wow tell me the one about there is no God

the coulers
sense of time standing still
a surety
wonderful creator



wow tell me the one about there is no God
you know the one where it all just happened by accident
there is no purpose
no loving God who puts on a show like this one

no don`t because l can see sites like this which capture his Majesty
l felt him and can recall the time place date
even though it was many many years ago
the feeling did not leave
it grew




you could not describe me as the finished article
but this l do know
he journeyed with me on my walk through life
Jesus gave me a purpose
l gave back Me

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live like you are dying

live like you are dying
walking longer
listening more
not being afraid
expecting answers to prayers
holding a vision
hasting this vision
not buying so much
canoeing in the cold
admiring sunsets
loving deeper
forever angel missing all part of the living like l am dying

x police car 4 sale one careful lady driver

One man alone can be pretty dumb sometimes, but for real bona fide stupidity, there ain't nothing can beat teamwork.


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Cash Connverters,
turning televisions
into Heroin
since 1988

this is one of my favorite walks
it takes place from the south side of Scarborough harbour to the north side and up to cayton bay
the road around here has changed a lot since my youth when in the early seventies l used to come here with friends
but the bracing wind and the warm sun have often been on my back has l have enjoyed this lovely walk
this picture was taken last Sunday as l drove home from Hull having had time with my family


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Published in the Hull Daily Mail on 24th August 2011 (Distributed in Beverley, Hull)

WALLER Tony : Obituary


WALLER.- Tony. Passed away in Castle Hill Hospital on 20th August 2011 aged 76. Much loved husband of Rita, father, grandfather and great-grandfather. Service will be held on Thursday 1st September at Chanterlands Crematorium (Large Chapel) at 11.30am. Now Resting at A. Shepherd & Sons, Telephone 323510

music will be one of my last loves

Music was my first love!



It may well be my last.

my fathers death

Last Saturday evening, my Father died at castle hill hospital,the 20th of August around 22.50.
he had had a long illness falling victim of Alzheimer's.
He was surrounded by a loving family when he ended his earthly journey.
A family who led by mum had visited him and were possible maintained his dignity and humanity.
l was impressed by my brothers sisters and mother has they showed myself, (and others l am sure), how to love someone through the illness and to a journeys end.
Tony's life could not have been easy witnessing very close together the death of younger brother and sister (uncle Barry and aunt Margret), along with the death of another brother (uncle David),and his own parents.
These events happened close together in time.
l cannot understand how this grief and difficulties made him feel emotionally.
perhaps this contributed to his own state of mind ,then other health issues?

but he had to cope, l suppose.


My own brother Ian along with other brothers and sister where actually with Dad as he died.In his end Tony was surrounded by his sons daughters and wife.
If death can be nice,this could be described as nice place to die.

A personal view on the August Riots

We build up either good or bad in our relationships with each other
Why do police feel that is any different in the relationship they have with others?
The biggest issue l have had with the police is the way they have dealt with myself as a motorist travelling at 32 miles an hour in a 30 mile zone results in £70 fine, not having my seatbelt on road near my home in Hull results in £60 fine.
Many false accusations unproven arrested bringing some friends over from Eire no charges brought but holding my diary and laptop for nearly 6 months.
Home raided 3 times looking for weapons and drugs, (true if you wanna see the newspaper reports let me know).
Lot of mates have had worse experiences so l have no symphony for them.
Look at the way they handle football supporters, l have witnessed cruel strikes against footie fans when watching Hull city and Liverpool, Everton, Sheffield Wednesday, Grimsby.
It was disgusting watching those watching rioters in action around London and rest of the UK. Built up like Robocop with so much protection yet they acted like chickens and cowards.
l cannot accept the riots where just about looting, there was so much else brought into this act, yet l hear very limited response





