE QUESTIONS THEN ANSWERS IN MY MIND!

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"