Aug 31, 2019

SYSTEM ERROR 72

We are called to be the light of the world
the salt....point people to the way
not supposed to be influenced by the World.
it not the World that points us to the way...somehow the society is affecting the church,christian faith.


it`s called a System error.



IT`S CALLED A SYSTEM ERROR



Worried about level skills held by service staff,librarians must be recruited from 'failed at Civility',finishing school. Rudeness,lack of knowledge unacceptable. East Riding Council among UK worse

What happened to civil discord? Honest debate? 
Labels like Homophobic, transphobic, racist, bigot, crazy, unstable, white supremacist, black power, alt-right, alt-left, feminist, stupid, and incompetent are thrown around and attached to anyone who is perceived to be on the wrong side.
I love being on the wrong side,
but love being correct
love listening to others
learn
grow
feel discomfort

but don`t like others not accepting others views are different.

does that make me wrong?


Aug 30, 2019

BUT worse still if l think got the song . . .


Music it `grabs` you...song plays somewhere...TV programme...film soundtrack...passing by amusement ride...hits you.
Then emotion or event come to mind,people, places,issue,...someone is connecting with you directly.


Recall happening or new events taking place, remember someone ,place, memory plays that trick.
Rotten trick . .  but mind play`s it...on YOU.
little, in fact doubt anything, you can do to stop it....
Find yourself back there...like `yesterday once more`, accept its now.
Indeed it can be crippling, l got no chance stopping it.
What also find is some new music out there ,well you just love ,it's hard to find it. 
Google lyrics,words,on YOUTUBE often find it posted,
I may not know who the artist is ,then discover it by accident through new methods.
Not looking forward to period when CD no longer accessible.

BUT worse still if l think got the song ...well about to lose several hours trying to find that elusive track of music...
Damn it...

“Callin’ Me Home” a beautiful and haunting ballad . . . . 


Sailboats sailing' a crystal sea
Gypsy dolphins running' free
Seagulls circling endlessly
Calling' me home
Mocking bird, butterfly
Sunset colour filling the sky
Newborn baby starts to cry
Calling' me home
I've been most everywhere
A man can go
I've been this whole world round
Seen most everything
A man can see
One thing I've found
Only thing I ever found
When I was lost and all alone
I took a look on what I'd done

The only love I've ever known
Was calling' me, calling' me
I heard Him calling' me home
I'm going home, going home
I'm going home.
Songwriters: Barry Mcguire

The great Larry Norman......when I spoke at Greenbelt in between songs in 1984. Many people came up and said that was the only gospel they had heard from any performer for several years. But the Greenbelt committee banned me from the main stage at Greenbelt and said I could never perform there again because I gave the gospel, and that's not their policy. So I think that's funny, to be banished for giving the gospel at a religious concert festival.
 If I'm not gonna deny Christ at the end of the world, when they're taking Christians to court and prison, why would I deny Christ now at a Christian festival?

Aug 29, 2019

Eni Aluko - what's her problem....OH and her names poor score in scrabble.

-I just wanted to say hi. I can understand that, 'cause... Now and then, a friend will say they saw you,  . .I said what could all that matter to me. You know what, late at night, when I'm content with being lonely, I get this unwanted visit from old misery.  . . .that's why, that's why you never cross my mind.  . .. ..you never cross my mind.
 No, you never cross my mind. You just stay there...
           soul music gets your emotions everytime, 
           drags you into the scene creates memory's 


Following local football team can be an emotional ride,but don`t hold to much precious effort on going to matches.....Hull city got awful system of fan support,abuse by chairperson pretty bully boy manager . . like to beast players...really in 2019....
Goodbye to Bury F.C.its fanbase and community that met every week.
in case you still don`t recognise
NOONE CARES.....