Youths were very evident in the riots
But also others not a lot older 30`s and 40`s the looting spread into burning down of property and ruining lives.
6 People were killed and several sickening scenes were recorded for the TV revolutionist to witness
This riot was televised almost as it happened.
WHY.
I live in a very deprived area, and it is worse than when l was starting out in youth work in 1976. As a volunteer at Cott road Baptist, having come to faith in the September of that year.
In 1984 l became a professional being paid to be a youth worker.
l got around £60 a week.
We do not Riot here,
SHOULD WE?
However shops with nothing in them, burnt out vehicles, rows of boarded up streets is the normal.
Lack of Education
Low wages
Decades of unemployment
Poor diets
Single parent’s homes
Jealousy greed violence
Limited resource....... WHY?
Why is this normal?

the things U love

start doing the things you love
open yourself to new things

l am not a interesting person

l am not a interesting person

l am a person who is interested in other persons

chance to talk
listen
reflect
with young people tomorrow
while we walk
talk
share
be inspired by views

conversations

we planning whitby

We , collectively Youth leader, youths. Planning Whitby day trip.
To canoe, walk,fossil,have chips
but the hardest part is walking up these stairs.

Planed  Whitby day its the only trip we have been able to fund this year a day out.
No residential, no other day trips, just walks in our area
They wonder why 'kidz' are bored, further wish to disturb the scene.
Oh by the way the police look at sites like this, told myself warn persons about the content.
What a waste.

longhaired freind of grass

some of our local wild animals are very sturdy creatures This old girl looks like her horns are close to putting her eyes out.

everybodies having tonnes of fun

spoke to my friend again today this is what he had to say

where goin up in smoke

The problem with social media or the internet is how quickly this information can spread”

Social media and other methods have been used to organise... greed and criminality
even kids that l work with (from very impoverished backgrounds )as young 12 have brilliant expensive phones which they acess info on but they do not assimulate the knowledge well.







lots of interesting views about social disturdances
very strong views from politicains
still feel the need to listen
listen

soon it will be time to reflect
not yet . . . . listen now

nim chimpsky

Before he was a year old, the chimp known as Nim Chimpsky was living with a New York family and could ask for food, play practical jokes and even say sorry. But was he a human child or a primate? Unfortunately, nobody involved in this pioneering experiment could decide.

ears we should listen

ln Luke 8 Jesus says ,`we have ears we should listen`.
That is true today.
l do not agree or approve of looting (even now it appears killing
or riots are taking place). London ?
But when we can reflect and listen we may get a proper grasp around others issues?
listen,
listen,
listen,
but also the rule of law needs to be accurately enforced,
We witness lack of leadership,
Real honest leadership, that has too come from community not leaders, but members.

good link to old great song

Eve Of Destruction by Barry McGuire
http://www.ilike.com/artist/Barry+McGuir...
Eve Of Destruction by Barry McGuire, Eve of Destruction




The eastern world it is explodin',
violence flarin', bullets loadin',
you're old enough to kill but not for votin',
you don't believe in war, what's that gun you're totin',
and even the Jordan river has bodies floatin',
but you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Don't you understand, what I'm trying to say?
Can't you see the fears that I'm feeling today?
If the button is pushed, there's no running away,
There'll be no one to save with the world in a grave,
take a look around you, boy, it's bound to scare you, boy,
and you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Yeah, my blood's so mad, feels like coagulatin',
I'm sittin' here, just contemplatin',
I can't twist the truth, it knows no regulation,
handful of Senators don't pass legislation,
and marches alone can't bring integration,
when human respect is disintegratin',
this whole crazy world is just too frustratin',
and you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Think of all the hate there is in Red China
Then take a look around to Selma, Alabama!
Ah, you may leave here, for four days in space,
but when you return, it's the same old place,
the poundin' of the drums, the pride and disgrace,
you can bury your dead, but don't leave a trace,
hate your next-door-neighbour, but don't forget to say grace,
and you tell me over and over and over and over again my friend,
you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.
no no you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

sounds like a whisper ...prophecy ?

London burns as rioters, looters, run amok.Police are deployed across the capital as vehicles and shops are set alight and further riots and upsetting scene in Bristol Leeds Liverpool
sad thing is burnt out shops unemployment ..underemployment..lack of true wage..poor education..is the norm in this neck of the woods.

