December 31st 2008

we glorify the past when the future`s dead ahead

I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

tuesday the 30th Dec 2008

family and values gonna connect with Godfather on DVD to see how family life should be

the year is nearly over not been a favorite year of mine appears to have been colder, harder work, money tighter,trouble in middle east,not enough sunshine,Church has been worse,colleagues been warmer,clients been a real strength,travelled less,music inspiring,Bible been relevent.
still watching hill street blues
still contact with friends from 20 years ago(and more)
still got good health.family and friends more important then last year.

this is Aron in hull getting his xmaz pressies
we had great time and met about 4 lots of Friends over the few hours l was there
miss my home but this work ethic has to be followed

christmas baa humbug

l watched the address by the Iran prime minster as the alternative Queens speach
he spoke a degree of sense heard this guy views a lot.
www.channel4.com/programmes/alternative-christmas-message

"In the Name of God the Compassionate, the Merciful.
Upon the anniversary of the birth of Jesus, Son of Mary, the Word of God, the Messenger of mercy, I would like to congratulate the followers of Abrahamic faiths, especially the followers of Jesus Christ, and the people of Britain.
The Almighty created the universe for human beings and human beings for Himself.
He created every human being with the ability to reach the heights of perfection. He called on man to make every effort to live a good life in this world and to work to achieve his everlasting life.
On this difficult and challenging journey of man from dust to the divine, He did not leave humanity to its own devices. He chose from those He created the most excellent as His Prophets to guide humanity.
All Prophets called for the worship of God, for love and brotherhood, for the establishment of justice and for love in human society. Jesus, the Son of Mary, is the standard-bearer of justice, of love for our fellow human beings, of the fight against tyranny, discrimination and injustice.
All the problems that have bedevilled humanity throughout the ages came about because humanity followed an evil path and disregarded the message of the Prophets.
Now as human society faces a myriad of problems and a succession of complex crises, the root causes can be found in humanity's rejection of that message, in particular the indifference of some governments and powers towards the teachings of the divine Prophets, especially those of Jesus Christ.
The crises in society, the family, morality, politics, security and the economy which have made life hard for humanity and continue to put great pressure on all nations have come about because the Prophets have been forgotten, the Almighty has been forgotten and some leaders are estranged from God.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would stand with the people in opposition to bullying, ill-tempered and expansionist powers.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would hoist the banner of justice and love for humanity to oppose warmongers, occupiers, terrorists and bullies the world over.
If Christ were on earth today, undoubtedly He would fight against the tyrannical policies of prevailing global economic and political systems, as He did in His lifetime. The solution to today's problems is a return to the call of the divine Prophets. The solution to these crises is to follow the Prophets - they were sent by the Almighty for the good of humanity.
Today, the general will of nations is calling for fundamental change. This is now taking place. Demands for change, demands for transformation, demands for a return to human values are fast becoming the foremost demands of the nations of the world. The response to these demands must be real and true. The prerequisite to this change is a change in goals, intentions and directions. If tyrannical goals are repackaged in an attractive and deceptive package and imposed on nations again, the people, awakened, will stand up against them.
Fortunately, today, as crises and despair multiply, a wave of hope is gathering momentum. Hope for a brighter future and hope for the establishment of justice, hope for real peace, hope for finding virtuous and pious rulers who love the people and want to serve them – and this is what the Almighty has promised.
We believe, Jesus Christ will return, together with one of the children of the revered Messenger of Islam and will lead the world to love, brotherhood and justice. The responsibility of all followers of Christ and Abrahamic faiths is to prepare the way for the fulfilment of this divine promise and the arrival of that joyful, shining and wonderful age. I hope that the collective will of nations will unite in the not too distant future and with the grace of the Almighty Lord, that shining age will come to rule the earth.
Once again, I congratulate one and all on the anniversary of the birth of Jesus Christ. I pray for the New Year to be a year of happiness, prosperity, peace and brotherhood for humanity. I wish you every success and happiness."

cannot help but feel we need not to make enemies of old foes but discover how we can work and understand each other better

l do not like Christmas and try hard not to get dragged along
after carols last evening
we all played pool had mince pies and shared a pizza
quality time
Church Sunday didn't sermonise on Christmas but on Does God answer prayers
even if he doesn`t answer the way l wish God is still God
God is still God
that been some new learning for me these last few months

spirituality is messy
hence the references to the song Hallelujah.
Christmas is an example of messed up spirituality it is supposed to be a mass for the birth of Christ, what l witness is a long way removed from that.
even sound like l am getting old.
not really always hated that one day in the year.
l am getting old


joyce davenport still love this woman
what furillo got l haven`t?

hallelujah

"Hallelujah"

Now I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light
In every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah


I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

l find this song a symbol of the mixed up spirituality that exist in our community's
it appears to be biblical but it not!
its messy and confused with no clarity
is it about a secret code a psalm writing king a prostitute user?
is it about their destruction their fight downfall?
it does`t point to the way or even focus
perhaps that why people are identifying with these lyrics
just a thought

Jesus blood never failed me yet

try this link to a beautiful song;
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=byAGDVu4sC4-
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh1iahfrkUQ

words are so simple but meaningful

Jesus blood never failed me yet

never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

there one thing l know

because he loves me so

Jesus blood never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

never failed me yet

Jesus blood never failed me yet

fore he loves me so........

hope this is true for you also.
Can you believe Jesus the son of God loves Kevin Waller, and you and you and you!

