my inner formings

Something happened in our inner -story that appears in our outer character ,it may be lack of monetary reward so perhaps that made us steward better or become mean, without starting to be mean.

 We just have a value around money that to do with not having a great deal.

That one example it just that.
We may be the eldest of a large family and we always had to be more thoughtful or did we become slightly resentful
or the youngest of an large family so we awe always looked after and learnt to rely on others
perhaps in doing so we became more and not less reliant.
it was not a choice
it was just some forming that occurred.
One male l worked with never got money in his hand so we found at weekend retreats he was very moody and argumentative all due to the fact that he had no simple disposable cash at such trips.
he became resentful we always had strict codes around how much money to bring away on such trips.
l once explained that l don`t carry much cash and don`t spend when away like this, this enabled him to not be so envious, while also made sure we never went to places where need lot of spending
simple rule but perhaps also it part of my inner being playing out into social life.
what might be happening at present in your inner story.
We don`t always get the chance to reflect in depth
but it allowed l need to do this often just sit and think about inner me and that journey.
the inner me and that journey makes sense to reward one self with these thoughts and time to reflect.