how would l describe my feelings at the moment

challenged.
vulnerable,
eager (to bring ending),
tired (not physical),
hopeless (weak in accepting that God knows what KW needs).

Feelings are funny
try so hard to make a residential a success.
But feel like let the whole group down when things do not quite go way wish.
Feelings become deeper due to expressions on Youths faces.
Or l hear comment and not sure what was intended.
Also when working with young people they are still developing, in deeper areas
and growing, so what they express is not always connected with how they are feeling.
Or even what they are experiencing.