Ending year looking week back

Well looking back as 2014 closes and a new year journey begins

Don't do parties and got few plans to escape the cold in 2015

So gonna swim and be healthie

Not be a typical Christmas and been bit fed up 

That not like myself also been struggle to beat the cold very chilly here that affects health ...moods..happenings..social life

Got few things to do as January progresses

But looking forward to going on a sojourner 

Away food fellowship fun fitness awaits me 

The grooming going on in most towns and city's is getting attention 

But no real action

Hey cut youth work posts that help the vulnerable young people and children

The Church needs to find a response to this situation 

We need to pray for guidance and be brave addressing the issues facing our youth in the nation

Still into my hill street . . . . . .

Still love watching old TV prigs before the wire and NYPD blue there was the essential 'hill street blues'

Plus that old advice more relevant today then 30  years ago hey let's be careful out there

So please also keep the faith

Eat chocolate

Visit Malta

Love

Kiss often

Seek Jesus follow him

Dress like Becker. . . .well you have to watch the TV prog to understand that one

The death subject

So death is a subject l thought about

Being this ill would be foolish not to ponder

The most important question is (for myself) wil l see her again?

But also what legacy have l left

Did l shine my light enough

Have others life's been improved by meeting me

Did others know why my focus was the way it processed?

Why was l not kissed more

This is not emotional meld honey, nor it on my heart

Did l make peace,who do l need forgiveness from.

What will happen to my family friends and loved ones

Did l build enough sand castles.?

Tried to walk and reflect often making a talk with Jesus daily priority

Regrets perhaps not but still got questions

Was God silent about some stuff

Why did we not meet again,l always thought we would

There been fire there also been rain...but...

Oldies but goodies

“The eight who played from the Championship. From (Liam) Rosenior, to Alex (Bruce), to (Stephen) Quinn, to (Sone) Aluko. To a man they were absolutely terrific.

“We’ve needed to be. We came here with six of our big players missing and to come and win was terrific, especially in the manner in which we did. I can’t remember my goalkeeper making a save.”

We most defiantly needed to win and again l say we still need to win

Why do HCFC supporters settle for second best 

Oh we so grateful to a least be in the premier league NO we deserve to be mid table for a great city

Huge praise for the oldies and deserved praise 

The drake and emotions that go with a team victory 

Felt good on the radio

Felt good watching on MOTD

Felt good reading in the papers

Well done Hull lifted the gloom

Oldies even life in this oldie

Like a giant Hull City defence wall

Well it appears some have a little problem

If the Muslim community

Those lovely Middle East Arabs keep threatening to bomb a nation and take it off the face of the earth

They wil respond with defences that are difficult and problematic 

It uncomfortable to place this and it appears threatening to hold this view but the solution is as much in the hands of Arabs as the nation ISRAEL 

Also not good to pretend this was ahistorical argument the argument got very awful on both sides in recent years

Watch the film Munich that a real roller coaster of emotions drama and views

But at this time of year all we are really saying 

"is give peace a chance"

Back to life pause button removed

Oddly been lathergic health ways,rested then rested again

Bit chilly the world appears to be on pause

Blessed by Matthews whose enjoyed Christmas with his family

Lots fun then had quiet period

Chilling

Watched double inspector monteballaano can't figure out his relationship with His woman

That puzzles me

Anyway back to life and reality

Theology to write up about next few days then planning after delivery to scoot off

Do not perform the Christmas rush

I hear you calling me home . . . I m coming home....

Bit disappointed last food shop perhaps for the year,people going silly

Milk ,stuffing,bacon,then reflecting and really old film too watch

 Wondering why gone crazy food,odd stuff people buy 

Plus Christmas it one day.

Seen more arguments in shops recent then l ever remember.

Perhaps more aware,

The good news is "it does not have to be like this,simple read the bible,read the world around you,reflect."

