August 2012 feels like winter

August 2012 Has been feeling like winter, chilly wet and cold so cold yesterday l could only really mange to small walks 30 minutes then 20 minutes.then again it may be waiting for this CHD operation and the tablets
l ate out yesterday with friends and l choose so wrong a vegetarian ricotta plus portion of chips
how Bad a choice was that, sparking water
we had planned to travel and walk but ,
l was slow starting the day
did not want to travel
felt moody
out of it
so next time a friend is not quite up to it who knows why perhaps medication or just the way it is!
yesterday it was me being the awkward one.
Needing grace.