But the stuff of life happened and Church had told us something from Jesus teachings,

Struggled with faith and was becoming a Church person . . .kinda religious sure of my pattern but not connecting...
But Church like still today was a  model of behaviour.
Many helped me on my faith journey ,sharing,
taking interest in me and my friends.
We learn`t so much about Family/Community life.
Never felt out of place being around older folk,
Never felt out of place being around younger ones and small babies.

Then we grew,developed,learn`t how to debate the stuff of following Jesus,doctrine and theology.
We had no such words for this stuff it just what we grew into.
But the stuff of life happened and Church had told us something from Jesus teachings,
Jesus followers,
Jesus words to teach us about LIFE

We did not know words like ethics...theology..deprivation...community...doctrine...escapology...

Then something happened all around this stuff of life ....

 . . .THE STUFF OF LIFE......

Living here day by day, you think it's the centre of the world.

Somethings the movies teach you,other stuff we kinda grind it out .Perhaps never learning the reason nor the understanding 

You believe nothing will ever change.When you come back, everything's changed. What you came to find isn't there. What was yours is gone.

Life can be like this, maybe coming to `here `,is a big mistake but getting away again. It`s well it`s got to be done

You have to go away for a long time... many years... where you were born. But now, no. It's not possible.
Social mobility we lost something of that with all that this place drains you of..Maybe it in the wind..even though there are no windmills, the affect of that force  . . . .invisible it still here.
..   "Right now you're blinder than I am" . .