Talked to my friend again today
Forty days and forty nights
It rained all over the world
To be exact
[to be exact]

sinners played and disobeyed
the Word coming down,
that’s a fact
[that’s a fact]

Some people take it for a joke
they can’t understand
They nailed Our Saviour to the cross
But he told them all
He’d rise again, rise again!
I talked to my friend again today
This is what he had to say:
You’re going up in smoke
going up in smoke
going up in smoke
and we ain’t got no hope
we’re going up in smoke

I talked to my friuend again today
This is what he had to say:
You’re going up in smoke
going up in smoke
going up in smoke
and we ain’t got no hope
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!....

I talked to my friend again today
don’t be afraid by what I say
don’t wait ‘till Judgement Day
to start to pray…
stop the hey! killing now
We’ll all have to go anyhow
Everyone’s having tons of fun
Who’s gonna take the blame?
He let His Son get close to earth
So we all go up
In bright of day
In bright of day

I talked to my friend again today
This is what he had to say:
You’re going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!....

You’re going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!
Oh, I talked to my friend today….


Everybody’s having tons of fun
Who’s gonna take the blame?
He let His Son Come to earth
So we all go up
In bright of day
In bright of day

I talked to my friend again today
This is what he had to say:
You’re going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!....

You’re going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope,
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!
I talked to my friend today….

going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope,
‘cause we’re going up in smoke!

going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
going up in smoke,
and we ain’t got no hope,

‘cause we’re going up in smoke!

WRECK OF THE VON TRUMP RETURN 2011

Life is short
The crew of this ship
Lost their life after becoming stuck on the saltwick ridge near Whitby
The back of the boat broke and the ship sank in rough weather


do what you love often
I have not swam around this wreck or walked out to it enough at low tide
when I have its been so inspiring
and fun.
So why not more doing the things you find inspiring?



start doing more of the things you love
open yourself to new things






when i die
life will go on
i hope i have done enough to show others about Jesus
this is my legacy all i need to know my life has been a success.

DO WOT U LOVE

THIS IS YOUR LIFE
DO WHAT YOU LOVE
DO IT OFTEN
LIFE IS SIMPLE 

FAITH IS GOOD,

FAITH IS PART OF LIFE,
START BEING FAITHFUL.
LIFE IS SIMPLE.

ALL EMOTIONS ARE
BEAUTIFUL.

TRAVEL OFTEN,
GET LOST,
SO YOU KNOW
WHERE YOU ARE!

orange club with extra thick Chocolate does this count as part of your 5 a day

Felt like i belonged.

Yesterday l took the canoe out into the waters of the north sea from sandsend.
Had a brilliant time walking from cliffs to saltwick bay and the wreck of the von trump.
true. von trump.
15.00 l went into the sea with my inflatable kayak, among the surfers and canoeist l held my own.
Went under loads came to shore got soaked.
LOVED IT.
Cleaning the mud and sand at the top of the cliff safely ashore, on a baking hot August evening around 18.00.

The tide now fully in.
Everyone polishing surf boards. Waxing canoes..... and there is me.
Cleaning the mud and deflating my kayak.
Felt like the CHAV of this surfing elite.

a little less

close your eyes and listen to the music
Drifting through a summer breeze
Its a groovy night and I can show you how to use it
Come along with me and put your mind at ease

A little less conversation, a little more action please
All this aggravation aint satisfactioning me
A little more bite and a little less bark
A little less fight and a little more spark

mega

was very impressed with the technology some of our youth club girls use of face book and other such social networking
make some dramatic montages of photos and images
me just a smuck who can download odd photo and make a brief comment

know the Lord God on high wants you to

know the Lord God on high wants you to
soar like Eagles.

know the Lord God on high wants you to
soar like Eagles.

know the Lord God on high wants you to
soar like Eagles.


know the Lord God on high wants you to
soar like Eagles.