Nov 26, 2005

saturday 26th nov 2005

Well it should have been and gone the reason for the season, in a months time. 
Had another difficult evening ,and week at work .
All Unison staff facing same issues. Heard from Old colleague she going thru it.
Myself Romance effort been made towards me, Like, wanna be friend, But sorry your in a struggle with myself if any want more. There a girl ,Myself not very keen on knowing, sounds unkind but well...replied to emails and text, Glad but no movement, me not good with forming, relationships, work mates, friendships, Guess just a mix of complex issues.
So lot of Level 5 disclosure. 
At present appears to be about trust, so not really wanting new friends of either gender. That could be lack of trust very much on my part. 













Read "the 5 people you meet in Heaven' "recently.
Matthew helped me do a disco at work few days ago it was great fun few days with my son.
Matty got dates with his dad ringed which is good. 









Well if l could work out how to add stuff everyday.Lost loads of 'videoing editing' three weeks work all because of others using equipment wrongly.  Would write something more regularly, today is 7th December it cold, add to that workplace large, Vast roofs, one person not talking.
lce cold could be accurate. Dublin and Romania appear miles away (actual they are miles away). Worked on using "its a Wonderful life". Not sure can make it relevant. Music DVD and video take time for 3 minutes of programming, then not sure others understand inferred message or relevance.
Year's now since Forever Angel moved away, Guess, time gone so fast. 

Plugging 'Ugly' by Sugerbabes for next two weeks a pop song which tackles issues of bullying and self worth.
Not a first but will others get the meaning. 
Power played twice a nite bit of Yee ha(country) music,
 `Tom Russell I`m on fire`.

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. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"