Dec 30, 2009

its all connected




when l first became a christian one of the issues l wrestled with
. . was which box l put certain things into
...
so sport boxing was in the physical dodgy box..was never sure if God was concerned about that area of my life...
another box was music. . .wrestled then with fact DJ about 3 times a week
...l did not really enjoy Church music..
events and experiences like Greenbelt helped me enormously with that issue...
another box for relationships
another box for work
another box....
As l grew l learned perhaps foolishly and with loads of battles
..that's it all connected
we are spiritual and God loves whole of Kevin Waller's life..
its all connected

Dec 27, 2009

its really cold
icey
and wet.
thank you Lord.
just spent some time with friends
away with youth tomorrow
more later.
thank God

Dec 24, 2009

the point of it all JESUS


love doesn`t yell at the children
it is thankful they are there
love never fails

computer games will break
cashmere jumpers will wear out
golf clubs will get lost

but the gift of love will endure
love stops cooking
to listen
love stops decorating
to kiss someone
love does not envy another home
it is not jealous of others coordinated china and table linen
if we do not,
Now and the rest of the year ...focus on Christ

we miss the point
!

Dec 22, 2009

criminal

KING HENRY V111 passed a law in 1536 forbidding his subjects to eat mince pies or puddings that is still the law.
so how many of you are criminals?
also how many bought rage against the machine?
heroes everyone of you.
Bloody heroes
lets all go shoplifting at tescos

Dec 21, 2009

who said this?

The Almighty created the universe for human beings and human beings for Himself.
He created every human being with the ability to reach the heights of perfection. He called on man to make every effort to live a good life in this world and to work to achieve his everlasting life.
On this difficult and challenging journey of man from dust to the divine, He did not leave humanity to its own devices. He chose from those He created the most excellent as His Prophets to guide humanity.
All Prophets called for the worship of God, for love and brotherhood, for the establishment of justice and for love in human society

well who said this then?

a carrot


all l want for Christmas is a carrot

snow


its here. . . what`s snow like with you?
loving it.

had ace walk to Church,
loads of photos
ace walk long and fresh Saturday, and Sunday
only snacked on meats and salads.
Someone baked ace mince pies at Church.
the sermon and service dated... cold... and pithy.


HOW
DID WE
MAKE THE MESSAGE
SO BORING?

Dec 18, 2009

stay warm


how is the weather!
everyday l walk down the hill
and morning evening l pause and watch ships/boats/trawlers out at sea.
eternal father strong to save
whatever l have to do,
like you am safe on dry land.

hows the weather with you?

Dec 16, 2009

a light at the end of the tunnel


And if a double-decker bus
crashes in to us
to die by your side
is such a heavenly way to die
and if a ten ton truck
kills the both of us
to die by your side
well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out
There is a light that never goes out

Dec 15, 2009

PEACE

GREEN BIRD NESTS

perhaps the same mad inventor
who created tilting Christmas tree stands,
breaks into our houses in November,
ties our tree lights up in knots.
We lift them carefully outta there boxes,
only to find..
they are like green bird nests.
Impossibly tangled.

Dec 14, 2009

art4arts sake



funny what counts as Art
l luv this peice of artwork
it in a real rundown part of the city
everytime l pass this l smile.
does that mean its working?
if l pass and don`t notice does that also mean its working?
what does the artist feel like?
does he/she get any feed back!
like the art in Scarboro it a gift,
but who knows wether or not it appreciated?


l hope you know you are appreciated.
soemtimes l am not very good at telling you but for the record
you are appreciated.

if l pass you and it appears l dont notice you it just an accident
you are appreciated.


off his trolley


kinda gives new meaning to being off the trolley

late at nite and we leave church examine the view before we depart
church has been at central to my life
but not the building
the people of God that's church
a place to share faith
to wrestle
explore and listen to others explain there journeys

Dec 12, 2009


this is the sun going down around 6 in the evening in Malta
every year l withdraw and reflect for few weeks and walk the land that St Paul walked l love it get me focus.
presently l feel like a well that is not holding the water and when you bring up the bucket it cannot hold anything it leaks so much
so l am not giving out
l am not working well
l feel like l am not making a difference.
so l need to withdraw.
please God.
that's deep.

Dec 11, 2009

PRAYER




One of my favorite books is from PUNK to MONK
It concerns lifestyle of early Christian Celts and how pray was relevant
Community
It also about the need to withdraw
The daily rhymn of life and how pray was interwoven into everyday life.

WHAT NEEDS INTERWOVEN INTO MY EVERYDAY LIFE
who spoke to me recently without using words

Dec 7, 2009


been trying to work out how to keep the place warm
and how to connect with God in the mornings so l placed the chase lounge in a new place
its practical and spiritual.
always believed a man should
get on his knees and fight like a man

Dec 6, 2009

pizza nite with family in Hull Yorkshire


Aron about to load up the chips and large pizza

check out small pizza and salad

Matthew always makes good choice menu wise
both lads now in twentys where did the time go?

had ace time in Hull with family shopping
that right shopping
visited family weather was wet and cold
had pizza with a differance and enjoyed connecting

Dec 4, 2009

off for luxury


going to spend time with my son and family tomorrow
been a really good week chatting with friends and connecting really happy
thanks God for friends and family and work.
Vision it great to be part of a vision.
love this song and the words

hey have you ever tried really reaching out for the other side
I may be climbing on rainbows but baby here goes,
dreams theyre for those who sleep
life is for us to keep
if youre wondering what this song is leading to,
I want to make it with you


beautiful and the words are so literate
from the heart and gets clear what inside

Life can be short or long
Love can be right or wrong
And if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you
I really think that we could make it, girl

Dec 3, 2009



headphones around my neck always make me look fat.
did some house work yesterday it made such a difference to how l spent last evening and the warmth l felt in the house
where l live is very cold and chilly,
especially this time of the year.
how am l feeling at present?
frustrated, sometimes l take a bit to much on,
not great at delegating tasks.
miss my friends,
this is the area where l work and not easy to relax in this environment.
feel the cold and this affects my motivation.
the isolation can be challenging.

Dec 2, 2009

LITTLE DRUMMER BOY



not sure if this is what Bing and bowie mean`t
but here Friday wipe out and it was a good time
however the disco end and Titus were really good but has with Saturday rest of the evening was chaotic and fruitless.

Titus at go large


The gig on saturday and last friday was really good.

Dec 1, 2009


who knows where the time goes
winter is here from today
who knows where the river bends or even when time will come to an ending
who knows where the time goes

The Matthew blessing,

  The Matthew blessing, May God grant us enough stupidity to believe? We can go from this place and make the world a better place, May we wi...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"