Oct 31, 2017

Would have been funny 500 years ago Luther to frightened to go out . .
why do we celebrate Halloween UK
while also being so anti American ?


all saints thought

Batman that dark enough for myself this
 `All Saints day` .  .  .
struggle to see why many celebrate Halloween in the UK while also being so anti American .  .either you do not like the culture or as it appears you choose to import some rubbish part of it . .l find it so difficult to understand . .
Would have been funny if 500 years ago Luther was to frightened to go out  . .

Been little emergence into the protestant church at that period...mind you we should be concerned about what is emerging this day and at this moment

  1. Having a bonfire in the coming days? 🎃 Make sure you think about the hedgehogs!


Oct 30, 2017

postcard from Heaven


Carried in sunshine as the nights become so cold.
Our Mum world is now peaceful but this one,
well it is full of fears.
I am sure God is making sure `an angel walks alongside her` as she settles in.

The front of the post card just said Heaven, with a picture of a sandy beach with endless coral blue sea.
On the back was a message
“Wish you were here,
Its paradise, the illness all gone
Justice reigns.
Peace flows like a river…oh there some friends you know..they all told me to say hello for them…if my hands could hold you close l surely would..take care of each other..got to go”


Love Mum  xx

football and TV in an emotional charged week

I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
trying to make sense of a broken society

This week we say goodbye to Mum at her funeral on Thursday...really miss you Mum

                  SUMMARY OF RECENT BECK CALLED GUNVALD

An investigative journalist is found murdered in his own home, and the fingerprints of a notorious criminal debt collector are found at the scene of the crime. More suspects enter the frame when it becomes clear the man was being threatened by right-wing extremists, but when the victim's work on a book about `society's dark side' emerges, the case takes an unexpected turn. Suddenly, there is much more at stake than finding the journalist's killer, and Beck and his team find themselves struggling to protect the balance of their professional and private lives. Crime thriller, starring Peter Haber. In Swedish.
Martin Beck Peter Haber
Gunvald Larsson Mikael Persbrandt

WELL HERE SOMETHING NEW I BEEN WATCHING AS STRUGGLE WITH SLEEP AT PRESENT A DARK DETECTIVE SERIES FROM COLD SNOWY SWEDEN NOT GOOD WITH NEW PROGRAMMES TAKES ME A WHILE TO GET INTERESTED
TRYING TO READ MORE BUT DO NOT KNOW WHY L AM SO SLOW READING STUFF

Meanwhile my home town football club is creating off the field issues.
Fans protested well with Tennis balls and marches.
Mind you we should see protest against ESA and cuts that hurt people.

The supporters knew they would get maximum exposure because the match was on the television and that’s why those who threw the balls on the pitch chose this game to do so.
It brought national exposure to their issues against the owners and that’s the point of the protest, to show the issues the fans have on the biggest platform they could get.
However much l accept it is only football the empty seats evident at other matches suggest that many are without the pocket money need to pay soccer prices
The fact they did it, the pitch was quickly cleared and then everyone got back on with the game was great. It didn’t bubble over into anything else. The point was made, the exposure to a national audience was gained and then everyone got back on with the football.

Oct 28, 2017

fixing me fixing you

Well it appears that not everything can be sorted like the bell requiring to be fixed.
Like our broken society why can`t we fix this.
As yet another person who has `fits` several times a day fails their ESA test.
The ESA test is very limited it really ask you to walk around 35 yards ,sit comfortably for 20 minutes and be able to move a empty box around a table
YES its that basic ,but its discriminatory.



l was born and have lived in a montroy poor situation, l was born the eldest of 9 living mostly on a council estate in Hull .A city that is one letter from Hell.
This worried and concerned me very much as in my most formative years, it embarrassed myself.

It took time and growth as l developed it became unimportant
Society became more broken and the causes did not get fixed.
l suppose Kevin got fixed, found faith, something important and valuable, this lessened my apparent shame about own background,But thanks to my parents and especially Mum, we did not feel impoverished and l realised because of family, Church and the places attended my background was unimportant.
hope you can fix you....hope family,faith and fellowship with others shape that fixing.

Oct 27, 2017

l made chutney . . . well wait and see



are you ready in my latest reinventing myself l made chutney
yes
it started with a old miners recipe then it got ``kevwallerished``cider replaced vinegar
malt beer was added,loads of onions, and ton of green tomatoes,too many raisins odd chillie,few garlic cloves,ginger paste
awful lot of patience let see what next few months brings..then on a cold winters nite add to the cold cut meat and pork pie mmmmm 

Oct 26, 2017

king among fisherbirds

total loving this season `Autumn watch` on the TV
it has become a firm favourite in our home
as the presenters take us to new understanding about wild life
but amidst the death of the old season there is the hope of the new
such explanations given 
so much into the everyday minsiuce of what happens in nature daily

as we grow older we receive new information
which allows our minds to expand
since a 11 year old kid loved Kingfisher
only ever get quick flash of them around as they do not get viewed a great deal

huge scare last evening as Ian ,my brother collapsed 
in pain and was ruched to Hospital
Kidney stones
whoever you are stay well grow in faith and marvel at world around you.

Oct 25, 2017

3 things I hope I have
 done at the end of my life:
Fought the fight.
Finished the race.
Kept the faith.

THE POVERTY MANY CARRY

For a long time the desire in me wanted to see the removal of shops like this one. That remains..the Government in the UK rather late in the afternoon is aware of the abusive methods these shops use to gain custom.
They exist because greed allows
They exist because our society is unfair

They exist where ever poor and the vulnerable can be exploited

They exist because our society is broken
Changes happen to our benefit system and have been taking place since l became a youth and community worker...right back to my first post as paid professional in 1984 . .the poor have been with us before that..yet we have made it worse
I hold in my files all the green papers and the information going back to that period identifying how much worse it was becoming
we have dome nothing
the gap gets bigger
it gets wider
to cross this gap is not possible
Born into poverty..live in poverty...buried in debt..Society 2017

The Matthew blessing,

  The Matthew blessing, May God grant us enough stupidity to believe? We can go from this place and make the world a better place, May we wi...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"