Eniola Aluko...They don`t teach this....went public to fawning media ,then splash her grievance all over the country irrespective of the facts. Became part of the trendy movement of `supporting any accusation by minorities`, Aluko conveniently overlook fact that she was quite happy to continue playing for `Chelsea`, whose club captain (John Terry),was found guilty by the FA of exactly the same offence, she is now so ’desperately upset’ about.
No one reading this ,will like myself,have too much understanding of the culture ,of football players dressing room.
What Aluko can`t grasp is others are entitled to come out with own opinion on racist behaviour, that includes those don’t agree with it.
this week been all over morning TV with pretty poor attitude towards all,yes she played football,she is well educated...it also true someone made a crude comment about Ebola ...swap place with most people everyday we encounter crude comments...Don`t use our couler nor our gender to write a book about how offended we all are...time to grow up woman.

Aug 28, 2019

Satan 2 greatest feats

Wallpapering along gardening
Task created by Satan. . .Trust me on this.















We were founded a long time ago by a bunch of misfits in a field. me guess like some... still in a field.

.. somewhere artistry meets activism, can the political meet the practical,we’re as likely to dream up a better world as we are to dance and debate, to pray and to party

Somewhere to be amazed and inspired. probably been  in the darkness up on the highest mountain with singers like Dylan ,magic of Motown,northern in the soul,. along with others protested and partied with fat and frantic,Phil and John ,Barry McGuire, and built Jerusalem with John Smith,Steve Chalke and others.

 . . . . . Its a Disco,cathedral,nightclub journey gathering, festival, part family. Some have been getting there our whole lives.
Some get here after a break, some are just getting to the party. 
I am in somewhere, a place where the sacred meets the secular.
If You think there’s a spark that kindles the time we spend together,want to build community,if you like getting caught in the rain,having sand run through your feet,better walking along clifftops of life... Have found Christianity to include both Jesus and well lets call it God. .  .  .When you find somewhere it’s OK to ask questions,treasure the answers and wrestle with untruths. . . If you think that’s where all the interesting stuff happens , if like me certainly don’t pretend to have all the answers. 
The only thing you need to have faith in is the difference we can all make together. 
come on down....come on down...join the gang....bring a caravan of LOVE if you wanna.

Aug 27, 2019

about the woman in my life . . .



 VERA here's a good mix of town and country and coast and it's beautiful, Area l worked in began to call it home,suppose not still sure why returned southwards.
You pick up atmosphere of rural Northumberland, (That actually means North of the river Humber).
Soon collect in your mind an air of sadness, touch weariness, which in part due to the grimness of the crimes, devastated lives, human failings, there is here captured the poverty,plus daily grind endured by the characters. Production standards are high. Vera, story and character moves around a lot - urban life blends with the sheep-nibbled field with run-down stone cottage,Coastal with the blowy moor, 
imagine you are there.
Also if not been to North of the Humber, as tourist may want to visit.
You feel are there. Good writing delivers strong stories,as story unfolds, interesting twists (some of them very unexpected), along with moving 'quiet' scenes and high drama.

Ever had a worse bunch in Parliament?

Paxman has said Boris Johnson is someone “you wouldn’t trust alone with your sister”.
He has also branded his predecessor Theresa May a “cornucopia of failure”.
The feared interviewer has said that the standard of prime ministers is going down, along with the calibre of MPs.....
Lets understand this is coming from the mouth of propaganda station,who many turn to promote `comfort zone` they live in.
Paxman is a vile creature spouting out his very own brand of hatred, someone long ago switched the prices tags on values ,virtues and beliefs of modern society.
we kicked Jesus out of the sandbox.along with all his toys.Now life appears silent for those who warned against this,and others who never valued his presence got little to post own system values upon.
Celebrity culture,credit card addiction,(favourite of modern Church attendee), capitalism all let people down .
So result is where we are, being lead by those some elected...
Larry Norman, that old testament prophet who heralded in the Jesus Rock generation one said...and l quote...
"wonder who would lead us if none of us would vote....."

Aug 25, 2019

Finding God on country singers turntable

I go to church on a Sunday
The vows that I make
I break them on Monday
The rest of the week
I do as I please
Then come Sunday morning
I pray on my knees
Dear God
I know I'm not worthy
But I need you so
Please won't you hurry
And help me turn back from
The path I have trod
You'll never be sorry
Dear God
Each day we read in the paper
Of the carryin's on
Of some of our neighbors
We're sinnin', and lyin'
And forgetting the faith
Then we have the nerve
To ask is it too late?

