There is in all of us,this house a kind of unknown self. they say this part of you prefers, the dark side.
Guess what it`s true,well it is of me.
There is also a side of me wish all could witness, there is this normal side of myself l will try to share a little of now.
It is so everyday it may be boring.
l like to listen to radio 2 around 12 -14.00. If possible l listen to the arches.
no longer do l care for emmerdale.
Feel very deep about the witness of Kevin the christian, like to receive text and phone calls from friends
wish l could lose weight. Miss everyday the departed.
Forever angel.

U2

not so keen on the new U2 single been giving it a listen but bit loud and brash not as expected lets see if it grows on myself.

new moon rising

sometimes the moon against the sea is just pure beautiful


a night chatting with some of the young people who live nearby and love skating boxing and other stuff.

well it a good day for reflection.spending some time exploring space
got a deejay workshop
doing playlist and their importance.
Good set played last evening very R`n `B,some USHER,R KELLY,BEYONCE,JAY SEAN,TRIBE,GILES PETERSON,and some RAP EMINEM PARLIMENT WAR
plus what a surprise Chemical Brothers Salmon dance,surprise l forget about that
really pleasant mood from all their
Fridays rave and Sunday
it the long long thankless task at the end that people do not recognise
but watching people be pleasant and have fun make it all worth while

4F's of Church Youth work

Got on vinyl the new U2 single "get your shoes on".
Will be playing a lot next few weeks
also listen to `kings of leon "cold desert" real good track.
Psalm 139 tonite and a preach on,' you are so very special and unique and loved so much'.
Takes about full hour to set the youth church, up but it all worthwhile.
Food, fellowship, fun, and faith,
that should be faith building.

myself at the front with Mahmoud and the rest of the coaches/youth workers

we were at Dewsbury yesterday with group of our young people
this is Christianity with muscles,not everyones cup of tea but we are making the Gospel relevant to our group of young people.

Your thoughts become your feelings
Your feelings become your reality
is that the secret to a happy life,

Well I called down an old friend
Trusted and true
Sought his advice as to what I should do
He said everything that reminds me of you
Would all have to go
So I burned all of your pictures
Except two or three
The one by my bed
And the one on my TV
And the one that I always carry with me everywhere I go
And today was so nice
And since I was in town
I thought I'd take the opportunity to go down
And see how everyone is down at the city sealife auarium
Well the rhino forgot you (NOT SWIMMING DROWNING)
The crodile forgot you
The polar bear and the cod too
But me and the shark we still remember you
Me and the shark will never forget you
espicaly 4 forever angel

the snow is going but l expect it will be back next week
weekend are not the same at present have had no time off due to bad weather but still felt a bit stop and start

snow is back with a vengance+gig cancelled due to weather,Bonus new one booked in.
l am snowed in, unexpected.
had some soup to warm me up getting good at making soup.
what new skills you developing in this mad but strangly beautiful weather??
Ready for my holidays but have not booked due to weather, euro, and money.
also need to get the cat sorted.
read this in the Times at the weekend,
Your thoughts become your feelings
Your feelings become your reality not sure l agree is `Life that simple`

how do l feel at present?
fed up (too many cancelled gigs)
rested (all those cancelled events)
fresh (freezing cold weather)
eager (fed up being snowed in)
frusrated (what gonna get cancelled next)
there is a theme there.

spiritual challanges

faith is a funny thing
sometimes there must be more to all the issue as they unfold
presently l have so many distractions it is hard to just see it has normal
work challenges
colleagues issues
home and equipment
life precious moments
read this funny or true
God’s Gift

When God gave out brains
I thought he said trains
So I missed mine.
When God gave out looks
I though he said books
So I did not want any.
When God gave out chins
I thought he said gins
So I ordered a double.
When God gave out noses
I thought he said roses
So I ordered a large red one.
When God gave out legs
I though he said kegs
So I ordered two big ones.
Boy am I in a mess!

playing pool

just been playing pool and spending quality time chatting with the lads and girls also been a bit of attitude shown around by others.
young people cope and bully's soon disappear when challenged.
l wonder what the hurt is that is being hidden by some of the attitude shown by these bullies.
they are sad and l need your prayers and ideas as l seek to change and warm towards them.
how can l build a better bridge any ideas?

really stuck in a rut

trying to write this article keep getting distracted.the cold is really bothering me but block on me whether or not it is spiritual, or emotional, or just lack of something l don't know.
but real block l just can`t break.


Forever Angel missed

whats the big issue today

everyone down south tells me it was not possible to get to work.
Malta is having immigration problems.
work is long and hard
l cant get my paperwork done
is there peace at the moment in the middle east?
no major transfer dealings impressed me.
hill street blues is still on the telly.
l wrote via face book to lots of girls l knew.
i cant get my paperwork done
l have to do an assembly on John the Baptist.
snow is causing chaos.
it has been very hard and long winter.
l cant get my paperwork done
friends and love are major important items in everyone life
health is also essential
where you live affects Health, Work Ethic,Wealth, education.
l hate this governance

Stay warm

my guide for adapting to the weather, plus the crisis
Dance(like no one is watching),
Shadow box (but don't lose),
Drink soup (going home to make some),
Make love (often).
How do l feel today?
unsure the weather has affected a great deal
tired a lot of late nites
Coping. Done a lot preparation but struggling with report and paperwork!

"When you ask yourself could you do it all again,
you betcha? I hear a voice say you got no chance
And it makes me mad and I shout,
       "Oh yeah, who says so ? "

FACE FAT

not as fat as these pictures point out the headfones up against my cheeks.
.................oh come on ...

l take time to prepare my playlist and explore the venue.
l worked solo last evening was gonna pay some guys to help and come along missed them till when l had finished they had been to a party.
starting our own club soon.
more later
read about my community where l live, and work yesterday.
drugs attacks, young people threatened,youth unemployment high,
very little disposable income.
feel guilty about the quality of life l have.
regular employment*Deejay*walk on beaches*nice meetings with friends.
PRAY all may be so blessed.
GOD BLESS YOU AS YOU READ THIS LOVE FROM ME.

crisis what krisis

worked hard last evening and late finish,always get nervous every gig whether it is a youthie, kidz party,or big clud,occasionally 2000 in a marque.
The group(KRISIS) where a rock band,typical pub band,hard working and dedicated.
deejayed a mainly a rock PLAYLIST included coldplay gun`s` roses staus quo razorlite and fleetfoxes
krisis did 3 sets and came off stage around 23.15.
l had 3 sets start+middle+finish evening.not much new stuff due to specifics but mega fun,good audiance