Do not perform like others want you to,enjoy the process as you journey towards. The end of this yeR 2014

God bless

I am going to be off here for a while ,listening walking sharing, life

Live like you are dying

Not so long ago a tired man sat down

Reflected 

Pondered anew

Thought about stuff

Red the world around him

Then was ordered and without thinking of self went over .......

To be slaughtered

So we might be free. . . . 

Freckin ejeet

Yes he just did as he was ordered by those in authority

An authority that still rules and still pushes people over into the depths

Less thinking of self could save your life

Did not create community nor did that war bring world peace

4000 abused

1 million children in poverty this Christmas

Many missing from the counted figures

Underemployment

Low pay impoverished blighted communities

Worth fighting for . . . Maybe not

Is it. Nearly Christmas

So many forgotten at Christmas 

Unemployed

Low paid 

Disabled

Sick

I'll

Not really a good time is it if we are honest 

Well that's my Scrooge view

Even TV listings are a rerun

Plus not biblical to celebrate like this

Bah humbug

Today's slight heart issue

Today heart issue slow tired wee bit pain

Rested well back to bed

Challenging but up out now

Most days fine had one month no issues

Bit chesty tired today

Cannot stress self to much

Take it easy reflect,,,ponder,,,small healthy walks ...cups of tea ..reading by the fire

Listening to music

The forgotten

More than 50,000 people aged 16 to 18 not in education or work have “gone missing” from official statistics and are receiving no support, according to research published today.

It warned that the problem of Neets - young people not in education, employment or training - is much bigger than local authorities realises because tens of thousands of them have “disappeared off the radar”. 

Ignored

Forgotten

Treated awful

Voiceless

Hurt

Broken

Turning to crime

Apathetic 

Powerless

Not voters

Rural

Urban

City dwellers

Rough sleepers

Abused

4000

Poor

In poverty

16-18 years old

Too dam young to be treated like that

Loved by God

Still forgotten by the Church

I hurt l bleed my heart broken by those who treat our young like this!

Seas and oceans deep.

Watched a fishing trawler cut through the seas making for safety of the harbour.

Grateful for where l am in life safe warm well fed.....healthy.....got friends. Life.

My uncle died at sea. Uncle Barry was young washed over board like many from Hull.

In those days ..suppose it always been rough trade being a fisherman.

The sky form these blankets of couler as we approach winter sosliste. 

The cold remains. This has become normal now wrapped up against the wind, cold, along with the wet.

Fortunate to be enjoying life, despite the challenges it raised. Nearly  another year over.

Soon will head to family in Hull, catch up shoot the breeze.

The settle down for a quiet peaceful Christmas.

Try to encourage others with my motto, don't be be silly and spend sensible.  Quiet period as many activities, shops ,agencies close early now that Yuletide is here.

Peace is that too much to hope for, NO. Shalom and Agape to all.

she rang the Radio station and asked for this

"l just want to live
in a world
free ot terror
where l can be myself
not worry about upsetting
religious bioguts"

No place for terror

Simple request to live in a world free of Islamist terror

Some MF religion oppressive

Cruel

Harsh

Awful

No place in modern society 

Massively impressed with NSW response to terror that plagued them this week 

Worried tigers fan

I am worried about my team Hull city as we slump to second place at the bottom of the premier league To put things into a bit of context, City have faced far more of the top-half teams than those who are around them in the table so far this season. But that's why these next few games are so important for Steve Bruce and his side.

However I am a man with passion,like Stevie B but got to improve immediately 

We are in a real dangerous position like life when you feel down you often are,then you find it difficult to get out of a mire

But it has to be done soonish rather then leaving it for a while

This is good time for action on the football pitch......now

So this is Christmas........

We all seam to need some peace

A lady said by txt today

"I want to live in a world ,where not in fear from those ,who do not like what l believe ".

How true how very true

A world free from terror

Poverty

Bullies

Thieves

Hijackers

A world where you can go for a Lints chocolate bar .....without fear

Where if you do not worship like me

If you are different to myself

If you dress unlike me....

