Nov 17, 2009
Nov 16, 2009
Nov 13, 2009
Nov 12, 2009
l am feeling strangely hot and bothered having been in meetings for the best part of the last few days.
lot of hopefully controlled listening, input that was critical but up building.
tough decision
my own future comes into the balance in 6 months.
not a long way away, , , but very near.
few things about Kevin
l still miss someone
time is not a healer
life is tough
never sleep in late
love music. . . . modern, dance, R`n B, soul,
Nov 11, 2009
Nov 9, 2009
life and pics
its great being able to share pics and give people sense of where l am in my life.
so sharing a few chips on the promenade in a coastal town that they forgot to close down with Josh and Chris.
In the gym with a whole group of lads and girls a typical Wednesday evening in the gym.
In my home listening too some vinyl,Newark decks, oldies the BEATLES.
Nov 6, 2009
The square ring
l have spent a lot of time as a teenager and an adult working in this square ring.
despite its history, a type of theology, hard disciplined rules, rough practice.
l have spilt blood and some tears. Experienced physical hurts.
experienced further others hurts my own and theirs triumphs.
Here is where l have found safety. a broken relationship so l came here to forget.
A broken heart so here l came to get the hurt away.
needing to be with friends so here we trained at the Albemarle Park in Hull, the golden gloves in the colliery, the boys club, here..
here l learn`t to cope..l thought and sweated and worked out
had my ego massaged here...growing older learn't that life is tough.
the image. . well it has been a place of safety for me.
has it made me more macho?
tougher?
l don`t think so. Pastorally more skilled?
It has been a place to develop from..to grow from..
A place to fail inside..
Nov 4, 2009
burnin bridges
well we all went to see the abbey, listen to the Bells ringing out,
Also let off few candle type balloons.
First one went brilliant.
Next effort got stuck in a tree, hanging from the bridge,
this tree then caught alight.
It stayed alight.
l/we decided the best way was to run off to the car and drive away,no ctv no witnesses.
we looked at the damage from the riverside,(well worse) and it was well alight.
eventually it went out after 18 minutes.
what can l say?
the only option l could see was urinating on the fire from the bridge wall but this would have mad matters worse.(arrested,exposer,useless idea)
life is like this illustration.... matters sometimes get outta control..
...things end up burning down around ones feet!
like here.
Nov 2, 2009
How do you feel ?
How do l feel?
excited,
refreshed,
anticipatory,
tired, `some battles are old`
powerless, `some prayers appear unanswered`.
excited,
refreshed,
anticipatory,
tired, `some battles are old`
powerless, `some prayers appear unanswered`.
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