Jun 30, 2010

forever angels favorite author

Buried in Scarborough,
one of 'forever angels' favorite authors, Anne Bronte.
Grave is well kept, My favorite recent book.
the reader impacted me deeply
other favorite books, Bible, 5 people you meet in heaven, why am l afraid.
just a few

Feeling down. . . . a bit depressed,
things not going the way they should?
Want more then you already got?
Visit an hospital, bring you back to realise how lucky you are!
Met with Ryan,one of our beautiful human young people, health is a battle/challenge, but Ryan always a joy 

Jun 23, 2010

belief

what would a statement of what you believe look like,
would it have changed from when you were younger
who has influenced what you believe in
the words of a poet ,words from a song,books
the teachings of Jesus

some people feel l am not being trueful
when l say my faith has never caused me to doubt
that God is real
Jesus teachings make the world a better place if we commit to them

Jun 22, 2010

does my arse look big in this

in too deep



days can be a challenge
we were late setting off
some who`d booked a place decided not to come along
others had been told there wasn`t place for them
l forgot my wallet with monies etc so we had to go back
only 10 miles up the M6



when we got there second optopn
the tide had been huge so the place was inaccessible
but we strove on and had a really good time

like life canoeing trip doesn`t always go the way you want?
love life live life

Jun 18, 2010

art for arts sake



Art for Arts sake
Money for Gods sake
Gimme the readys
Gimme the cash
Gimme a bullet





anyway has Micheal eats his KFC
3 million pounds to put up a fish net
and they call it Art

Jun 16, 2010




we had chips in the brilliant summer evening sun last evening

Jun 15, 2010

watch the flowers grow

sitting and watching the world go by
while you gather your thoughts is not just for Old people.
we need to stop and smell the roses
stop and smell the coffee
have a little talk with Jesus
love
love
really love sitting on this hill watching ships go to sea
watching people pass
listening to persons pass behind
then take a slow walk down the hill have a cuppa
then long walk along the beach


one road leads to sadness
one road leads to pain
one road brings you back to my arms




Jun 11, 2010

spiritofthestreets

spiritofthestreets
where is the warm weather
l am still really cold in the mornings
we are based up the top of cliffs near the sea



about to get the group out and about
along the cliff tops

emotional literacy is a real issue with our
young people but l don`t feel
those sharing the numbers
understand or care about the future mental health of our young people




Bobby one of our young people
who thinks things thru,
reflects a lot about the issues he is facing

The issue l witness young people facing are complex and have not been resolved since l started in youth work in September 1976,
just after l was baptized into the faith of those who follow Jesus.



Youth have this ability not to worry
but it not the same as not caring
they need to be protected from all that we are making the world
so they can just be....
just be...
when was the last time you were just . . .
just YOU.....
take some time to just be. . .

Jun 9, 2010

hurdles



We have to overcome hurdles
this can be fun.
sometimes just take it easy and slowly,
if fall of this one near by, in the park
you go back to start,have another go.

Spiritual hurdles occur,they are slower to overcome.
You can`t go back and start again.
Have to battle on.
Days feel longer and the burden heavy.

Life for me is like this at present,
l cant get off.
my friend told me recently she wanted to "just get off the journey she was on
jump back on in 2 weeks time".

we both realised you can`t.
Hold on, prayer more, be patient and wait for the Lord to act.

Jun 8, 2010

at the coast again



sometimes Kev Waller's not in the mood for paper work
l have to walk. . .get better focus
not very good at sitting down writing where l live, this task results in me
having to go away and proscrinate,
or think it thru deeply as l prefer to think of this process



for years l thought l was odd
especially as others had other technique
l discovered it was just the way
l am it part of the process that makes me K.W



l am the person events shaped me into,
this is a struggle.
but there are other things/issues/behaviours
characteristics l have others don't.
sometimes just need to get away

life appears slow in some areas at present
God not answered a pray l keep making
the psalms are full of others who are praying hoping searching

an image of me at present.

sundays gig



the audience enjoying the music
among the odd tracks l chose as curtain music
Aria by Acker Bilk also played U2 still haven`t found given a buena fiesta remix from Cuban album
really cool

Sunday gig




Sunday was mixture of foxtrot salsa tangos
and real middle of the road stuff
specific play list no r`b or soul gospel or house
the deejays
myself
and listening to track on head fones lawssy `li`ll chris`

Jun 5, 2010










today we walked for christian aid
got lot of paper work to do.
thinking about my own future
30 years ago l was deejaying like tomorrow evening l will be again.
used to be a tailor making outfits when l left school
in 1976 l was baptised as a christian and follower of Jesus
HE IS STILL THE LORD OF MY LIFE
life can be tough
do l tell enough to others about my life?
l just been talking on facebook to a dear friend J.

Jun 4, 2010

we been talking about church that are based under the ground



this is one from Malta
mehillia bay

Jun 2, 2010

me and the lovly gloria

when its cold outside
l turn to the only one who can keep me warm the
lovely Gloria



this is me with Gloria 2
the 1st was an original flight jacket
that got threw out
the second is now 10 years old
it always reappears around late august
keeps me warm

for some reason everyone else thinks l am overdressed.

what keeps you warm?

Jun 1, 2010



the wind has been mega chilly the last few days
Was in Whitby last weekend and the waves were mega
saw lots of people l knew



l like this photo of me towards the end of a five day residential having driven hundreds of miles to get there very tired but mega happy
waiting for the youths in the angel tent at greenbelt
happy tired relaxed
cup of tea
l have been described as a teaaholic

Storms....huge weather variates at present

Huge winds brought chills waves and stormy conditions Despite this turmoil Got dressed, got out  Excitement conversation's  Pictures and...

MAYBE WE WON`T MEET AGAIN

. . . she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven,with a picture of the ocean and the beach
The simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near,Wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, "
I miss you so, wish you were here"