Personal family thought sharing today

Looking like a collection from the Mafia wife's of Humberside,
my mother at her recent birthday with four (4) generations her daughter Diane and in laws with granddaughter and great granddaughter.
The event hosted by my brother Ian and the other brothers and sisters that l have
l come form a large northern family `try our best`

THIS IS A BIT SAD the ole garden from ole family house that of course is no longer lived in by any of the Waller family ...life moves on with it changing seasons and different moments..wrestle with stuff and tide and time pass me by..well that how it feels
try to make sense of life but strives forward and the day has gone it another season
changes happen and l personally feel a bit of lose.As it really been that long...have we really been so out of touch..ten years gone by still a prayer is offered..is it my prays that are not listened too...nothing in life is unconnected..well not sure l can accept or believe that..faith grows health fails purpose and nature unsure