Monday December 15th 2008

well l am feeling a lot better but having to dash here and there
played the original of X factor winner Hallelujah last evening
really nice occasion 1 more gig down then off for a while
hope all you love are well and value YOU.

what picture do you have off you in your mind?

how is that different to others picture of you?

how do you know?

Do l look well?

meanwhile outside the Sefton arms;
-Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not...broke
l am full of this body flu which prevents you from sleeping.
Unable to stay warm.
Then you are boiling up.Have no energy
so not able to blog like l would like

cold to the bones

l am freezing and could not get warm
some stuff with the accountant which cannot wait then back to bed till 16.00 then after the gym its party
don't feel like a party
how do l feel at present?
don't really feel up to being with people, but l cannot stand not being around people
also got some mixing to do re other DJ`s and next few gigs
How are you? let me know all gone a bit quiet!

well you got yourself up there you can get yourself down.Moses (the Cat) mad at present
gets into crazy places only eat fresh prawns and fresh tuna,reminds me of Sammy only eat Chicken.

best before??????

it says best before

Feb 08

well never gone with any of that rubbish and l am still here.

last year Christmas cake

would you throw away half a cake?

well l didn`t.

watched Bruce Almighty last nite not so good 2/10

snow still here

it is a bit warmer today.
l feel tired and travelling all over next few days and back to deliver and check groups progress.
really think going down with some thing still never mind.
going to eat a chilly.

forever angel missed today

2 people l want to meet in heaven

I was foolish in my younger days to think they'd never end

Life confused me with its changing ways, and I could not comprehend

All the meaning in those moments now lost like footprints in the sand

And I'm standing here remembering, but it's so hard to understand.

And now you've gone so far away,I hope I'll see you again someday

But if I don't, I hope I'll see you in heaven.

try this link (hope 2U in Heaven)

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=iN66pF90Ddk

saddest moment of this year was when l heard back in July that Larry Norman had died
next saddest when l heard Sammy died.
Forever Angel more 2day then yesterday ..not as much as 2mrw

its begining to look a lot like christmas

looks good on christmas cards.
due to most beautiful phone calls last 2 nites there is a warm glow in the depths of my heart
The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone
just a thought from the 5 people you meet in heaven
why 5?

worth a look

http://www.thisishullandeastriding.co.uk/video.html?id=26578

last night was one of those nights

It's one of those nights when you turn out the lights
And you sit in the dark and say to yourself "I miss her"
It's one of those moods when your body broods
And you conjure up her picture and you kiss her
It's one of those things for the pain it brings
You say to yourself . "Hey couldn't I live without it?"
Well, I think so, on the other hand, I doubt it
Well suddenly she's crashing through my mind

Like waves upon the shore and I nod my head, whoa yes love,

I'd welcome you again. If you knocked upon my door
If you didn't, I'd seek you out love,
I'd track you down for sure Like a thousand times before.
Whoa, yes love, I'd welcome you again like you know I've done before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before
And so it goes it's a cold in your nose
It's a pain in the neck,
it'll make you a wreck if it gets ya
It's so insane 'cause for all the rain
When you ask yourself could you do it all again,
you betcha, I hear a voice say you got no chance
And it makes me mad and I shout,
"Oh yeah, who says so?"
Well, of course not, on the other hand, I guess so
Whoa, suddenly she's crashing through my mind
Like waves upon the shore
And I nod my head, whoa yes love,
I'd welcome you againIf you knocked upon my door
If you didn't, I'd seek you out love,
I'd track you down for sure
Like a thousand times before
Oh, yes love, I'd welcome you again like
you know I've done Before Ahh...…
yes love, you know I did before
Ahh...…yes love, you know I did before

the five people you meet in heaven

"All the people you meet here have one thing to teach you"That there are no random acts. That we are all connected. That you can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind."
"Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."
"The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."
"That's what heaven is. You get to make sense of your yesterdays."

English Premier League Table
Liverpool
Chelsea
Man Utd
Arsenal
Aston Villa
Hull City

like the look of that on a cold and snowy December day in 2008 this looks good.
Large parts of the UK were waking up to a blanket of snow as an Arctic front swept across the country in the first prolonged cold snap of the winter.
but hull city are 6th in the best league in the world.

cold and chilly been like this for 4 days snow has laid and settled but the temperate has not risen been -2 and -9 at nite times.feel this winter could be a big chill.
hope you are staying warm.
reading a lot about prayer at present might sound like a boring subject but all prayer leads to action so it about wasting time with God and getting into new habits and expressions of prayer.
my character has become hassled l don't settle down easy to discipline but recognise the need to stay calm and connected in prayer.