If you do not eat the same food as my family.......

We love you for your differances

We debate around the kitchen table with each other...

We walk together

We build sand castles and not weapons

That's the world l want to live in .....a world full of Peace

Thinking about Prodigals ....Walking reflecting.....

it is at this point that God begins to bring them to their senses … as they find themselves in need,this is a hard learned lesson, if as parents you come to their financial rescue, all you are really doing is empowering them to repeat their mistakes until they once more arrive at need again … this can be an endless loop where as parents you are constantly preventing God from completing His work …

…
abide ALL believe believer Bible blessing blessings born again cancer chemo chemotherapy children Christ Christ Jesus Christmas church colon cancer colostomy Courageous movie cross CT scan darkness death devil endurance eternal life faith family Father fear glory God God's will gospel grace heart Holy Spirit hope IN IN Christ Jesus IN the words of God Jesus Jesus Christ journey joy life Lord love mercy oncologist Paul peace praise prayer purpose reconciliation relationship repentance salvation saved Scripture sin Son Stage IV Metastatic Colon Cancer strength suffering surgery thanksgiving the missed adventure trust truth will of God world worry worship

Saturday in cold December up north

Saturday in the northern cold cold denes and it time to listen to vinyl and podcasts while staying warm simple day ....got some theology to write up on so struggle while l walk and pray although the cold impacting myself a lot this currant period of chilly weather...but thank God ..l have had no hospital,doctor or nurse visits for one month on wednesday..thats a bit wow for myself although had longer periods ..having been unwell late november it good not to be stressed at present with heart and health conditions.                    Further got to correct a community idea someone developing so little evidence of consultation and dialogue with their user group ..sometimes you have to ask simple questions like "who says this is needed"? plus ..."where your evidence this is worth investing resources and effort into?"

Inspector Monteballano Saturdasy on BBC 3
my idea of a bit of paradise warm Scillian climate
drama and adventure
pure escape for myself as l wrapp up against the cold

Why light not shining

When the world is as far gone as this
We got to ask ourselves
Why is our light Not  shining?

City v Chelsea got to go all out

So it's the clash we not expected to win

The clash of the big time Charley's

Clash north v south

Little team in the big city

One pundits say Hull can not win

Form books suggest we cannot win

What better time for Hull City Tigers to step up to the plate

Altogether now

"cum on you ell"

"We've got to become kingdom people in the real sense of the word"

"We've got to become kingdom people in the real sense of the word"

It seems the birth of Jesus is not the only element of the nativity scene causing confusion.

A quarter (25 per cent) now believe the shepherds found Jesus using Google Maps and 15 per cent claim the Three Kings gave Jesus a wand, tiara and wings as gifts to celebrate his birth.

Among those who don't believe Jesus is a Chelsea striker, some believe he is an astronaut and others an X Factor contestant.

we got to ask ourselves why the light isn`t shining...when we are called to be the light of the world...

Name in a jar

this was a lady who freed many Jewish children during the second wild war in Poland keeping the names of all those smuggled out in a buried jar in her back garden
this story inspires myself .

Irena's Parents

Irena’s father was a doctor. Her father died in the typhus epidemic of 1917 when he contracted the disease while caring for poor Jewish people in Otwock. Browse our photo gallery for a photo and information on Irena’s mother and father.

Irena Sendlerowa was a Polish woman who, along with her underground network, rescued 2,500 Jewish children in Poland during World War II. Many of this number were already outside of the Ghetto and in hiding.

Thanks to my little sister Claire for telling me about this courageous woman

It's a story to warm one up of this awfully cold chilly windy day

Inspiring very WOW

Kingdom people in the real sense of the word

"We've got to become kingdom people in the real sense of the word"

We must go for it in a way the world has not seen in my lifetime

The world is a really gone place

Not safe in my locality killings everyday think not true 

Just simply press the red button on TV and check stories

Poverty everywhere many people hungry

Abuse of children

Internet opens door to sick images of terror and abuse

Old people die alone cold and without many basics

Mental health is growing concern to health practioneers

Young appear to be without hope

"We've got to become kingdom people in the real sense of the word"

Got to go for it like the 1st century Christians

They turned the world upside down

We got to be able to stand in the gap 

Lyrics psalms and `Kev`s` poem, mixed up.