Dear God
I know I'm not worthy
But I need you so
Please won't you hurry
And help me turn back from
The path I have trod
You'll never be sorry
Dear God...

Aug 24, 2019

seaside wellbeing

Images from a seaside town,invisible poverty greedy seagulls ,artificial leg of amusements arcade. Children building sandcastles, Parents paddling in family group
relief and happiness are always around.


Towns cup of tea plus bag of chips help feel grounded. Mental health is improved, listen carefully Supremes still singing `baby love` , oh is that not, Diane and Marvin still saying to each other
. . . `you are everything`....
The broken hearted still walk along sandy beach, fisherman bring home the `Catch of the day`....sand somehow still gets into ham sandwich...beer`s warm...
In your `tent`,on a cliff top,Settle down for the evening, while hotdogs warm on campside stove.

Aug 23, 2019

Going to the other side, might not be the path to follow

How to Hang Wallpaper Horizontally

yes that my main thought for this period,
Jesus went to the other side
Mark 5, the disciples, mainly we understand male. Would be both excited and slightly apprehensive around this journey, soon to meet spiritual warfare,supernatural issues,on embankment, later rejection, then asked to leave the area.

How is it  going in your project thinking....have you seen enough...read enough..talked the issues through...

Liverpool where l worked presented many challenges , so glad went and stayed for two years.
Grimsby the `East marsh`, witnessed so much breaking down of previous relationships.
As ROCK project moved away from Para church, to more focused inner estate project struggling for funding.
Craiova, Dolj delta, Dublin, islands and other Places brought excitement.
Rejection was also been evident, some mistrust of 
method experienced. dislike from established provision.
Islands there had been 8 years between workers, when l arrived `no base` any longer, Home `promised`? Never materialised.
Hard decision had to be taken, on the other side ,funding often issue.

Going to the other side, might not be the path to follow.
But if considering try fully grasp many new understanding.


NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE FOOTIE

DISAPPOINTMENT AS COMMUNITY FEELS FAILURE OF ENTERTAINMENT.

GREED APPEARS TO BE RULING THE ROAST IN FOOTBALL CIRCLES



BURY ,BOLTON, BLACKPOOL, HULL, FANS WILL AGREE.

 Coastal towns should be 'abandoned' due to rising sea levels

It may sound drastic, but researchers insist that the relocation some coastal communities, no longer a question of if, but when and how for many.Good Lord l only really just got to my rural retreat. they won`t me out already.
“Retreat is happening,”perhaps l should get to the front of the queue...maybe just stay...decisions... decisions.... decisions..now back to my main worry..

How to Hang Wallpaper Horizontally


Aug 22, 2019

thank you where ever you are in the world

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East Yorkshire's seaside towns are 'poorer now than before 2007 recession'


That is sad to read,people often feel left behind, also true that new ways ,don't get known folks in environment, well very slow catching up, been a while since stayed at BB, that just the problem,in my town of residence, can buy cup of tea for 60p.
Place feels dirty at times,people so obviously struggling.
Reflected, then portrayed in quality of clothing, low cost, along charity shops being only choice.
Issue is choice ,further, quality of food purchased,diet, abilities to steward better seldom possible.
Despite, OR because of this people hide the poverty and fear.
Lack of hope,despondent people walk. and live, scrapping meagre existence
that life style not good.
People are not reaching true potential.
Depth and Deeper stuff cannot rise to agenda of such people.
Hopelessness in this world and the towns of north east coast.

Social deprivation rates in places such as Withernsea and Bridlington have long been acknowledged to be among the highest in the East Riding.
Study by the Social Market Foundation (SMF) has highlighted the challenges.
Shows the gaps in economic prosperity between local authority areas on the coast and the rest of the country are widening significantly.

That means people there are poorer ,
factualy die younger, than people elsewhere in the UK. 
health is worse, people feel forgotten.

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"