fallen out of love

Like plenty of people fallen out of love, sadly it with my home town football team.
Yeah know it no great lose but still vital to day of Saturn.
but the prices,attitude and lack of hope,there only so much l can live in hopelessness about.
The manager waffles on, players don’t appear concerned, larger hierarchy at F.A. give little to the views of supporters.

like the Church also.
Little concern for pastoral support of congregations, feel like got role they wish you to fulfil that role, but not interested in how you are as a person.
Nor how you get by day to day…
Feel like we have direction around the way we should adjust to society,
how we should challenge injustice…but no ones reading from the book l am reading.
That becomes painful.
That hopelessness grows…anger no longer there.

Been at odds all my life…a life that coming to an end so may as well drift on.
But l can’t it just difficult.

Guy told me today…`there just me and the dog…no one else

we must learn from people with disabilities about what it means to be human and a disciple of Jesus we all need friends who have faith in God and a genuine interest in others..it finding such folk in these difficult times