It's breaking my heart every time we're apart,

I just can't get you out of my mind,

don't know much for a fact, all I do know is

I just can't get you out of my mind

Like me and forever angel

It's a love that cannot die

But to make me really happy

Got to see your smile

I know this time of year you often like to comment

But like burton and Taylor this love has got to last

So soon the heart is failing

So time to make that call

I still just can't get you outa my mind

So `podcast` and `itunes` came along

But vinyl and CD still play that favorite song

Larry sings about heaven

Plus Jessie lost on a caravan park

That tunes in my head on a Sandy beach

You are on my mind

Another day begins one thing remains the same

I still can't get you outa my mind

Lydia and the inspector

What the issue with inspector Montebellono and Lydia 

Transfixed with beauty of Scilly and the great drama of this programme

Catch BBC 3 Saturdays at present

Luv it loads

Bit of ADH perhaps

Future not bright, in fact plum mouthed suckered.

Just been to church at St. Mary's, where student from Diocese mission coorts

Well what `accents`, plum mouthed, bearded , crew topped jumpers 

Building cold, but hey expected that!

Lack of abilities in front of congregation, unbelievable.

Stammering words, lack of communication or abilities to hold together a theme. All linear ,read too, spoken too, shared own reading. Spoke. They could speak.

Aged congregation in warm coats 29 in total half from years present mission team.

l felt like a sucker ...who uses these word, these methods, this dry approach.

Unsound lacking process, lacking direction ,inspiration and outdated.

Guess what uncomfortable throughout the ordeal. Church become an ordeal.

Someone told me these bearded wonders and plum mouthed accents are youth having their fling. There is No future here.

A church Dying . . .?  it would be best to put the sad old animal outa its misery quickly.

Hull hull hull speak da lingo

Hull words and phrases of yesteryear and today

Tenfoot: Obvious this one. It's the 10ft-wide alleyway around the back of your house.

Comfers: Anyone from West Yorkshire who's come for the weekend.

Bool: To push something along, like a pram or a bike.

Bains: Children.

Flittermoose: A bat.

Pattie: A fish shop delicacy.

Chizzac: Cheesecake. Probably to be eaten after your pattie.

Breadcake: A bread roll to everyone else in the world (and they're wrong).

Flaycreak: Scarecrow.

Are you Larkin? Are you coming out to play?

Gassunder: A chamber pot for all you Victorians out there.

Nunty: Unfashionable.

Kecks: Trousers. As in nunty kecks.

Spanish: Liquorice.

Balling: Crying.

Awlus: Always.

Tha's right brahma: You're a good chap, you are.

Aud: Old.

Clarty: Sticky.

Hoop: A tyre.

Err nerr: Oh no.

Am nithered: I'm freezing.

I'm mafting: I'm boiling.

Kirk-a-curler: Coca-Cola.

Bray: To beat someone up. As in I'm gonna bray you.

Twagging: Skipping school.

Scragging: Fighting.

Lingy: Someone who is athletic.

Dowly: Someone who is miserable.

Yope: To shout.

I'll snicker-sneeze you: I'll get you back. Bizarrely originates from Dutch knife-fighting, according to this blog.

Merberl fern: A mobile phone.

WelldoneNewcastle 

Now it's upto Hull city

Saturday a footie radio day

Love the radio

Playing Wii everyday

Cold walks

Cuppa in a cafe

Alone this weekend but need to rest 

Feeling fit 

Coping well

Love to all who pass this way

a differant time and l was younger

So winter has arrived, It feels chilly even with heating on,suppose that the life we have in this locality. Cold Bleak,good food,hot drinks,get me thru this first period of winter coldness.l am thinking that need downsize but what headache.what do you get rid off?relationship will be detached!New ones have been forged,moved around a lot in my life.This is the most time in one area around 8 years total

Many new realtionship been developed,older ones strengthened with the poverty many face.
Lets give thanks to the currant goverment,and more then a nod to Blairite Socilaists. who never did anything for those close to the edge
l never expected it to get worse in the period we are in now
reflect back to the 80`s,life was tough and l was younger.
Perhaps that big factor.
l was younger
Life is so differant but try(with Gods blessings) to help others even when if costs

Heartfelt plea

Loving listening to new tunes on iTunes

Plus loads of nostalgia with rewind podcast

Loving it

around this time of the year anonymous connects 

But the sad thing is She does not fone anymore with limited time left for me

I make heartfelt plea love to hear you

Really hope people step back from the mad rush surrounding Christmas

People become ignorant of those alone and without this season

Look hard and find some way to connect help those alone at Christmas

Wish people would not go so crazy it a few days break shopping like the world may end

So much waste

Behind the faces scowls anger frustration lie life's broken

Real person remains hidden 

Christmas this season enables falseness to be demonstrated

In my humble view

OK perhaps not so humble

But it be honest view

Cold up north soonish

Several centimetres of snow could fall in parts of East Yorkshire on Sunday

The snow is likely to be limited to higher ground in the Wolds and the northern part of the county.

Saturday will be bright, but Hull and the East Riding can expect freezing temperatures at times.

Most of the snow will be further north. If there is any, it will be quite light.

Freckin freezing so l am expecting snow

Went to see about some tickets for local low league match today on TV tonite 

Hartlepool v Blythe yes not top footie is it

But they Wanted £20  for cheapest stand despite going to be empty and l can wTch at home for free

austerity not hit football or it's agents yet

Mind you l have tablets and fall asleep no big deal 

Stay warm

Stay focused

Stay in touch

Keep the faith

did you go missing from our life?

I thought I caught a glimpse of you
I thought I saw your face
as the Sunday morning due
melted every trace

Did you walk the earth in vain
conquering the dead
or did life make you forget
the crown upon your head

Is it true what they say
Are you coming back someday
Is it true what they
About you

If it's true will you be
A guiding light to me
and the few that still believe

you went missing from our life
you're nowhere to be seen
not in heaven not on earth
but somewhere in a dream

Tell me how you see the world
Watching from afar
Is this all that we can be
Is this who we are

Is it true what they say
Are you coming back someday
Is it true what they
About you

If its true will you be
A guiding light to me
and the few that still believe

If its true will you be
A guiding light to me
and the few that still believe
For few that still believe

Read more at http://www.lyrics.com/is-it-true-lyrics-anita-skorgan.html#PWqFExBP5FBZuZvP.99

one of my favorite this time of year sings
but can be played anytime l think

bloody freezin but still got well dressed
warm clothing, switched off off the heating
walked in snow, then out voluntry commitments back home. warm soup sandwich
rest this old heart of mine.

Update on personal

Spent yesterday in a seaside town they had forgot to close down.

Walked around thinking "come Armageddon come",but do it quickly.

Freezing this day 0-7,reluctantly stayed in but bit worn out.

Took son Matthew back. Hull via scarboro. last four days been active so got to chill, conserve weak heart. 

My heart is failing so rest, few times week. Do not stay up past 8 at present.

Also sleeping lot longer maybe the illnesses, or me being lazy.

Let you judge!

Wonder where or if will work again. 

Then it also about the money

Not health.

The news of poverty and sickness along with premature deaths locally.
Deeply saddens myself!

So this is Christmas

what a shock

hull city loose again and are resting in the relagation area
Try not to bump your head as you faint from the shock of that one

pretty ill this mornig
so got up 02.30 watched
the wire
quite deep
or perhaps
thats just myself
any way
God thank you for codeine its saved my guts this morning